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    Later, he’ll blame it all on a momentary lapse of judgement.

    He’ll blame it on the loneliness maybe—on the fact that, despite never having been physically closer to Shane this consistently in his entire life—that despite regularly getting dinner with Shane’s parents—that despite finally having found what he’d spend his entire life searching for he’s also, somehow, never felt more alone.

    He’ll blame it on Cliff not texting him back since he’d signed with Ottawa. He’ll blame it on Sveta, face pulled into a perpetual frown during every facetime call.

    Or maybe he’ll blame it on Anya—sweet, beautiful Anya—who’d been just a little too cute not to share.

    or: Ilya accidentally rehabilitates his image one puppy tiktok at a time

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Logically, Shane isn’t stupid, logically, part of his brain is frantically trying to pull him out of the shock. Of trying to rationalize what he is seeing. But it just doesn’t feel real. Not even as he’s watching the torso of someone still crawling along the pavement. Not until he watches one of the soldiers in the footage turn the gun around onto himself and–

    Rose screams.

    Shane sucks in a broken breath, the trance snapping free and one name slams into his head- Ilya. Ilya. Ilya. 

    -

    or the zombie apocalypse happens and Ilya Rozanov travels the span of America to get to Shane Hollander's side again.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    "Guys... did you hear that?" a voice suddenly booms from the corner of the locker room, uncertain, trembling slightly with excitement. Ilya freezes in place, hearing the increasingly louder whisper, which soon transforms into a repeated message: "Shane Hollander is retiring..."

    Ilya stands frozen in the locker room, the sound of his own breathing suddenly becoming the loudest thing in this frozen moment.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander wakes up in the hospital after his injury not knowing who this handsome man visiting him is. They tell him that they’re rivals, but Shane can’t remember anything. About this supposed rivalry or about Ilya Rozanov himself. To make matters worse, he has also forgotten his long distance relationship with a girl named Lily.
    Since Shane can’t remember his rival, everyone is worried that he also forgot how to play Hockey so Yuna Hollander organises secret training sessions over the summer to which Ilya Rozanov surprisingly agrees. Maybe he is not the asshole everyone thinks he is.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Hayden could not imagine someone losing that and their mother in the same day. It would age you. It would change you. Perhaps by the time Ilya had been thirteen, and fourteen, perhaps he had already been grown.

    Hayden Pike grit his teeth because he knew he had been wrong. Ilya Rozanov had never just been an obnoxious hockey player with a colossal ego and nice smile - nice enough to entrap Shane Hollander, anyway - and now his hatred was mostly unfounded. He hated it when people were more complex than they seemed. It meant he had to change his mind.

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    Five times people see the impact of Ilya growing up too fast, and one time a tiger becomes a boy again.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Ilya and Shane soulbond with a handshake in a freezing parking lot in Saskatchewan. It actually doesn’t change very much, until Shane’s concussion drives everything haywire, forcing them into close proximity and an earlier confrontation with all the feelings they’ve been trying to ignore.

    Or: as it turns out, it’s easier than you’d think to be in someone’s head and still not know how they feel.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Ilya’s phone buzzes.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

    ________

    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    In a move that shocks the hockey world, Shane Hollander ends up signing to the Centaurs at the same time as Ilya Rozanov. Not only do they have years of rivalry behind them, but they've also shared a night neither of them can forget.

     
    Or, a soulmate AU where their soulmarks grow stronger as their bond grows.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.

    And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.

     

    // or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Harris hadn’t meant to say anything. He hadn’t even realized what he’d said, honestly, until Ilya’s reaction: choking on his beer, eyes bugging out, looking more nervous than Harris had ever seen him look.

    Why couldn’t he have just kept his mouth shut? He was tipsy, and probably a bit too comfortable, but still. He should have known better. He felt like the biggest asshole alive.

    Hold on. Rewind. Start from the beginning.

    Or:

    Five times Ilya Rozanov set off Harris Drover's gaydar (and Harris said nothing), + one time Harris completely put his foot in it

    (originally a one-shot, now updated to include a chapter 2/coda)

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    27 Jan 2026

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    A whump fanfiction series that is actually, secretly, a fix-it.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Every time your soulmate lies, their words are written on you.

    Shane doesn’t lie often. His soulmate does though.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    When Hayden Pike’s mother is diagnosed with dementia, the last person he expects to understand is Ilya Rozanov. Grief has a way of finding common ground.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    The MLH Awards end differently. No rooftop drama, just sex and yearning. And Scott fucking Hunter is there.

    Playing fast and loose with the timeline… They’re already _fuckin_ fuckin at this point.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Ilya was only a few strides behind Shane on the ice.

    He clocked the angle before the hit even landed; Marlow coming in too hot, too fast, shoulder high. Shane turned and slowed at the wrong moment, skates clipping, balance gone.

    Impact.

    The sound carried oddly through the arena, duller than boards, sharper than ice. Shane went down hard, helmet skidding, body twisting. And then it all happened at once. Skates tangled. Marlow stumbled over him as he fell, too. A skate’s blade flashed too close, too sharp.

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    Shane's injuries during the Boston/Montreal game are much more life-threatening than in canon. Ilya's quick thinking and bone-deep instincts are the only reason he survives.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    A place for fics featuring the unlikely and growing friendship between Ilya Rozanov and Kip Grady and how they make that everyone else's (mainly Scott's and Shane's) problem.

    Featuring confused hockey players, cocky Russians, sassy New Yorkers, a few cameos from other Hockey boys (Shout out to Adam and Riley from 'The Shots You Take') Rugby players and now, the starting line of the Ottawa Centaurs.

    Fic 1 - Troublemaker (Kip and Ilya meet)
    Fic 2 - Peace Keeper (Kip and Ilya's friendship deepens)
    Fic 3 - Troublemaker 2.5 (Crossover with TSYT)
    Fic 4 - Truth Teller (Ilya reveals his secret to Kip)
    Fic 5 - In Their Corner (Kip meets Shane)
    Fic 6 - In A Blue Moon (Scott and Shane talk)
    Fic 7 - Give Peace a Chance (Ilya introduces Kip to Luca)
    Fic 8 - An Act of War (Adam and Riley return to help Ilya and Troy)
    Fic 9 - TBC

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    13 Jan 2026

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    A few months after Ilya joins the Centaurs, his apartment gets a gas leak. It's a perfectly inconvenient time to be out of housing, but luckily, Yuna and David come to the rescue. Now, Ilya just has to survive a week living with in-laws that may or may not hate his guts.

    As it turns out, his expectations could not have been more subverted.

    有中文版!

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    05 Jan 2026

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    The first snowfall in Boston that year brings several things: a heavy layer of dirty snow coating all the roads of the city; a freezing, threatening cold to the air both inside and out; all incoming flights to Logan getting grounded before they could even think about taking off; and the breaking rumors that Ilya Rozanov is fucking men in his spare time.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Yuna could not have predicted she’d be sitting beside Ilya Rozanov in the warm breeze of a July evening, tucked behind the rock wall in Shane’s cottage backyard, grass tickling the backs of their legs. He wasn’t what she had expected. Quieter. Every bit as gorgeous as the TV screens sold him to be, and then some—baked into crooked grins and lopsided curls and sun-kissed skin and tilted accent. Beneath it all, a well. Too much, spilling over. She could see why her son fell so hard.

    In other words: Ilya and Yuna have a conversation when the Hollander family meets for dinner the day after Shane comes out.

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    03 Jan 2026

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