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    “Three sessions.” Khaslana says at least, with his empty doll eyes under the shadow of the trees, he looks more like a ghost than ever. “I give you three sessions. If you don’t get to paint something I like, I leave.”

    “Hm, you really think I can’t.”

    “I know you can’t.”

    How terribly arrogant. Mydei grins, wild and prideful, heart thumping with what might be either adrenaline or anger. “Three sessions.” He agrees.

    They say whoever attempts to make a muse out of Khaslana goes mad. Mydei thinks that’s fine. He wants less of a muse than he likes a challenge. Somewhere along the way, he falls in love.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Nobody sees you like I do

    “Three sessions.” Khaslana says at least, with his empty doll eyes under the shadow of the trees, he looks more like a ghost than ever. “I give you three sessions. If you don’t get to paint something I like, I leave.”

    “Hm, you really think I can’t.”

    “I know you can’t.”

    How terribly arrogant. Mydei grins, wild and prideful, heart thumping with what might be either adrenaline or anger. “Three sessions.” He agrees.

    They say whoever attempts to make a muse out of Khaslana goes mad. Mydei thinks that’s fine. He wants less of a muse than he likes a challenge. Somewhere along the way, he falls in love.

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    Lady Rhea led the Church for a long while before she flew off for a nap somewhere – no one knows where – so leadership had fallen to her brother Indech, who thought, “Oh, wouldn’t it be lovely if there were less soldiers and more students!” Every year that he was in charge, there were less soldiers and more students until there were no soldiers at all and the academy within Garreg Mach had taken over the entire place.

    Adventures of the students and staff of GMU, where the dean is a motherfucking dragon, there's a monster living in the fishing pond, and everyone takes snowball fights too damn seriously.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Keyhole 'verse

    Lady Rhea led the Church for a long while before she flew off for a nap somewhere – no one knows where – so leadership had fallen to her brother Indech, who thought, “Oh, wouldn’t it be lovely if there were less soldiers and more students!” Every year that he was in charge, there were less soldiers and more students until there were no soldiers at all and the academy within Garreg Mach had taken over the entire place.

    Adventures of the students and staff of GMU, where the dean is a motherfucking dragon, there's a monster living in the fishing pond, and everyone takes snowball fights too damn seriously.

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    “Tell me,” Felix says against Dimitri’s mouth. “Tell me all those things you want to do to me.”

    “I—I want—” Dimitri whines and hides his face against Felix’s throat, like even now he thinks there are things about him Felix can find repulsive, like there’s any part of him that will ever turn Felix away. “I want to…”

    “What do you want to do, alpha?” Felix nudges his nose against the side of Dimitri’s head. “Tell me. Do you want to fuck me?”

    “Yes,” Dimitri whispers against his neck.

    “Do you want to claim me? Make me yours?”

    “Goddess, yes.”

    Felix grabs a handful of Dimitri’s hair and gives it a yank, forcing him to lift his head and look Felix in the eye. “Alpha,” he starts. He swallows, his confidence wavering – a winter womb, a body in which a pup goes to die – but Dimitri is staring back at him with so much wonder, so much love, so much want.

    “Felix,” Dimitri breathes, like a revelation, like a prayer.

    Dimitri goes into rut for the first time in years. Felix wants everything Dimitri can give him, including a child. Written for Dimilix NSFW Bingo 2022.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    something so flawed and free

    “Tell me,” Felix says against Dimitri’s mouth. “Tell me all those things you want to do to me.”

    “I—I want—” Dimitri whines and hides his face against Felix’s throat, like even now he thinks there are things about him Felix can find repulsive, like there’s any part of him that will ever turn Felix away. “I want to…”

    “What do you want to do, alpha?” Felix nudges his nose against the side of Dimitri’s head. “Tell me. Do you want to fuck me?”

    “Yes,” Dimitri whispers against his neck.

    “Do you want to claim me? Make me yours?”

    “Goddess, yes.”

    Felix grabs a handful of Dimitri’s hair and gives it a yank, forcing him to lift his head and look Felix in the eye. “Alpha,” he starts. He swallows, his confidence wavering – a winter womb, a body in which a pup goes to die – but Dimitri is staring back at him with so much wonder, so much love, so much want.

    “Felix,” Dimitri breathes, like a revelation, like a prayer.

    Dimitri goes into rut for the first time in years. Felix wants everything Dimitri can give him, including a child.

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    Dimitri stops in front of Felix, and it’s only now that he seems to notice the bundle tucked against Felix’s chest. “And… who is this, exactly?”

