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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    With no true memories of his past, Mydei finds himself in a race against time to save a stranger who means everything to him.

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    23 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    When fate demands Cyrene’s sacrifice, Phainon refuses to let her shoulder causality alone.

    A new ending is born from a third choice no one predicted. One where both are allowed to move forward, into a peaceful, newly reborn Amphoreus.

    Phainon alone remembers the countless cycles and the world that existed before.

    This is the story of how he learns to live on in a reality that no longer remembers him.

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    22 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    A companion piece to Sunward, in which Mydei lives happily with Phainon, who survives the anaphylactic reaction.

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    "Bed," Phainon managed between kisses.

    "Patience," Mydei said, but moved them in that direction anyway.

    They undressed each other slowly despite the urgency, taking time to appreciate what they'd revealed. Mydei's fingers traced the faded scars on Phainon's arms from past reactions, gentle and reverent. Phainon mapped the landscape of Mydei's body—the still-healing surgical scar on his shoulder, the various small marks from years of boxing.

    "You're so beautiful," Mydei said, pressing Phainon back onto the bed.

    "You're biased."

    "Extremely. Doesn't make it less true."

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    13 Jan 2026

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    When Phainon finally moved to Castrum Kremnos—the city he’d daydreamed about since childhood—he expected many things: difficult dialects, lovely cuisine, and locals built like war gods. He did not expect to flirt with a man he assumed was a priest.

    “So… I read Nikador’s scriptures once. Very inspiring. Huge fan.”

    Finger guns.

    Pew pew.

    A silence worthy of a sacred text.

    Unfortunately, that “priest” happened to be the Crown Prince.

    Even more unfortunately, the Crown Prince thought he was cute.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Neikos lived his whole life with not a lot of luck by his side.

    His body hates him, his life hates him, and he hates himself. It's as simple as that.

    Maybe that's why the universe decided to give him a bit of mercy and brought the Chrysos Heirs into his life to help him survive.

    He's just confused. Why are they so nice to him? Why do they want to help him? Why do they get sad seeing him sometimes?

    And why—just why—does the Undying King himself, a man that owns a cozy library in Castrum Kremnos despite being the Demigod of Strife, look so damn hot for absolutely no reason?

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    or; After 522 years passed, Phainon reincarnated into a man called Neikos. He's at the ripe age of 26, working two minimum wage jobs with a six-year-old daughter, trying not to collapse while suffering through chronic pain with unknown origins that ravages through his body.

    It's hell for Neikos, with the exception of his daughter, of course. But, maybe his life will get better when the protectors and Demigods of Amphoreus, the Chrysos Heirs themselves, come into his life, greeting him with completely open arms, carrying a past that he slowly discovers for himself through dreams and memories alike.

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    02 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 54

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    Phainon chose to disappear because he loved them.

    Presumed dead after a tragedy that destroyed his home, he lets the people he cherished mourn him rather than risk being dragged into a war he knows he cannot survive without blood on his hands. Reborn as Nanook’s youngest son and trained as a Lord Ravager, Phainon learns to live without softness—and without looking back.

    But when fate forces him into the same university as the friends he left behind, denial becomes impossible.

    Especially when Mydei, his childhood friend and soulmate, refuses to let him go again.

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    26 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 11

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    "Fly and fly far, Phainon, for the dawn is no longer yours to bear.”

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    25 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 39

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    Phainon's rare condition makes sunlight lethal, forcing him to live in darkness. At a gym, he meets Mydei, an injured boxer who becomes his only light. But loving someone means risking everything... including his life.

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    Later, at the diner, they discovered they'd both ordered differently than usual. Phainon getting the French toast instead of pancakes, and Mydei ordering a vegetable omelet instead of his standard breakfast sandwich.

    "Character growth," Mydei declared, gesturing at his plate. "My therapist would be proud."

    "It's an omelet, not a personality transplant."

    "Baby steps." Mydei took a bite and made a face. "Okay, this is terrible. I understand why I never order this."

    "Want some of my French toast?"

    "Yeah?"

    Phainon pushed his plate to the middle of the table. Mydei did the same with his omelet. They ate from both plates, trading bites and commentary, and it felt domestic in a way that made Phainon's stomach flip.

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    23 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 89

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    I am Phainon of Aedes Elysiae.

    Before the outside world gets to see him, he makes sure to wash his face, brush his teeth and style his hair. One, two, three layers of clothing so he doesn’t have to see his own skin. A drop of cleansing oil to soften the hands and brighten the face.

    A smile.

    A tilt to his head and skip in his steps.

    Welcome, Phainon of Aedes Elysiae.

     

    or, an Icarus who has flown too close to the sun, and his descent from the top of the sky in a world that isn't quite his

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    22 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 79

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    “I know of one such place that might draw the Blemished one’s gaze to you, if you were to destroy it in its entirety.”

    “Where?”

    “The planet where Irontomb met its demise,” Celenova said. “If you destroy such a place, They will definitely bear witness to its destruction.”

    //OR, After Irontomb's defeat, through the sacrifice and loss of their original Deliverer, Amphoreus is made real. Three years later, the Destruction's youngest Lord Ravager arrives with a plan to destroy Amphoreus and gain Nanook's attention for long enough to kill his Aeon. Said plan does not accommodate the resurgence of forgotten memories.

