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  1. Public Bookmark 88

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    Dazai struggles with depression—old news. But when it looks like his brain will kill him before he even gets the chance to fulfill Oda’s last request, he turns to drastic measures.

     

    “Dazai’s memory has always been infallible; a steel trap, more machine than human, just like his ability to strategize and manipulate. Losing that certainty… is not something he takes lightly.”

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    03 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    Who knew he'd end up in this predicament? He couldn't have guessed thing would turn out this way when he foolishly picked his new, clever-looking patient to be his witness. Hell, he planned to get rid of him after the fact, and he would have done so if only he hadn't realized he had found a diamond in the rough.
    Of course he couldn't just let go of him and let the opportunity to craft a perfect heir go with him.

     

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    Mori and Dazai living together during that mysterious year when Dazai was 14. Half told through journals entries.

    [May or may not get continued in the future, but don't expect much.]

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    10 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    - "Lungs you say?" He pushed himself away from the bed to grab the stethoscope in the cabinet, almost falling off his chair as he pushed himself back towards the bed.

    - "... Did you almost just fall off your chair right now?"

    - "Unimportant. Now, unbutton your shirt, I need to listen to your lungs."

    - "No."

    Mori blinked a few times, perplexed.

    - "What do you mean, "No"?"

    - "Don't bother. Just toss me in the river with a brick tied to my leg, it should do the trick."

    Mori pinched the bridge of his nose, already exasperated.

    - "Come on now. I don't have the energy nor the patience for a tantrum right now."

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    A sickfic where Dazai gets his ass absolutely kicked by bronchitis and Mori is just trying to go with the flow and not suck as a father figure (results may vary).

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    10 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ranpo, Atsushi and Kunikida wake up in a strange place: Dazai's mind. While a million questions swirl around in everyone's heads, one overshadows everything else: Where's Kyoka? They could swear the girl was with them at some point.
    That's how the trio ends up searching for her, checkin every nook and cranny of their friend's mind, for better and for worse.

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    09 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 83

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    Homura doesn't stick around long enough to understand what it is that Timeline Twenty-Eight brings to the table. For her, it is just a blip in the sea of many attempts toward her ultimate, sometimes futile goal. It is but a moment.

    But she's not the only one who lives in Timeline Twenty-Eight.

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    A spin-off side story from my previous PMMM fic, Colors Fading.

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    02 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 6

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    First, Chuuya finds a note from Dazai on his apartment floor. Then, he finds Dazai lying in the place Odasaku died.

    Whumptober 24: Goodbye Note, I thought they were with you

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    20 Dec 2025

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    For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.

    Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?

    At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
    "What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
    "One question,"
    "And why did you miss it?"
    "I misunderstood—"
    "You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
    "No, sir."
    "Then do better."

    That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.

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    11 Dec 2025

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    "Those who knew Dazai didn’t dare come near his home—not even his Port Mafia subordinates—and not because of how eerie the area was. Rather, nobody knew how Dazai would react when someone invaded his private space."

    "Perhaps he would tear off their limbs and kill them, or perhaps he would welcome them with open arms and a cup of tea. Nobody could understand how Dazai worked."


    A lone voice pierces through the deafening symphony of the upcoming blizzard. Along with it, a click of a gun's safety being removed. Click.

    "Most people wouldn't dare make it past the fences"

    "I am not most people."

    A single dark eye, as lifeless as a dead fish meets the boy's azure.

    "Let me reiterate, most people wouldn't live past the fences"


    Remember that one passage in Stormbringer about how no one dares to go near Dazai's container? Yea? How do you think he'll react if Chuuya drops by uninvited?

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    09 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 51

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    After getting stabbed in the back by the very girl he was trying to protect, a young assassin finds himself washed up on the shores of a small island in the middle of nowhere.
    With a gaping hole in his side and a determination to survive, Seven tries to rebuild his life from the ground up.

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    04 Dec 2025

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    It was supposed to be a joke.

    It was supposed to be a one-off thing to mock the team for how immature they were being.

    So why the fuck was it working??