    Felix freezes. It hadn’t been easy to explain Etienne to his father, or to Sylvain and Ingrid, but the words hadn’t choked him like they’re choking him now. Etienne, my bastard son, he cannot seem to say. For some reason, the idea of Dimitri thinking Felix laid with a woman even once makes something cold and uncomfortable curl up in the bottom of Felix’s chest.

    “Etienne,” Felix finally manages to say. “He’s mine. From a wartime tryst. She didn’t want him, and she confronted me on my travels.”

    Dimitri’s face falls. Felix cannot fathom why. “Ah,” is all Dimitri can say. “He’s… yours.”

    “That’s what I said,” Felix snaps. “Were you hoping he was someone else’s?”

    Those Who Slither in the Dark left one of their creations behind when they abandoned their lab in northeastern Faerghus: a baby, nameless and parentless. Felix takes the child in and claims him as his bastard to hide the truth of his origins. Dimitri co-parents. Or, a King and a Shield raise a child together before they're even dating.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    your crown to wear

    Dimitri stops in front of Felix, and it’s only now that he seems to notice the bundle tucked against Felix’s chest. “And… who is this, exactly?”

    Felix freezes. It hadn’t been easy to explain Etienne to his father, or to Sylvain and Ingrid, but the words hadn’t choked him like they’re choking him now. Etienne, my bastard son, he cannot seem to say. For some reason, the idea of Dimitri thinking Felix laid with a woman even once makes something cold and uncomfortable curl up in the bottom of Felix’s chest.

    “Etienne,” Felix finally manages to say. “He’s mine. From a wartime tryst. She didn’t want him, and she confronted me on my travels.”

    Dimitri’s face falls. Felix cannot fathom why. “Ah,” is all Dimitri can say. “He’s… yours.”

    “That’s what I said,” Felix snaps. “Were you hoping he was someone else’s?”

    Those Who Slither in the Dark left one of their creations behind when they abandoned their lab in northeastern Faerghus: a baby, nameless and parentless. Felix takes the child in and claims him as his bastard to hide the truth of his origins. Dimitri co-parents. Or, a King and a Shield raise a child together before they're even dating.

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    Morale is low on a march, and everyone loves a celebration.

    Or, Felix and Sylvain get unofficially married, and everyone gets more emotional than expected.

    Sylvix Week 2019 Day Five: Tears

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    12 Feb 2026

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    i cannot get you close enough

    Morale is low on a march, and everyone loves a celebration.

    Or, Felix and Sylvain get unofficially married, and everyone gets more emotional than expected.

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    The first time Felix slept with Sylvain wasn’t anything romantic. It wasn’t a curious high school hookup or a drunken college fling, wasn’t the inevitable culmination of their decades-long friendship, following some heartfelt confession where everything was understood and forgiven. It happened five years ago when they were already well into their twenties on the couch in Sylvain’s apartment: Felix, three months from his brother’s death, and Sylvain, on the verge of being disowned by his family after a self-destructive bender.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    the myth of sisyphus

    The first time Felix slept with Sylvain wasn’t anything romantic. It wasn’t a curious high school hookup or a drunken college fling, wasn’t the inevitable culmination of their decades-long friendship, following some heartfelt confession where everything was understood and forgiven. It happened five years ago when they were already well into their twenties on the couch in Sylvain’s apartment: Felix, three months from his brother’s death, and Sylvain, on the verge of being disowned by his family after a self-destructive bender.

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    It was times like these when Felix almost preferred Dimitri to accompany him to the baths. At least Dimitri knew better than to annoy him when he was at his most vulnerable. Felix’s silence would have gone unnoticed, accepted even, but Sylvain was unfortunately well-versed in Felix’s non-verbal language.

    “You’ve jerked off, haven’t you?” Sylvain asked a few moments later, curious.

    “I’m not talking about this with you,” Felix replied tersely, dumping a basin of water over his head.

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    Sylvain teaches Felix about sex.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    find a mouth that feeds you

    It was times like these when Felix almost preferred Dimitri to accompany him to the baths. At least Dimitri knew better than to annoy him when he was at his most vulnerable. Felix’s silence would have gone unnoticed, accepted even, but Sylvain was unfortunately well-versed in Felix’s non-verbal language.

    “You’ve jerked off, haven’t you?” Sylvain asked a few moments later, curious.

    “I’m not talking about this with you,” Felix replied tersely, dumping a basin of water over his head.
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    Sylvain teaches Felix about sex.

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    The first few years of residence at the Fraldarius Estate, as told by those living there.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    A House in the Country

    The first few years of residence at the Fraldarius Estate, as told by those living there.

