Iburninsideatnight
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- Chicago PD (TV) (102)
- FBI: International (TV 2021) (15)
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My second promised Season 9/10 fix-it fic. As Jay struggles following the death of Anna Avalos, he turns to his wife for support.
They quickly realize that it's time for him to leave Intelligence. Will a short stint in Bolivia help him find himself again?
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With Jay off to New York to play for the Rangers and Hailey headed to college, they’re about to face a brand new challenge.
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- Part 4 of Upstead High School AU
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Have you ever watched an episode of Chicago PD and been disappointed that Jay wasn't more seriously hurt? Well then you're a monster but you're also in the right place because so am I. Alternate episode endings focused on the idea of increasing Jay Halstead Whump.
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Febuwhump 2026 by Iburninsideatnight
Fandoms: Chicago PD (TV), FBI: International (TV 2021)
28 Feb 2026
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Twenty eight magical days of whump featuring my favorite boys.
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- Part 11 of Prompt Challenges
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“I want to know when you’re hurting, you asshole. Even if there’s nothing I can do about it, I want you to look at me and say ‘Hailey, I’m not okay.’ And let me fucking try!”
They weren’t planning on talking about this. Not while they were in the middle of a case and Jay wasn’t sure they’d be talking at all afterwards. Then he got hurt and didn’t tell her.
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Prompt Challenges by Iburninsideatnight
Fandom Chicago PD (TV), FBI: International (TV 2021)
28 Feb 2026
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Where He Should Be Safe by Iburninsideatnight
Fandom Chicago Fire, Chicago Med, Chicago PD (TV)
09 Oct 2024
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hailey @shanesmylife:
omg jj try not to draw a penalty challengeale @oliviasvers
I’m 24 and SCARED of the ottawa power play→ Kate @KateMontreal
Sometimes I look at Rozanov and I just can’t tell if he has a foot fetish or not.→→ ale @oliviasvers
yeah this just isn’t a normal thoughtaka a look on twitter during ilyas first game in ottawa vs montreal
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30 Dec 2025
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Game days look different now that Ilya’s retired.
What was once mornings spent with anticipation and competitive hunger gnawing at his stomach- getting ready in tandem with Shane before heading to the arena, hyping their team together before blazing out onto the ice- is now replaced with a slower, gentler start. Ilya thought at first that he would miss it, the chaotic energy that constantly pushed him toward victory and greatness, and in some ways he does. On the other hand, he wouldn’t change his post-retirement reality for anything.——
Or, a day in the life of Ilya Rozanov: girl dad extraordinaire
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30 Dec 2025
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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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27 Dec 2025
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Don't Poke the Bear by meetmebythelilactree
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2025
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PS: Prompt is related to the events of The Long Game, so there will be spoilers for the plot of that book!
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After Shane and Ilya are outed in the events of The Long Game, Montréal and Ottawa play seven games against each other in the Eastern Conference.
The Centaurs still love their captain, of course. The Voyageurs, however, are not so united.
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A.K.A - Five times Shane’s team was an asshole to him, the one time Ilya got to do something about it, and the obvious humiliation ritual that is the Centaurs playing a game against a post-Hollander era Voyageurs.
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27 Dec 2025
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Fanning the Flames by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.
Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)
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27 Dec 2025