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Trust Is For Fools (Trust Belongs To You) by perpetual_disarray
Fandoms: Pressure (Roblox)
30 Dec 2025
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Expendable. That's all you were, all you'd ever be. Stuck in the depths of the Hadal Blacksite you've come to admit it to yourself. Just another Expendable, seeking a freedom that was never promised. You know of others in similiar plight. The experiments, that funky fish-looking dude with the snark and his static friend who often radio'd in whenever you were buying supplies.
"It's either us or them."
"You're just someone trying to persist in the unimagineable circumstances they placed you in."
"Surviving doesn't make you a bad person."You'd heard Sebastian's softer words of comfort to Painter. Ofcourse they were only surviving, but so were you. Freedom was a precious thing you both sought, but they would never extend their trust to someone working for Urbanshade.
So, despite the unimaginable circumstances, you seek to change that. To stray from the script.And you know, to avoid getting murked by Sebastian at every little inconvenience.
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Player seeks to gain Sebastian & Painter's trust (and sometimes fails miserably).
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all the time in the world (yet the end is just a breath away) by perpetual_disarray
Fandoms: Pressure (Roblox), TNWYTS (There's No Way You're This Stupid), TNWYTS
06 Oct 2025
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Down in the Blacksite, everyone is on a clock of sorts. Zephyr's just ran out a little sooner than expected. It's moments like these you regret pushing everyone away.
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(Using the "First Date" prompt of the 'Make It Platonic' challenge of Flufftober!)
You and your wonderful friend Sebastian Solace go on a friendly dinner date. It's his unlucky streak paired with your own inexperience, bound by the astonishing ability you both hold: putting up with one another.
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You were supposed to be okay.
Post-Urbanshade life has been hard. You, Sebastian and Painter have made a life together- placed onto your feet with housing accommodations and the right funding via Innovation Inc post-rescue. Unfortunately, an important lesson of life is that everyone has a breaking point. Even you.
It's all about the decisions you make regarding that.
You just make all the wrong ones.
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Escaping the Digital Circus was only the beginning. Weeks later, Pomni -Christine- runs into Jax -Felix- on the New York sidewalk. She thought she'd never hear his stupid voice again. Their unexpected reunion forces them to confront the weight of the past, and now, the trajectory of their future.
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15 Jan 2026
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Jax is a jerk. Pomni knows this. She also knows he didn't mean the things he said to her before the "Favorite Character Awards", and she is determined to rip the fake smile right off his face.
The only thing in her way is Caine's new adventure: a scarily accurate recreation of the Titanic tragedy.
While Pomni and Jax navigate their messy and complicated relationship, they need to work with the others to prepare for the inevitable terror they are set to face.
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After escaping the Digital Circus in one piece, Jax and Pomni find each other again. However, will they be able to find anyone else?
1. your love is a threat and i'm nauseous
2. don't know what i've said
3. working overtime to have you in my world
4. maybe i already know you and love you
5. in a room full of people, i look for you
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Bookmarked by perpetual_disarray
01 Jan 2026
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The Amazing Domestic Complex (TADC Escaped AU) by sysuu
Fandom The Amazing Digital Circus (Web Series)
20 Jan 2026
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TADC cast finds all trace of their past lives in the real world erased once they escape the circus. With nowhere to return to they find home in each other.
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Bookmarked by perpetual_disarray
27 Dec 2025
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[Set POST ep 7!]
"It took Jax three tries before he managed to steady his trembling hand to slot the key into the lock. He watched his fingers shake with a strange, clinical detachment, as if they belonged to someone else.
It took another three to recall which way to turn the key.
He slammed the door with what little energy he had left, then collapsed solemnly onto the bed with a pained groan.
This is going to be a looooong night."
This fic is multi-character centric! While some chapters could be heavily Jax centric, everyone will still get a chance to shine. One of my goals for this fic is to explore platonic relationships which are not found in the show. As well as some romantic! Though the fic is not heavy for all of the lovey-dovey stuff.
I hope yall will enjoy!
Bookmarked by perpetual_disarray
26 Dec 2025