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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    25 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 66

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    The bright side of the timing is that when Ilya suddenly wakes just after two in the morning, drenched in sweat and freezing cold and wracked with violent, uncontrollable shivers, Shane's still there next to him— already conscious and sitting up, pretty face knit with worry.

    "Holy shit, Ilya, you're on fire."

    "Best in league," Ilya says, or tries to say; his voice is muted and raw, and the sound comes out closer to the scraping of a rusted hinge.

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    22 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    Shane’s always been precise, a perfectionist. Why shouldn’t that extend to his diet? What happens when Shane starts to push for perfection in every direction? Only then the life he’d built up for so long in his head starts morphing. His eyes linger too long on his rival, Ilya Rozanov. Maybe this interruption to his so far perfect life plan will finally teach Shane the power of letting go.
    (If you remember the old summary pretend it was a fever dream)

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    19 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    18 Jan 2026

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    He thinks the thing that his father hated more than he did Ilya was his inability to control him.

    But even as the colossal fuck-up that his father saw him as—he was brilliant at hockey. The best that his coaches had ever seen. He thinks it is the only semi-reedamable quality that his father sees in him. But even that had not made Grigori Rozanov want to look at him.
     

    (Or, Ilya Rozanov learns how to be loved.)

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    18 Jan 2026

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    14 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.

    The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.

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    @OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.

    @OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm in Galetta, On

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    13 Jan 2026

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    “Holy shit, dude,” Hayden whispers, too loudly, as he pulls Shane away. “No way you were just talking to Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Uh, yeah. We just met. Wait, did he lie to me?” Shane asks, looking back over his shoulder where Ilya is now standing next to a short but very muscular woman with long black hair. “What does he play?”

    Hayden stops, so Shane does too.

    “You don’t know who that was?” 

    Shane makes a face that says ‘no shit’, and waits for an answer. 

    “Dude. You are so innocent. Ilya Rozanov, ‘Russia’s Greatest Love Machine’?” Hayden says, like it’s obvious. 

    Shane looks at him blankly, and then Hayden laughs. Not like, a chuckle. He full on cackles, bending over like he can’t even contain it. “Man, he’s like prolific.”

    “At what?” Shane snaps, because he’s getting really sick of not being in on the joke. 

    “He’s a porn star, man.” 

    “A-” Shane says, swallowing thickly. “What?” 

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    Ilya is a porn star, Shane is a hockey player, and their paths cross.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    “Your surprise,” Ilya announces, placing a package in Shane's lap and settling back onto the bed. “Go ahead. I know how excited you are,” he winks.

    Or, 5 times Ilya buys Shane a sex toy + 1 time he doesn't

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Shane learns too much about his friends and their sex lives. They talk about things they’ve done in bed, and Shane starts to wonder if he’s doing something wrong.

    Curiosity piqued, the desperate get resourceful. Sometimes, those resources include asking the guy that you sometimes hate to teach you what you’re missing.

    Nothing can go wrong.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    When he was a boy, Ilya used to play with his mother’s Matryoshka doll. He’d unstack the wooden layers. The biggest, then the next, then the next. Always finding something new, until he got to the smallest, most delicate one at the center.

    Ilya has always known Shane isn’t like anyone else. After their summer at the cottage together, Ilya learns that being with Shane is like unstacking nesting dolls. Every layer is a new treasure to discover, and the man at the center has re-shaped his entire world.

    Or, 5 times Shane unmasks around Ilya and the new ways Ilya finds to love him.

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    03 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 19

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    ‘Make me work for it’, Daniel begged in his mind. ‘Make me earn it. Make me go wild and beg and plead for every glance you throw at me.’
    Louis raised his eyebrow and clicked his tongue, almost as if to emphasize: See, who I picked. Aren’t you fascinated by him, too?

    ~*~*~*~

    It’s 1973 in San Francisco and Daniel is at the peak of his life. Realistically speaking, since he probably won’t live for that long.

    But being hot and honest and cruel can bring you a long way, if you’re okay with dropping some of the morals your mother instilled within you.

    It can also lead you right to the vampires, who never had mothers to instill morals in them. Or maybe they did. Daniel had never asked about that.

    Or: When the genre is supposed to be horror, but the characters pretend it’s a drug-induced and kinky romcom.

    *Armand joins Daniel and Louis for their night at Divisadero Street. What follows are six nights full of desperation and desire between them and the aftermath that is Daniel and Armand in their obsession for each other*
    (Doesn't follow canon after the night at the bar at all, neither show nor book)

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    28 Dec 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 34

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    Misanthropic florist Armand must determine whether it was fate or fortune that brought the object of his affection back into his flower shop following a harrowing brush with death.

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    19 Dec 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 95

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    Jasper’s hand lays over his heart, and his whole body jolts without moving. Those terrifying eyes stare at him, and he stares back even as the pulse pound of his heart roars, thumpthump thumpthump, a pace that Jasper can surely feel under his hand. No heat seeps through the touch but the press of it roots him even as it unmoors him. Jasper has moved closer somehow, the negligible height difference between them means that they’re now eye to eye. He wants to blink; he wants to look away; he wants to flinch.

    I can see why they sent you.

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    Guy tries to elevate himself to player from pawn.

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    11 Dec 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 36

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    Guy came to the Highlands to hide from Christmas. Jasper came to do the same. Neither expected to find someone who made them want to stop hiding.

    A cottage, a blizzard, and eight days that change everything.

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    11 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 48

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    No, Armand was difficult because he was distracting. And Daniel was a dick for saying it like that, the Anonymous Advice subreddit had so kindly informed him, but Armand came to every one of his office hours even if he had nothing to talk about, and he threw out the kinds of lines that Daniel had only ever heard in the teacher/student porn that he’d gotten embarrassingly into watching in recent months—please, Professor, isn’t there anything at all I can do to improve my grade?—and he took every fucking opportunity to bend over in front of Daniel, and the clothes—
    Daniel had never fucking seen shirts that low-cut before.

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    Or, Armand is a college student, Daniel's his professor, and Armand doesn't have anywhere to spend Christmas break

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    Or, the most cliché fic I've ever written

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    29 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 23

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    Daniel’s chasing a story in San Francisco when a hot stranger at a bar offers a suggestion to help him. He meets a fascinating artist in the Haight who turns him inside out.

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    27 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 7

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    One snowy night in Boston, after months of stalking, Armand finally decides to tell the bright, young reporter his story.

    (Or: what happens the second time Daniel tries to interview a vampire.)

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    23 Nov 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Get off!”

    Donne-moi – ”

    “I’m not getting into a fucking slap fight with you,” Daniel says, mid-slap fight, but they both continue slapping.

    Suddenly, Lestat grabs Daniel by the lanyard, pulls him towards himself and kisses him with a frankly ludicrous amount of tongue.

    Maybe Daniel kisses back a little.

    In which Daniel and Lestat have a turbulent co-dependent crash-out junkie situationship.

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    21 Nov 2025

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