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    You weren't surprised when you woke up in the pod - you always did. After every victory or death or failure, you woke up right as that mind flayer forced that tadpole into your eye. You killed the chosen three an infinite amount of times, destroyed the elder brain more times than you could count - died even more! And yet, no matter what you did, you always woke up at the very beginning.

    A lonely existence, for anyone, having to re-establish eternal loves and undying friendships all over again. It felt like a hopeless cause, having to play the same game over and over again. Resetting no matter how it ended. You thought it was an eternal, lonesome torture.

    Until you find out a certain devil is suffering in the same hell.

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    22 Jan 2024

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    2/16 ch20

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    “Now… I saw you on the ship, didn’t I? Nod.”

    A large hand closed around the vampire spawn’s ankle. He was on his ass in an instant with Caspian rising enough to try and shove a knee on the smaller man’s gut to keep him down.

    “Rude, lying, knife-wielding assholes don’t get to make demands,” Caspian growled before he caught a slash across his face for his troubles.

     

    or basically what would the game be like if Tav was a giant, traumatized, half-elf barbarian werewolf who forces everyone to be nice and eventually melts the cold, dead heart of a certain vampire.

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    05 Jan 2024

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    1/16 ch16

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    As you stand upon the edge, woven by a single thread. Fate may fall down upon you, while the devil is knocking right at your door.

    *This is a rewrite of my original fics, 'Lethality of a Smile' and 'Testing of Bonds' (I'm mashing the two together). Warnings are in the tags and notes for each chapter, as I remember them.

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    25 Dec 2023

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    12/23 ch10

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    Tavya watched Astarion's eyes scan the name written across the front. Once, twice, three times. Then he looked to her, nearly stunned into silence. “I— What is this?”

    She gently tugged the envelope from his grasp. “I wrote to them. Your family. Or, well, your parents, anyway," Tavya stuttered. "I searched and searched and I finally found names and an address, but it’s been so long since I've written… I didn’t think…”

    “You… found them?” he asked numbly.

    “I… I think so.”

    * * * * *

    Astarion is enjoying married life in Baldur's Gate when he discovers his parents are still alive. Alongside his wife, Tavya, he travels to Evereska to meet them - but family reunions are seldom simple.

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    22 Dec 2023

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    4/5 ch11

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    ”Are you sure,” she managed to speak between kisses, “you want this?”

    “You’re asking me? You’re the one,” he murmured, nibbling her lower lip, “getting married, darling.”

    * * *

    “Maybe what you really need is a friend, not a lover,” she’d told him.

    Tavya's with Gale now; Astarion is just a very close friend.

    So it’s definitely not a big deal when she runs into him the night before her wedding… right?

    Or, a story about Tav and Astarion becoming more than friends again in the messiest way possible.

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    22 Dec 2023

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    The man grunts as he rolls off of you. “Argh. You wretched little–”

    Your mind is wracked with pain, with flashes of memory that you can’t place. A previous life? You’re not sure. But after the sting of your heads colliding, this strain is too much for your mind to bear. Your vision teeters, hanging on by a single thread, all that’s left are that man’s intense red eyes.

    You emerge from your trance with a shaky breath. You reach for your throat, as if to make sure that it’s still in one piece, only to find it coated in a thin sheen of sweat.

    What was that.

    ___

    You saved Baldur’s Gate almost 300 years ago. You died 150 years ago. On a new life now, you find that memories from your past lead you to a specific silver-haired man. Who was he, and why won't he leave you be?

    tldr; An Elf-Tav reincarnation story where Tav dreams about Astarion in their nightly reveries and eventually seeks him out once they reach maturity. Things definitely totally go well.

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    20 Dec 2023

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    3/13 ch21

  7. Public Bookmark 8

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    Two performers, hiding from the world.

     

    Eren Yewvale's mask was a comfortable one and had served her well until their defeat of The Absolute. As repressed memories come to surface, the façade begins to crack. He knows a fellow actor when he sees one - and he is watching.

    When a mysterious force threatens the Gate once more, alliances become fragile and Eren is forced to confront her past choices. What she thought was the finale may have just been the intermission.

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    Starts post-Netherbrain and main plot set 3 years post-game. Also known as, what could possibly go wrong with: sending 7000 spawn to the Underdark, two people with insecure attachment styles falling for one another, or leaving a city post-crisis with significant... issues.

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    07 Dec 2023

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    12/11 ch17

  8. Public Bookmark 22

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    "Show me a good time and I'll show you a VERY good time."

    Astarion grins, all charm and beauty. He's used to this charade. People are so easily fooled by his sweet words. This one is no different. He isn't. The Dark Urge smiles back. His grin is sharp, promising to devour.

    In which two fools meet in a tavern and play a game of cat and mouse.

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    07 Dec 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    12/6 ch6

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    You overcome Raphael’s charms, invade his house, rescue his prisoner, bed his incubus, and even slay the devil himself. You return to the mortal plane triumphant, until you use an Orb of Infernal Envisioning and see Raphael’s fate. You form a plan to do something rash. You are going to rescue Raphael.

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    01 Dec 2023

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    3/1 ch20

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    When Raphael suggests using your body whenever he wants in exchange for the Orphic Hammer, you agree.

