18 Bookmarked Items in fics that keep me up at night

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    Draco raised his glass and clinked it against Harry’s, a clear note ringing out against the kitchen tiles. “To just not fucking worrying about it.”

    Harry narrowed his eyes thoughtfully, “Your tone suggests you aren’t quite on board with the plan, however I’m choosing to ignore that.”

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    Harry has probably always wanted Draco, it just took him a few years to figure that out.

    A story about the joy of discovering exactly who you are and how easy it can be once you do.

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    When Harry arrives for his first year teaching at Hogwarts and is struck with a bizarre malignance, how on earth is he supposed to react when Draco Malfoy suddenly cares?

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    A darkness crawls out of Harry, and there's only so long he can keep it to himself.

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    Harry doesn’t know how to cope after the War. The only things that make him feel even remotely normal again are taking risks while flying and fighting with Malfoy. It’s not likely to end well.

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    Draco becomes obsessed with ‘Wonderwall’, reads Muggle books, and drives a campervan, while Harry slowly falls in love with Draco. A story about travelling around the British Isles in the late 90s while healing deep scars.

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    "I'm…" Steve starts, like he's actually about to tell him.

    Oh God. He's about to tell him.

    Eddie's staring, and Steve sees how his hand is searching the seat behind himself for the remote, probably to kill the movie, because Steve's being so weird it's making him worried.

    He sighs again, breath trembling from stress and he buries his face in his hands. Leg still bouncing in place.

    The TV gets turned off and the room fills with silence, and he hears Eddie shuffling around next to him.

    "Steve—"

    "I have a pussy now."

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    Steve makes a face at Eddie. “You've imagined doing stuff with a guy?”

    “Yeah, man,” Eddie replies, spreading his hands wide. “Doesn't everyone?”

    Steve tilts his head to the side as he thinks. Maybe not very often, but his freshman year when Davey Riggs had been swim team captain? Yeah, he had definitely imagined some stuff that had made trips to the locker room kinda awkward.

    “Yeah, that's true,” Steve answers, nodding. “I wonder why everybody acts like it's so gross, though.”

     

    In the summer of 1986, Steve and Eddie have some perfectly normal fun between a couple of perfectly normal dudes.

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    “Can we do that again?” Eddie asks quickly and quietly. His eyes are closed.

    Steve never wants to close his eyes in the presence of Eddie, ever. He’s far too nice to look at. He moves his hand to his cheek, rubs his thumb on his cheekbone. Eddie kinda sinks into him. Licks his bottom lip, then opens his eyes, “please?”

    Oh, fuck. No-one has ever asked Steve for a kiss so politely before.

    He’s not sure if anyone has even ever asked.

    Their eyes lock, they’re so still. So present.

    “Yeah, Eddie, we can do that again.”

     

    or
    Steve Harrington is simply trying to get by his final months of high school, when an unlikely friendship with Eddie Munson sparks a cosmic fusion between them, and changes the trajectory of his life.

     

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    a 'Normal People' inspired fic that might break your heart and then mend it

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    Harry Potter, of all people, knows that life isn’t always fair. And no one gets to be happy all of the time. But surely there’s something more—something better—than a rubbish Ministry job, and a lonely old house, and that feeling that everyone out there is doing a better job of living than Harry is.

    And it really doesn’t seem fair that Draco Malfoy is back in Harry’s life, all of a sudden, and even though he’s wandless, and living with Muggles, and making his mother cry with his lifestyle choices, he’s happy. So what's he doing right, that Harry isn’t?

    Because things don’t really change, do they? And if Harry can’t be happy, he’ll settle for a good night’s sleep, some posh antiques, and the opportunity to find out what Malfoy has been up to for all these years.

    And that’s what starts it all.

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    “Teddy goes before anything in my life,” Harry says. “If by any reason you two don’t get along, I will choose him. You understand?”
    Malfoy gives him a grimace acting like a smile. “Perfectly.”

    Or the one where Harry and Teddy’s lives change forever because Draco happens to be a Black and in need of a place to stay.

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    Eddie had started walking to Robin’s house in the mornings to hitch a ride when Steve took her to school on his way to Family Video. It was a neat little route from Steve’s place to Robin’s to the high school to the store, and Robin lived halfway between Eddie’s place and the school, so the ride cut his journey in half. Steve wanted to offer to pick Eddie up from his place but, unlike the rest of the carpool arrangement, it didn’t make sense, spatially, and Eddie said he didn’t mind the walk, and Steve was too embarrassed to insist.

