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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “Yes, yes, was very brave. Only important thing Scott Hunter has ever done. Do not know why you need to bring this up every time,” Ilya grumbles. 
    “But when did you first kiss?” Luca asks.
    “Ah, my sweet innocent rookie. I love that you think this is all we did,” Ilya tells him. Shane hides his face in Ilya’s shoulder. “Your guess was close, Haasy. Shane and I, we met in hotel gym after draft. I gave him some of my water, because I am nice person and he did not bring any. Was very sexually charged.”
    “Ilya!” Shane complains, voice muffled by the fact that he’s still hiding in said man’s shoulder. 
    “What? Is true. But anyway, we first kissed,” Ilya emphasizes the word so that it’s very clear that was not all they did, “summer before our rookie season, after commercial shoot.”
    For a moment, there’s silence as everyone does the math and lets that sink in. Then: “2010?!?!?”

     

    How the Centaurs find out Shane and Ilya's relationship start date.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    19 Feb 2026

  4. Rec *

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    Harris is tasked with live-tweeting the Hollanov wedding

    Can be read as a standalone fic, but reading the others first gives you some more context

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    19 Feb 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    5 times hollander and rozanov are close- close enough to cause suspicion. and then two times they're more open about how they are. They yearn to show how much they love eachother and just have to wait till its an option-- they are not slick though, they are oblivious and lovey dovey and flustered..

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    19 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 35

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    There's a cockroach in the cottage, and Ilya is not about to be the one who handles it.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    The brush off Shane received when he suggested Ilya try medication was hardly surprising to him. What he found shocking was that he had actually done it. Without telling Shane, no less. And if that wasn't startling enough, finding out the entire hockey community knew because of one ill-timed picture Cliff Marlow took practically knocked him off balance.
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    “Who knew Rozanov would be the poster boy for Prozac?” Hayden muttered with a huff. “God, he’s gotta be floating on cloud nine with that dose. Normal people take like what, ten or twenty? Sixty must mean he was damn near suicidal.”

    “Probably,” JJ agreed, shrugging. “I wouldn’t know, I don’t need to medicate myself to cope with life.”

    “If he’s all doped up, how come he’s still always such an asshole?” one of the rookies questioned, earning a few laughs.

    Shane just felt sick to his stomach. And angry. At his team and Marlow and mostly at himself. Ilya had done exactly what he asked and now, he was getting mocked for taking care of himself. In what world was that fair?

    “Maybe that’s why he’s so aggressive on the ice,” another theorized. “He's trying to kill himself and take another player with him to make it look like an accident.”

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    19 Feb 2026

  8. Rec *

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    Montreal comes into Ottawa looking for blood.

    They get a rookie with a mouth on him instead.

    It’s supposed to be just another tight, physical game against the Voyageurs. Hard checks, ugly chirps, Rozanov bleeding a little for dramatic effect, the usual. Shane thinks he’s prepared. Ilya is, as always, one mildly illegal hit away from throwing hands. Bood is having the time of his life.

    No one, however, is prepared for Luca Haas.

    Nineteen. Polite. Painfully earnest. Carries art supplies in his backpack. Has never had an on-ice fight.

    Until he does.

    A story about rivalry, locker room insanity, rookie feral awakenings, and the exact moment Ottawa realizes their baby has teeth.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Absolute hilarious favorite

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    Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"

    Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.

    Not hurt. Alive.

    “Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”

    --

    or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.

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    19 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 42

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    “It’s really none of our business unless it affects their game,” Shane says, knowing they both know he’s full of shit.

    “Yes, but it could. Affect their game, I mean.” Ilya pulls a face.

    Shane stays quiet, and thinks, maybe they have way more capacity to care about their teammates’ relationship drama now that they’re not caught up in their own anymore. Or, maybe, they both just really, really want to see other queer people happy after everything they went through.

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    19 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 94

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    Shane Hollander gets hurt on the ice. Ilya Rozanov just wants to be able to hold him in his arms.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Kip likes Hunter’s teammates more than he expected to, which is to say not all that much.