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    21 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 41

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    Years ago, Kaveh tore their joint research paper conclusion page in half, walked out of the office, and told Alhaitham to live his life his way.

    Alhaitham listened—on the surface.

    Underneath, he kept the torn pages in a drawer and spent the next few years watching from the margins: sitting in the back row of Kaveh’s lectures, nudging audits in the Bazaar, turning monsters away from a desert camp, rearranging variables so the world would hurt him a little less.

    When rain and debt and bad timing finally push them back under the same roof, Kaveh discovers what’s been living between the lines of Alhaitham’s life this whole time: a vow he never said out loud, and doesn’t quite know how to return.

    Or, Alhaitham spends years yearning for and protecting Kaveh in ways Kaveh was never meant to notice.

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    18 Dec 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 59

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    In a small village tucked away under the watchful eye of Oronyx an older alpha lived a quiet life with his two adopted children. With his sword and armor traded for sickle and loom, Phainon found himself enjoying a much slower life of farming and weaving. Each day passed as simply as the next in a cycle of mundanity with his children growing older day by day. Its another one of those simple days when he has an encounter that changes his life, that brings back colors he'd thought he'd lost completely. An encounter with a man dressed in red and gold turns his life upside down and drags him away from his peaceful life and the ghosts of his past.

    Will Phainon finally allow the gears of his life to turn once again? Or will he find himself stuck drowning with the ghosts of his past once more?

    (MyPhai Kinktober Day 11 - A/B/O)

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    16 Dec 2025

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    When Khaslana had decided to desert the Antimatter Legion and take the young twin Stellaron bearers with him, he had mostly done it out of defiance. This isn’t his first act of rebellion against his “benefactors,” but it certainly is his most egregious one, and he doubts that he’ll be so easily forgiven if and when they manage to drag him back into their fold, as they always have done.

    He only hopes he can give Caelus and Stelle a life far, far away from Destruction before that time comes.

    Because over the course of their time on the run, he has grown to cherish these two innocent children, who greet a monster like him with the purest of adoration.

    --

    In an alternate universe where Amphoreus was always real, the Antimatter Legion invaded and destroyed it, and Khaslana was turned into a Lord Ravager against his will. When he's given the task to nurture Stelle and Caelus, children who bear Stellarons in them, he flees with them instead, taking them under his wing and trying to raise them to the best of his ability.

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    16 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 53

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    Phainon has been living the same life in his formally favorite novel. Side characters, do not get an ending, and he his not the main character of this story. So, the villain will take the only ending he can get.

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    12 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 77

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    There are no more Coreflames to claim, no more Titans to slay, and the all-consuming threat of Irontomb no longer looms over the universe. Yet, in this new and different world that exists somewhere beyond the thirty million cycles, memories of the old world of Amphoreus still linger. And those memories, once risen to the surface, have a tendency to spread out like ripples on the water.

    Or: a reincarnated Phainon suddenly remembers his past lives at the age of five. This event has consequences for many, many people.

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    12 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 4

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    Five Times Wriothesley patched himself up...
    + the one time his family insisted on doing it for him.

    TW: Heavy Injury, Self-medical practice, Child Abuse, Abuse of Power, Incarceration, Mentioned Past Murder, Illegal Fight Rings, Swearing/Cussing, Blood, Broken Bones, Graphic Descriptions of Death, Injury, etc, Inaccurate Medical Procedures. Mind the tags please!

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    11 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 15

    Mystery Work

    Part of Undefeatable_Private
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    11 Dec 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 56

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    Caelus has a stalker. His ex-boyfriend, Lyndon Skott. But no one knows. No one can know. This is his problem, no one else's...

    But maybe Dan Heng wants to help.

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    11 Dec 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 54

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    “Why?” he rasped, voice sounding hoarse despite finishing half of his drink. “Why are you here trying to do…whatever it is that you’re doing?”

    ‘Because I care, you idiot!’ Mydei wanted to yell. “Because I want to, you doofus. Is it hard to believe that people care about you?”

    “They shouldn’t,” he whispered, holding the mug so tight it might break under his fingers. “None of you should be anywhere near me.”

     

    Or, Phainon shuns himself from the others. Mydei, decidely, isn't having any of that

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    10 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    After the Trailblaze Mission ends and Amphoreus finally becomes real, Phainon vanishes.
    Not by chance. Not by choice.
    The Lord Ravagers take him, remake him, and strip away everything that once defined him.
    Memories, identity, heart.
    They forge him into Nanook’s perfect creation: a Ravager with no past to return to and no one left to remember.

    But Mydei remembers.
    He boards the Astral Express not to chase miracles or adventures, but to search for the one person he refuses to lose again.
    Across worlds and disasters, he follows the faintest signs of Phainon, only to face a truth sharper than any blade:
    the man he loves now stands on the other side of the cosmos, hollow-eyed and loyal to destruction itself.

    And yet—somewhere behind that cold, rewritten face, Mydei swears a familiar warmth still lingers, fragile and buried, waiting to be found.

    A story of memory, devotion, and the relentless belief that even gods cannot sever a bond forged across countless cycles.

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    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
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    13,946

    03 Dec 2025

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