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    “Ambidextrous, princess, it’s what makes me so good with my hands.” Eddie wiggled his fingers.

    “You mean for guitar?” Steve asked, completely missing the innuendo, and also nearly knocking Eddie flat at the thought that Steve Harrington knew he played guitar.

    “You stalking me or something?” Eddie asked.

    Steve frowned. “Uh, no, but your band played in the middle school talent show, it’s pretty hard to forget a thirteen year old screaming death metal before his voice dropped.”

    Eddie almost laughed at that. Almost. “You saying I’m unforgettable, princess?”

    “If that’s how you want to take it, Munson."

    Eddie realized this was turning towards something far more dangerous than taunting a boy known for getting into fights, like flirting with a very, very straight boy known for getting into fights.

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    After the events of season three Steve shows up on Eddie's doorstep asking for a tattoo... and then keeps showing up much to the dismay of Eddie's traitorous heart.

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    Of the few things Robin knows she’s good at, she believes that one of her superpowers is that she knows Steve pretty damn well. So really, she isn’t shocked when he starts going through a bit of a transformation after the final battle against Vecna.

    Or, Steve develops a crush on Eddie Van Halen after losing Eddie in The Upside Down and gets involved in the metal scene. It's evident to everyone but him that he's compensating for the loss of someone who was special to him. But what if he actually finds himself along the way and maybe so much more than he bargained for?

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    It’s 1991 and Steve is still in Hawkins, still living with his mother, still single, and still working at Family Video. At least he’s the manager now, for whatever that’s worth. But he’s stuck here while Robin and Dustin and everyone else have moved away. Moved on.

    Well, everyone except for Eddie.

    They're best friends, spend most of their time together, and it's nice to have a friend like that. But Steve is still looking for love with a capital "L". At least, he thinks he is.

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    Sixteen years after the world didn't end for the last time, Max Mayfield showed up on Steve’s doorstep and said, “You gonna walk me down the aisle in May or what?” Or, it’s 2002 and Steve Harrington attends a wedding, a funeral, and a birth.

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    But then by some sick twist of fate, Billy didn’t die. Getting stabbed all over by some giant mind-controlling monster didn’t do him in. Instead- according to Max- a bunch of people who apparently knew all about the so-called Mindflayer swooped in and brought him to a private military base where they saved Billy’s life.

    They called it a miracle.

    Billy called it penance.

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    After surviving the mindflayer Billy stops talking.

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    “Rules. Like, there’ll be no eating in my car. You’re not driving my car. No heavy metal,” Steve keeps listing, “you’re not picking up women and fucking them in m-”

    “I'll try to control myself,” Eddie interrupts with a quip, a smirk. Fucking girls in Steve’s car, or anywhere else for that matter, isn’t going to be an issue, unless something pretty fundamental shifts in him.

    Steve continues, completely ignoring Eddie, “You’ll wipe your feet. You’re not dragging dirt all over my car. No hitchhikers. No cutesy road games. No smoking in the car. I’m not paying for all the gas.”

    “Ass, gas or grass, got it,” Eddie says, like he's taking this very seriously. He is not taking this seriously.

    Or: Road trip!

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    He’s quiet when no one’s around. When he’s alone in class, he just works silently, doing something in his notebook that doesn’t really look like writing. And Eddie’s curiosity turns from just wanting to know who Steve Harrington is, to who Steve Harrington is and what he draws in his notebook when he’s not taking notes.

    Then he notices how pretty his eyes are, and Eddie wants to slam his head in his locker until he collapses on the floor, because this was never supposed to happen. He has fucking butterflies. Christ.

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    Eddie's life is turning around and Steve is completely normal about it.

    ... right?

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    ‘Please?’

    Eddie stops him again, this time by holding his face. Steve feels Eddie’s thumb moving over his cheek, he feels the cool metal of his rings. He feels everything except what he needs.

    ‘I’ve never loved anything the way I love you, Steve Harrington,’ Eddie says, dark brown eyes moving between Steve’s own. ‘This isn’t the moment, sweetheart.’

    It’s not a rejection, but it’s not a kiss. Steve quietly cries, insides cut up on the broken shards of his stupid little heart and Eddie holds him, he holds him all night until they fall asleep together.

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