    Some of them are good—some of them are great—some of them are terrible, and a lot of them just have no idea how to talk to a queer person.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov does not make it two weeks on Zoloft before the worst side effect hits hard and fast.

    or,

    “Barrett, I fucked up,” he says.

    “Roz?” Barrett sounds dazed.

    “I fucked up,” he repeats, and he realizes how drunk he sounds. He’s in so much trouble he almost hangs up.

    “Roz, what's going on,” Barrett says.

    Bozhe, he’s going to have to say the words.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    "When do you two even talk? You blackmailing him or something prick?” Hayden is getting angry again. “Why are you even here?” He blows up on that last part.

    Ilyas eyes widened with surprise, the idea of blackmailing Shane is disgusting and Ilyas face hardens at the accusation. Hayden might actually need some answers. Ilya collects his cool enough to stop himself from punching Pike. “Him and me are best hockey players, yes?”

    “Debatable” Hayden quips.

    ~

    It's the last few days of this blissful two week getaway for Shane and Ilya at the cottage. They are reveling in being together before they go back to hiding this relationship and executing their long game plan.

    So when Hayden and J.J. stop in to surprise Shane at his cottage for lunch on their way to an expo near Ottawa, the long game plan just got a bit shorter, and nothing quite goes to plan because this wasn't in the plan.

    Or... a world where Hayden Pike and J.J. find out about Shane being gay and being with Ilya all in one day. Redemption arc for J.J. handling it just about as well as Hayden does.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    When Shane is invited to the Centaurs WAG chat, is there really anything he can do but just participate?

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    19 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 24

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    Ilya knows what he is. He has always known what he is. The word for it in Russian tastes like something you'd scrape off a boot.

    The word in English is bisexual, which is a nicer word, which he has heard, which he does not use. He uses other words. He uses the word his brother taught him. He uses it on himself before anyone else can.

    He grows up. He gets good at hockey. He moves to America. He... falls in love.

    (Or, five times people fail to notice Ilya being queer, and one time they have no choice.)

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Ilya bit the inside of his cheek, but smiled. He threw up a ‘so-so’ shaky hand signal and a few men laughed.
    “Damn, Roz can get anyone he wants, she was smoking hot and he doesn’t even think so!”
    “No one’s going to impress Roz, especially some club h*e.”
    “Well he has Montreal Jane though!”
    “Yeah but even she gets stringed along, this guy will never settle down! He won’t have to!”

    Wyatt hasn’t added anything to this conversation and all the players who were talking were not met with Ilya’s eyes. He looked as though he wasn’t even paying attention to them, but he was listening. Wyatt noticed that too.

    ~~

    Ilya Rozanov is going to party hard with the Centaur's tonight after a winning game in this club. Problem: He can't stop thinking about Shane Hollander. Ilya cannot ever stop thinking about Shane Hollander.

    or...Ilya gets very drunk and Shane gets a phone call to rescue his very sad and drunk boyfriend from a club.

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    18 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    “No, your task,” Harris holds out his hand, “is to pull out exactly 9 inches without looking.”

    Ilya does very little to hide the devilish look on his face.

    or,
    Harris does the tape measure TikTok trend on the Centaurs, and he learns more than he ever wanted to know. But at least the internet seems to love it.

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    17 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 54

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    Shane gets a late night phone call from Hayden asking him to watch over his kids since he and Jackie were called about an emergency that happened. Shane would usually have no issue, and naturally agreed right away. He just forgot about the visitor sleeping right next to him at that moment.
    What happens when Hayden knocks on the door expecting his best friend, Shane, to open, and instead it gets opened by the hockey player that only gets under his skin?

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    17 Feb 2026

  20. Rec *

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    Cliff Marleau gets assigned to keep the new Russian rookie out of trouble. Fifteen years later, he gives a speech at Ilya's wedding.

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    17 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Actually made me cry

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