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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    The bright side of the timing is that when Ilya suddenly wakes just after two in the morning, drenched in sweat and freezing cold and wracked with violent, uncontrollable shivers, Shane's still there next to him— already conscious and sitting up, pretty face knit with worry.

    "Holy shit, Ilya, you're on fire."

    "Best in league," Ilya says, or tries to say; his voice is muted and raw, and the sound comes out closer to the scraping of a rusted hinge.

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    22 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    Shane’s always been precise, a perfectionist. Why shouldn’t that extend to his diet? What happens when Shane starts to push for perfection in every direction? Only then the life he’d built up for so long in his head starts morphing. His eyes linger too long on his rival, Ilya Rozanov. Maybe this interruption to his so far perfect life plan will finally teach Shane the power of letting go.
    (If you remember the old summary pretend it was a fever dream)

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    19 Jan 2026

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    18 Jan 2026