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“Wow,” Ilya snickers. “Not even Golden Boy Hollander is safe from the pussy curse, huh?”
“Do not call it that.”
Ilya crosses his arms and looks at Shane like he’s being stupid. It’s a frustratingly familiar look. “It is a curse that gives a pussy. Pussy curse. It’s not that bad of curse, actually.”
Or; Someone commissions a witch to curse Shane with a vagina. It’s a flagrant violation of MLH rules, but Ilya’s always been good at making lemonade out of lemons.
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24 Jan 2026
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The same number of stars everywhere by GlitterCity
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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“Ilya?” Shane said in that same dreamy, loopy voice as that morning. Ilya exhaled in a rush.
“Shane,” he said, and wanted to sag against the glass with relief. “What happened? Is something wrong?”
“Not! Any moooooooore.”
Ilya swallowed. Shane hadn’t gotten any quieter in the past seven hours.
“Why are you calling me? You need to be resting,” he said, and it sounded softer than he’d meant it to.
“I forgot to tell you something. Important.”
“You should not be telling me anything, you should be—”
“My cottage has really good water pressure,” Shane announced.
Ilya stared out the window while a small plane taxied past.
“What?”
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Shane's cottage has a lot of amenities, and he needs to tell Ilya about all of them.
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08 Jan 2026
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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
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07 Jan 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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06 Jan 2026
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“You invited my replacement?” He’s joking somewhat when he says that. He knows he left the 118 willingly, and he loves the 217, loves flying helicopters and working on them, but meeting the probie who took his spot chafes at him a little in a way he doesn’t understand.
“Yeah,” Howie says quietly. “I think he’s a little lost.”
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05 Dec 2025
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By the end of his speech, tears are falling from Buck’s chin to where his hands are still stuck, half-reaching out for Tommy’s. “I’m so sorry,” Buck whispers, with his stupid big eyes and his stupid big heart and of course he looks absolutely gutted, because he’s never felt anything but the full weight of everyone else’s emotions, “I had no idea. You never told me.”
“I didn’t tell you a lot of things,” Tommy says, “And I regret it. I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay,” Buck assures him, a tinge of desperation on his tongue, “I—I—I forgive you. I wasn’t there for the first bit, but I’m here now, and—and whatever you need, whatever the—the baby needs, I’ll do it.”
“You’re gonna be such a good dad,” Tommy smiles, and this is the part he knew was going to hurt. This is the part he almost couldn’t stomach. This is the part he knows he has to do more than anything else. “That’s why I’m relinquishing parental rights. The baby’s going to be yours—just yours.”
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02 Jan 2025
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Tommy's nails dug into Buck’s waist, the momentum of yanking Buck back driving his cock deeper up into him. A strangled sound burst out of Buck’s throat. He grabbed the side of the cabinet, mouth falling open.
“Quiet,” Tommy gritted into his ear.
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or, what if in an alternate universe babyslut Buck joined the 118 when Tommy was still in his closeted asshole era and they had a torrid affair??
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10 Jun 2024
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It Just Takes Some Time (You're in the Middle of The Ride) by MyArtificialFlowers
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 May 2024
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Tommy tells Buck that he isn’t ready and Buck takes it as a challenge.
There is a gay club on the way from Maddie’s to Buck’s and Buck can’t stop his eyes from sticking to the turned-off neon sign as he drives past it - it’s not the first time, he realizes at the same time the car behind him honks. He speeds the rest of the way home but without conscious thought the club’s instagram page ends up on his screen by the end of the night.
It takes a week until he ends up going there though, and his heart pounds with the beat of the music blasting from the speakers. He slides up to the bar with all the confidence he can muster and orders two tequila shots, and then a beer as if that will make it any less obvious that he feels like an imposter standing here.
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20 May 2024
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When Maddie walks away from her family at eighteen, she doesn’t look back. She doesn’t take the car her parents paid for, or the jewelry they like to offer her instead of affection. She leaves behind the clothes she hates and the beautiful, cold house she despises. She leaves behind the prom dress she’ll never wear and that she never wanted, and the yearbook that she never got anyone to sign.
What she doesn’t leave behind is her little brother.
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11 May 2024
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Buck loves sex. Everyone who knows Buck knows that Buck loves sex. It’s no secret that he’s never been shy in his explorations, so it just makes sense that Buck takes to sex with Tommy, with a dude, like a fish to water.
So realistically, Buck shouldn’t be nervous about bringing this up with his boyfriend.
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Buck just wants to come on Tommy's dick.
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08 May 2024
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Tommy's busy fighting a wildfire at the edge of the Angeles National Forest, but every time he checks his phone, he has an increasingly unbelievable series of text messages.
(Or: Over the course of eighteen hours with Buck and the 118, from a distance and then up close and personal, Tommy keeps having to reassess.)
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06 May 2024
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“Okay, but what are the rules?”
Ravi stares. “The rules for…?”
“Casual sex.”
Ravi continues to stare. It is 5:39 in the morning.