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    Sylvain smiles and kisses the back of his hand, the indent on his fourth finger where the Fraldarius signet ring rests during state meetings. “I am but your humble servant. The extension of your righteous arm. Where you point me, I go, and do battle in your name. Even if it’s the bloodless kind.”

    “So dramatic,” Felix mutters, but there’s a telling scrape of pink across his cheekbones nonetheless. “Return to me whole. That’s all I ask.”

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    Sylvain heads north to make peace with the Sreng, and leaves something behind that he and his husband did not expect.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    something to remember you by

    Sylvain smiles and kisses the back of his hand, the indent on his fourth finger where the Fraldarius signet ring rests during state meetings. “I am but your humble servant. The extension of your righteous arm. Where you point me, I go, and do battle in your name. Even if it’s the bloodless kind.”

    “So dramatic,” Felix mutters, but there’s a telling scrape of pink across his cheekbones nonetheless. “Return to me whole. That’s all I ask.”
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    Sylvain heads north to make peace with the Sreng, and leaves something behind that he and his husband did not expect.

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    "Every victory deserves to be celebrated properly," Sylvain said to Felix, nodding his head toward one of the younger women, who kept glancing bashfully in their direction. Sylvain had leaned in so close to speak in Felix's ear that his breath raised goosebumps on Felix's skin. "You should indulge now and then, Felix. Nothing like sex to make you glad you're still alive, even for a little while."

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    Felix pulls Sylvain through the war, one victory fuck at a time. What's the point in hoping for more.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    fulcrum

    "Every victory deserves to be celebrated properly," Sylvain said to Felix, nodding his head toward one of the younger women, who kept glancing bashfully in their direction. Sylvain had leaned in so close to speak in Felix's ear that his breath raised goosebumps on Felix's skin. "You should indulge now and then, Felix. Nothing like sex to make you glad you're still alive, even for a little while."
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    Felix pulls Sylvain through the war, one victory fuck at a time. What's the point in hoping for more.

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    probably complete but who knows! just a place to hold my kidfic shenanigans

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    12 Feb 2026

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    sweet things

    “You did. She’s – wonderful, she’s perfect, there’s no way I can know or repay the sacrifice that it was for you,” Sylvain murmurs into his hair. “Felix, our daughter is more than enough. You will always be more than enough. I never could have dreamed of a life as good as this, once. I used to hate myself just for daring to think you could ever look at me the same way I looked at you.”

    The fondness in Felix’s heart, always in danger of flooding out, bubbles. “You deserve more,” he mutters.

    Felix navigates the personal meaning of fatherhood.

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    “What about—hmm, oh, that guy!” Sylvain gestures towards a well-built brunet headed in the general direction of the training grounds. “He’s all... fight-y. Probably trains a lot. That’s—is that a turn on for you?”

    Okay, yeah, maybe it is, but the mere thought of discussing his ‘turn ons’ with Sylvain (who is one of them) makes Felix want to fling himself into the pond.

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    Fortunately for exactly no one, Sylvain’s new pet project is finding Felix a date.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    baby, it's you

    “What about—hmm, oh, that guy!” Sylvain gestures towards a well-built brunet headed in the general direction of the training grounds. “He’s all... fight-y. Probably trains a lot. That’s—is that a turn on for you?”

    Okay, yeah, maybe it is, but the mere thought of discussing his ‘turn ons’ with Sylvain (who is one of them) makes Felix want to fling himself into the pond.
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    Fortunately for exactly no one, Sylvain’s new pet project is finding Felix a date.

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    “Wait.” Felix’s world starts to shift on its axis. “What does this have to do with me?”

    There is a terrible pause. As each quiet second ticks on, the answer to that question grows devastatingly obvious—a shitty punchline to the world’s stupidest joke.

    “Felix,” Mercedes starts carefully, very carefully, “you’re the one he’s in love with.”

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    Sylvain gets doused with a love potion. Felix handles it REALLY well.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    lovefool

    “Wait.” Felix’s world starts to shift on its axis. “What does this have to do with me?”

    There is a terrible pause. As each quiet second ticks on, the answer to that question grows devastatingly obvious—a shitty punchline to the world’s stupidest joke.

    “Felix,” Mercedes starts carefully, very carefully, “you’re the one he’s in love with.”
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    Sylvain gets doused with a love potion. Felix handles it REALLY well.

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    Sylvain reaches over from his cot to clumsily pat Felix on the arm. “Well anyway, don’t worry about it. If you’re looking for somebody interested, I don’t think you’ll have any trouble finding them. Anybody would wanna deflower you.”

