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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    “Are you going to tell him?”

    Grian tenses against BigB. Even through the corduroy he can feel how chapped Grian’s lips are. “I don’t know,” Grian mutters weakly. BigB wraps an arm around him, and though he’s cold to the touch, Grian is grateful for the comfort nonetheless. “I guess I’m just hoping that we ignore it completely. If he asks me outright then, yeah, maybe I will have a frank conversation with him, but…”

    Grian groans loudly in frustration, startling BigB, and ends up rolling onto his lap. Grian looks up with wide, conflicted eyes, their emerald colour glittering starkly against the dark grass. “It’s all so complicated,” he says in that high-pitched panicked tone he often gets, and BigB can’t help but snicker. Grian’s own string brushes against BigB’s hand.  “He infuriates me BigB, he really does, but I just- gahh, I don’t know.”

    He averts his attention to the stars, trying to distract himself. BigB runs his fingers through Grian’s hair to comfort him, and Grian shudders into it. 

    “You don’t want to hurt him,” BigB fills in the blanks for him. “I get that.”

    Two evenings, two soulmates, and how Grian solidifies his care.

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    22 Jan 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    Angry, upset, and frustrated from Hardwon’s absence and its continued impact on her, Moonshine takes some advice from Beverly and starts writing him letters.

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    5 letters Moonshine wrote to Hardwon knowing he’d never read them, and 1 she wrote with the full intention that he read it.

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    21 Aug 2023

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    Crying fr

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    The Hermits have a code phrase. If spoken, this phrase acts as an emergency safe word, telling everyone to stop whatever they’re doing, because something is seriously wrong. Whether it’s from physical or emotional distress, all Hermits know that when someone uses the code, they need help from their chaotic, dysfunctional family.

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    25 May 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I am actually crying to this series this is a beautiful thing

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    Etho loved the rush of battle. He thrived off of the adrenaline and quick thinking.

    But a misplaced firework during Scar’s turf war mini game hurting him really bad and forcing him to confront one of his greatest fears in front of the other Hermits?

    Yeah, he didn’t love that quite as much.

    (Part of a series, but you don’t need to read the other parts to understand this one)

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    24 May 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Hurt/comfort is great

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    If you can eat to heal your soulmate, then why should your soulmate have to eat at all?

    Scott keeps eating and Pearl is full. She’s been full for a very long time. What does food taste like, again? Well, our favorite pair of ranchers are more than happy to help her remember.

    (Also the title doesn’t really match the actual fic, but also does at the same time and I liked it and so here we are)

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    12 Apr 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Awwwww so sad and cute