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    Ilya glances at Shane, at the way the dying light is catching in his hair, refracting. At that spiderlily mouth, slightly open and curling coyly, two teeth peeked through the dark gap like an American Girl doll. At that shoulder, bare and pale and close enough to touch if Ilya just leaned forward, if he just reached out and took another liberty.

    To touch another person is to say: I know you will die, and I am doing this anyway.

    His mother used to say something like this. About painting.

    Every portrait is an act of faith, Ilyushenka. Faith and futility both.

    contrary to personal preference, ilya gets a roommate.

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    14 Jan 2026

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    ilyarozanovofficial ✓ on Instagram
    [a slideshow post of Ilya and Shane’s time in the Bahamas, complete with scenic sunset pictures, coconuts by the beach, and a shot of Shane from the back showing only his forearm and his hand linked with Ilya’s, leading him forward]
    getaway
    1.4m likes, 3,683 comments

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    S_Hollander24
    You look very nice in that swimsuit
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    ilyarozanovofficial
    @S_Hollander24 sorry, i have a boyfriend
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    The only thing the media knows about famous model Ilya Rozanov's secret boyfriend is that he exists. Shane is happy to keep their relationship private, until he isn't.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

    +++

    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Lily

    Kissed someone. Told her to leave.

    Still thinking of you.

    Oh, you looked at me.

    Fuck, look at you, sweetheart.

    My pretty boy.

    Get your hands off of her waist.

    I know you can feel your phone vibrating.

    I know you feel me looking at you.

    Tell her you have to go. NOW.

    Hollander, I will not ask again.

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    heated rivalry, as told though text messages and tweets.


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    23 Dec 2025

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    He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.

    He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.

    Shane is making space for Ilya.

     

    (or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)

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    22 Dec 2025

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    It doesn’t matter what Shane looks like because he’s got a jersey and pads and a helmet on. It doesn’t matter what languages he speaks because he’s got a mouthguard clamped between his teeth and too many plays to chew on to even think about talking. It doesn’t matter who his parents are or where people think he should be from because he’s here to play hockey and he’s here to win.

    Shane Hollander is very good at hockey.

    He’s even better at winning.

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    Everything is harder when you don't know where you fit in. Shane Hollander can attest to that.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    Steve usually marks other chefs as off-limits. Too much baggage, too much drama—but this guy? They’re not even in the same culinary orbit. Would it really be so bad to hook up with a shelter kitchen line cook who looks like trouble incarnate?

    He could probably swing that. Right?

    The guy purses his infuriatingly perfect lips and blows a lazy stream of cigarette smoke directly into Steve’s face.

    “You’re late.”

    Well. That’s fucking rude.

    (the chef au)

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    20 Nov 2025

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    "I won't tell anyone," Eddie reassured Steve gently, glancing around. "You're pretty convincing. I wouldn't have known if I hadn't been looking for signs."

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    19 Nov 2025

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    “And this is Edward Munson. Our resident rockstar who likes to sniff his way to Heaven, and very nearly got there.”

    “Actually I injected. No sniffing involved.” he said, obnoxiously snorting his nose and wiping it with his finger. “And I keep telling you, that was an accident.”

    Or...Eddie is sent to New Havens Correctional following a drug related...accident. Whilst trying to recover and get a handle on his addictions, Eddie makes new friends and finds he is not the only one battling demons. He also finds someone he never expected and very quickly cannot live without. Steve helps Eddie navigate his emotions, his recovery and their relationship, while trying to cope with his own struggles.

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    18 Nov 2025

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    Eddie and Stevie go on a date. Eddie takes care of Stevie, then she really takes care of Stevie.

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    17 Nov 2025

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    Eddie hits up his regular club and sees a damsel in distress. After coming to his rescue, they decide to have a little fun.

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    15 Nov 2025

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    "Typical knothead alpha, got yours and didn't even care to finish off your omega."

    The evidence is still on Eddie's stomach, slick come shining on his pale skin, and he gives a regretful little sound, gazing up at Steve. "I'm sorry, Mommy," he pleads.

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    05 Nov 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 16

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    "fuck, Eddie, you're so fucking tight." Steve breathed out, watching Eddie's hole clench around his cock.

    Steve's cum is dripping down Eddie's thighs, and Eddie fucking loves it.

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    05 Nov 2025

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    Steve Harrington is always running.

    For an entire decade, he runs.

    City after city, country after country. He runs. He hides. Eddie comes close, and Steve leaves. He’s ready to go at a moment’s notice. He’s good at this by now. He’s too good. Eddie must be positively furious with him the longer he stays away. It’s like Steve is constantly on the edge, playing with fire. The longer he runs, the more intense it’ll be when Eddie finally catches him, and that’s what’s so addictive about the game.

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    01 Nov 2025

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    everyone wants a father figure, and the more time dennis spends in the pitt, the further he feels from god. he hasn’t called his family in weeks. it only makes sense that he starts worshipping dr michael robinavitch instead.

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    robby, dennis & jack work their shit out on each other

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    01 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 55

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    Steve thinks there’s something to be said about theater majors. But mostly, there’s something to be said about Eddie Munson, and how Steve wants to grab him by his stupid cape and strangle him.

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    31 Oct 2025

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    Eddie tilts his head, the smear of paint around his mouth cracking with the grin that blooms there.

    “I'm working,” he says easily. “Entertaining the masses. Keeping you on your toes.” He steps back half a pace, sword hilt glinting as he slides it off his shoulder, letting it hang loose at his side. “You scare easy, Harrington.”

    “I—” Steve’s throat clicks as he swallows the dregs of his fear. “You chased me.”

    “Part of the job,” Eddie says with a shrug. “You ran. I followed. Great audience participation, by the way.”

     

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    A year after a blackout Halloween hookup, Steve Harrington gets dragged to Florida’s biggest haunted attraction—only to find himself tormented by one very real ghost from his past.
    The worst part of it all?
    He's starting to really it.

    WITH DIGITAL ART!

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    30 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 10

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    "feels so good." eddie breathes out as steve fucks him at a slow pace.

    "yeah?" steve smirks, hes got eddie practically bent in half, his legs are on either side of his head and his hands are handcuffed to his bed, he looks like a wet dream.

    "mhm fuck, love your cock, feel so ful- mmgod!" eddies eyes roll back as steve suddenly pound into him, it feels so so good, he never wants this to end.

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    26 Oct 2025

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