    Felix doesn’t mean to say it, is the thing. He means to tell Sylvain to fuck off, colorfully, for his use of the word “deflower.” He means to tell him that he’s not worried, shut up. He means, more than anything else, to get them to drop this subject and never pick it back up again.

    Instead, for some fucking reason, he opens his mouth and asks: “Would you?”

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    Felix and Sylvain and the terrible, horrible, no good, very cringe attempt at being friends with benefits.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    oh so typical

    Sylvain reaches over from his cot to clumsily pat Felix on the arm. “Well anyway, don’t worry about it. If you’re looking for somebody interested, I don’t think you’ll have any trouble finding them. Anybody would wanna deflower you.”

    Felix doesn’t mean to say it, is the thing. He means to tell Sylvain to fuck off, colorfully, for his use of the word “deflower.” He means to tell him that he’s not worried, shut up. He means, more than anything else, to get them to drop this subject and never pick it back up again.

    Instead, for some fucking reason, he opens his mouth and asks: “Would you?”
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    Felix and Sylvain and the terrible, horrible, no good, very cringe attempt at being friends with benefits.

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    Annette puts her hands on her hips, one eyebrow arching imperiously upward. For someone who’s barely five feet tall on a good day, she’s suddenly taking up all the space in the room.

    “You know,” she says, sharp and sugar-sweet, “there are easier ways to tell Sylvain you want to court him.”

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    To avoid talking about his feelings, Felix takes up wood carving.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    spoonful

    Annette puts her hands on her hips, one eyebrow arching imperiously upward. For someone who’s barely five feet tall on a good day, she’s suddenly taking up all the space in the room.

    “You know,” she says, sharp and sugar-sweet, “there are easier ways to tell Sylvain you want to court him.”
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    To avoid talking about his feelings, Felix takes up wood carving.

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    "You like deer,” Claude said flatly. “You passed up the opportunity to be at the ear of the future Empress, at the side of the King in the North… because you like deer.”

     

    Professor Byleth did start it.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    The Golden Deer and Their Glorious Battle Against Professor Byleth, Who Started It

    "You like deer,” Claude said flatly. “You passed up the opportunity to be at the ear of the future Empress, at the side of the King in the North… because you like deer.”

    Professor Byleth did start it.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    CPR Won’t Fix This One, Babe

    When Dick finds Danny’s lifeless body, he’s convinced this is it—desperately trying everything to revive him, including a few CPR moves that probably belong in a bad action movie, not realizing that Danny has the bad habit of never staying dead for long.

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    Oswald von Riegan is a lonely old man with a stone heart, a runaway daughter, and a dead son.
    Claude von Riegan is a pain in his ass and blessing from the Goddess.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Fail Not

    Oswald von Riegan is a lonely old man with a stone heart, a runaway daughter, and a dead son.
    Claude von Riegan is a pain in his ass and blessing from the Goddess.

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    Felix had argued vehemently, while Ingrid ripped the room apart to find clothing for them to wear and Sylvain listened at the cracked door to the soldiers downstairs informing the unimpressed brothel owner that they were conducting a routine search for spies from the Kingdom and would need access to all customer rooms, that there was no good reason he had to wear the costume and Sylvain got to keep (most of) his own clothes on.

    Sylvain had—heroically, he thinks—refrained from saying either “You’re prettier” or “You’re so much smaller,” both of which are absolutely true and either of which would have earned him at least a minor stabbing.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    keep you like an oath

    Felix had argued vehemently, while Ingrid ripped the room apart to find clothing for them to wear and Sylvain listened at the cracked door to the soldiers downstairs informing the unimpressed brothel owner that they were conducting a routine search for spies from the Kingdom and would need access to all customer rooms, that there was no good reason he had to wear the costume and Sylvain got to keep (most of) his own clothes on.

    Sylvain had—heroically, he thinks—refrained from saying either “You’re prettier” or “You’re so much smaller,” both of which are absolutely true and either of which would have earned him at least a minor stabbing.

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    Ren Amamiya knows he's an alpha, and he's comfortable with that, but he's pretty sure that being an alpha is, well...different for him than it is for other people. He rarely fits into what society thinks an alpha is supposed to be. That's fine, though. He resigned himself a long time ago to the fact that he'd probably go his whole life without finding anyone else like him.

    And then he meets Goro Akechi.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    my love has never lived indoors

    Ren Amamiya knows he's an alpha, and he's comfortable with that, but he's pretty sure that being an alpha is, well...different for him than it is for other people. He rarely fits into what society thinks an alpha is supposed to be. That's fine, though. He resigned himself a long time ago to the fact that he'd probably go his whole life without finding anyone else like him.

    And then he meets Goro Akechi.

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