Buck keeps talking, unprompted. “I can’t just go back to Buck 1.0. Bobby will not give me a third chance if I steal the ladder truck again.”
“You don’t need to steal the ladder truck to have casual sex.”
Buck huffs, as if Ravi is intentionally missing the point. “Well, yeah, but who knows what Buck 1.0.2 would be capable of.”
Ravi shakes his head. “I really need the software updates to stop.”
or, an au where buck broke up with taylor before 5b, ravi and buck become (actually platonic) friends with benefits, and ravi, eddie, and buck all go on a journey of self-discovery that ends with them all getting what they need
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01 Apr 2024
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Canon divergence. After the lawsuit, Buck gets placed with a different firehouse. This is how he finds his way home to the 118—and Eddie.
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“I believe” —pity flashes in Hen’s eyes, gone as quickly as it came— “there’s been a misunderstanding.”
“A misunderstanding?” Eddie asks, walking up behind Bobby. Then he catches sight of Buck, and everything in Eddie’s face just…stills. Buck stares back, unable to move even as the earth keeps rolling under his feet. I’m sorry, he thinks, and, I miss you, and, Does Chris ever ask about me?
He stays silent.
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24 Feb 2024
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Eddie knows he’s in trouble the second he sets foot in the firehouse.
But nothing could prepare him for how Buck looks up against the wall, not able to meet Eddie's eyes because Eddie's the one who put him there. He'll do anything in his power to make it right again.Or, Eddie shoves Buck in a heated moment and then spends the next few days fixing his mistake. Angst and honesty ensue.
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24 Feb 2024
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So he put up with it for another year, and then another and then another, watched the weird little girl he’d reluctantly dragged his ass to get up for every morning grow into one weird little kid. She grows a pair of incredibly sharp canines and has Ballister’s genius and his entire goddamn heart while she’s at it too. She picks fights with the other five years olds at fucking daycare and is a whole nightmare and a half to feed and bathe and put to bed and still, yes, Ambrosius absolutely loved Balister Boldheart with his whole heart but he’s just isn’t sure how much longer he could keep up with a life he’s never wanted just to prove a point.
or: ambrosius is (sort of) an absent partner and (sort of) an absent father and is (sort of) trying to atone for it, if only the mean pink-haired little girl would fucking let him.
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22 Nov 2023
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The words hit the back of Buck’s neck and slid down his spine with the drops of the cold sweat collecting in the small of his back. The weight on Buck’s chest was an echo of what it used to be but still as suffocating as before when those words whirled around on repeat every time someone looked too long, looked too closely.
“He’s fine,” Hen had said to Bobby that day he’d come in sporting a bruise on his face and lying through his teeth about some bullshit with a bicycle.
The day Hen had lied for him too.
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07 Aug 2023
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The thing is, one job isn’t going to cut it. Not with the cost of living in LA, plus the doctors’ bills and physical therapy and tuition for Christopher. He’s—well, he’s not happy to do it, but it’s worth it for his son’s sake. So the fact of the matter is, working day shifts at a garage is not enough on its own, and when he sees an opening for a bouncer at a bar not too far from his place, he applies.
It’s just that he didn’t expect it to be quite this…colorful.
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Or, Eddie gets a job at a gay bar
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06 Aug 2023
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She parked near him and got out, avoiding the puddle as she approached him. Hands on her hips, she shook her head in pity. “What on earth happened to you?”
He looked up at her with a pained smile, his shoulders instantly sagging with relief at the sight of her. “I got carjacked.”
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Thanks to a lack of communication, a horrific accident leads the team to fear the worst.
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09 Jan 2023
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I Rewind the Tape But All It Does Is Pause (on the very moment all was lost) by ChasetheWindTouchtheSky
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
04 Jul 2022
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Maddie peers further in the box. “You said something about videos?” She asks, taking some items out of the box.
“Yeah!” Albert says, digging further in. “There are videos in here. We didn’t watch them that night, didn’t get that far in the box. Buck had an early shift the next day.” Albert pulls out a handful of disks. “I have no idea what’s on them.”
“Sex tape.” Chimney and Hen say at the same time.
“Ugh, why do you have to ruin this?”
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After a call leaves Buck presumed missing, the 118 gather in his loft to find comfort together. They didn't know that comfort would be in the form of a falling apart box, filled with videos of his time traveling the country, trying to find his home. A 'Buck Begins Again' no one asked for.
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06 Oct 2022
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“Eddie, you can go home.” Buck says with a sigh, rubbing a hand down is face.
Eddie tenses, putting down the shirt he was folding. “What?”
“You don’t have to do… this,” he gestures around him.
“I want to do this, Buck.”
Again, he has to fight the urge to kick and yell and have a tantrum because Eddie might be saying what he wants to here but he’s also staring off to the side of Buck’s head, like he doesn’t even exist and it’s disorientating. “No, you don’t.”
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Or, Buck is spiralling - has been spiralling for a while now, and he's pretty sure if he doesn't say something soon he's going to explode, but the one person he needs to talk to won't even look at him, and it's breaking him apart.
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11 Aug 2022