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    22 Nov 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 94

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    Sudden jolts of panic raced down his spine, because he really didn’t want to let Dazai talk for long enough that he accidentally punched him reflexively. Dropkicking the love of his life before proposing would probably be a bad thing.

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    19 Nov 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 92

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    The Armed Detective Agency was recently exposed as terrorists and while the Hunting dogs are out rounding them up, some government employees are searching the Email server used by the ADA's intranet. Surely they'll find evidence of something sinister, right?

    ...They're not going to like what they find. (And it's mostly Dazai's fault)

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    19 Nov 2025

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    Atsushi stares for a long moment, taking that in. “That’s it? I just have to die and I’ll be let go?”

    “You’ll exit the loop. Sounds fairly simply but remember the time limit, your healing ability is going to be working against you here,” Ranpo corrects.

    “I almost die all the time - “ He laughs, a weight in his chest lifting. “I’m going to get out of here!”

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    Atsushi gets stuck in a time loop and severely underestimates just how dedicated his family is to keeping him alive

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    16 Nov 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 8

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    “he says we’re dead,” chuuya accosts, rasping voice and furrowed eyebrows.

    he nods, “i heard.”

    “well, we can’t be dead.”

    osamu touches the still aching wounds on his own chest, “i think there might be a chance that we actually are, chuuya.”

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    06 Nov 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 1

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    Когда Чуя говорит, что ему нравятся сильные, Дазаю как никогда хочется рассмеяться ему в лицо, обозвать коротышкой и нарисовать в тетради одноклассника что-нибудь неприличное. Потому что чем-чем, а силой Осаму природа обделила.

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    04 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 61

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    “I see,” Oda says. “Then you can stay with me until you pass on.”

    Surprise flickers across Dazai’s face, and he seems at a loss for words. His gaze drops down to his lap, lingering there hesitantly, before drifting back to Oda. Seeing no contempt there, his expression eventually softens into a tentative smile.

    “I’d like that. Thank you.”

    In the months following the collapse of the Port Mafia, Oda comes to learn more about the person named Dazai Osamu.

    (In which Oda is haunted, gains a ghostly companion, and writes a novel along the way.)

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    19 Oct 2025

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    There was a new member at the agency, Dazai Osamu. As he co-workers and boss get to know him, different emotions and thoughts appear in their mind. Later, the other people join the agency, and they too can't help but observe this man.

    A series of one shots centred around the ADA members and Dazai Osamu

    Previously titled Yosano Akiko on Dazai Osamu

    As of 23/02/23 there is a russian translation of this fic here: https://ficbook.net/readfic/13205000

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    19 Sep 2025

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    She is eleven when the man comes into the candy store where she works and tells her she is destined for more before removing her from all she knows. She is fourteen when he finds the isolation facility where she has been detained and takes her away to be by his side again. She is seventeen when the man, who is always alone when she sees him, brings a boy with him on one of his regular visits.

    "Akiko," he greets her, as is nothing is strange about any of this. "I'd like you to come with me for a little while."
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    Yosano Akiko is seventeen and has been living under Mori Ougai outside of the public eye for three years. She doesn't expect to ever be allowed outside again. Then she meets Dazai, a little boy who even Mori appears to respect, and she knows something has got to give.

    ON HIATUS

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    18 Sep 2025

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    "You can decide when it ends."

    The world is saved, but that wasn't enough. Asriel remains lost in the dark. To retrieve him, Frisk is ready to crack apart time itself. As they turn back the clock again and again, undoing every happy ending, Sans reluctantly confronts his own past in the most secret corners of the underground. Together, they must overcome their regrets, recover the last soul, and give the world back its future.

    Hold your friends close. Seek the broken man. Beware the whispering shadows. Be kind. Be brave. And above all - stay determined.

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    02 Jul 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 4

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    Dazai’s eyes are on the hidden sun. The bandages around his throat flex as he swallows. Down down down, peristaltic around the bitter black holes he shoves down his throat daily. “Time washed away all my sins.”

    Yosano smiles. It twists and breaks on her river-mouth like an ocean current. “Did it wash away the blood?”

    (Or, an angel and a demon walk into a detective agency.)

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    18 Jun 2025

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