    Or

    The One Where Raphael is Bad in Bed

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    01 Dec 2023

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    12/20 ch10

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    All the pieces on the lanceboard have their place. But this particular pawn seems to be playing a different game altogether.

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    01 Dec 2023

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    1/17 ch17

  12. Public Bookmark 14

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    Fifty years had passed since the Netherbrain was defeated; it took Astarion five years after to become the lord of Baldur’s Gate. Within that timespan his old companions departed from the city, following new adventures in quiet hope their paths would never cross again. Only one agreement was made among them, set by the leader themselves that carried the entire team on her back single handily.

    “Keep it within Baldur’s Gate.”

    A warning, no less, a boundary they set to ensure the entire realm wouldn’t be overrun by vampires, although Astarion would be lying to say the thought didn’t cross his mind every other day or so.

    The temptation was always there, and it would be so easy.

    As much as Astarion would never admit it, he did respect his dear old friend more than he let on.

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    28 Nov 2023

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    11/24 ch5

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    After a forfeited university scholarship and four wasted years with a woman who ultimately stranded her and left her for dead on a deserted stretch of Amnian highway, Miriam is determined to finally get her life back on track. What she didn't plan for was finding out the attractive stranger she's been anonymously hooking up with the week before classes began would turn out to be her physics professor for the semester.

    The right thing to do would be to call it off and never speak of it again.

    Unfortunately for everyone involved, Miriam's never been particularly good at doing the right thing.

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    28 Nov 2023

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    Completed

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    It wasn’t Mystra that he wanted, that much remained clear even as all clarity began to slip away. It wasn’t her hands that he craved. He hadn’t thought about her face when he had pumped desperately into his shaking hand every night previous, and it hadn’t been her name on his lips when he had ejaculated hot spurts of semen into his fist.

     

    Gale/reader's f! Tav.

    I deliberately left all descriptions of Tav as vague and non-descript as possible so that the reader can make her whomever they wish her to be. No mentions of name, race, class, or physical description (beyond the absolute necessities).

    Submitted for your approval. 🙏

    I hope that you enjoy. ❤️

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    27 Nov 2023

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    12/12 ch10

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    Oh, but she could hate Gale Dekarios above everything.
    Even if the world started to burn and everything she loved fell to ash, she thinks she could hate him most of all.
    Even then.

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    Audie grew up hating Gale Dekarios with every fiber of her being. But standing before him now after twenty years, abandoned by Mystra and at the mercy of a mysterious power inside of his chest, she really doesn't feel like he's the same person at all.

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    27 Nov 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    12/7 ch44

  16. Public Bookmark 5

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    Is there anything more devastating than experiencing a broken heart? Well, Tav can certainly attest to that. Not only has she recently endured the pain of unrequited love, but she has also been kidnapped by Mindflayers and now carries a dangerous tadpole capable of transforming her into one of them at any given moment!

    She should have insisted on receiving payment in advance from the previous missions.

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    25 Nov 2023

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    12/31 ch17

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    Tav is about to try to convince her it’s nothing, perhaps blame the exhaustion, maybe play it off as fever. He doesn’t get to, because another blade is added into the equation, slipped around Lae’zel so quickly and softly that neither of them notice before the owner speaks.

    “You so much as twitch, gith, and I will cut your head clean off.” Astarion hisses into her ear. “You think he is the only one watching over me obsessively? It goes both ways, darling, we are never out of each other’s sight. Now drop the fucking sword.”

    Lae’zel is frozen still for another moment before she curses lowly in her throat and drops her weapon, her hands slowly raising in surrender.

    Astarion, defending him against a githyanki and making her bloody submit to him. Gods, Tav wants to kiss him stupid.

     

    or; how it would've gone if Tav and Astarion clearly moved in the same circles and went into this mess already knowing each other

    [[[ HIATUS ]]]

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    13 Nov 2023

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    12/3 ch5

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    atavist: (n) a characteristic emerging after an absence from several generations

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    “What do you know of yourself?” Gale asks.

    The woman is a long time answering such a simple question. “I am… female.” She looks down at her bare forearms. Under the blood and bruises, her skin steel silver, knife white, ice blue. Red and black and white. I am blood and bone.

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    13 Nov 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    1/15 ch17

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    The elusive catch and difficult to wrangle. You and Raphael play the game of cat and mouse. But what happens when the cat catches its prey?

    Excerpt: “Oh little mouse, I think I have the perfect idea. A very delicious one.” His hand tightens around your waist and you shiver. “And I think you’d enjoy it, very much.”

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    13 Nov 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    11/3 ch2

  20. Public Bookmark 15

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    "I'm done with this... and I'm done with you."

    Agony. Anguish. Heartbreak.

    How can a man who held me so gently beneath midnight stars, murmured sweet promises in my ear when I was lost to dreams, made me fall in love with his terrified, bleeding heart... leave me behind?

    Why are you still running after everything we did to break your chains?

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    Post-Cazador fight, with Astarion leaving the party permanently after he is denied Ascension. Tav refuses to leave him behind and lingers in Baldur's Gate, hoping to coax her love out of hiding, even if it means putting herself in danger first...

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    10 Nov 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    11/17 ch6

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