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    Shane Hollander has built himself around routine, his life blood is hockey. Struggling to understand his team off the ice and the people around him, he carves out a few silent hours to himself. It's just him and his skates. But the hard fought peace is fragile, like cracks in too thin ice. It only takes a slight impact to shatter. Shane is fighting to hold his team and himself together as everything comes crashing down around him.

    Someone hacks into Rose Landry's phone in a club, they then release the images of Shane's texts online and all hell breaks loose. Shane is left to pick up the pieces. Ilya makes some choices in the aftermath that change everything. Shane decides to stop hiding and Ilya is a possessive asshole who makes it everyone else's problem. With far less reason to hide himself anymore, Shane begins to show more of who he really is behind the polite, media worthy façade. They instead find a team who are ready to fight the world for each other and a found family that has far reaching threads.

    Maybe Shane can have both Hockey and Ilya. The world will just have to deal with it.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    The thing about shame, Shane had learned, was that it tasted metallic. Like blood in your mouth after taking an elbow to the face, or the way your tongue felt after biting it to keep from screaming during a particularly brutal check. It coated everything: his morning coffee, the complimentary breakfast at the hotel, even the Seattle air that hit him when he stepped outside the terminal.

    We are nothing, Hollander.

    Three months. Rozanov hadn't answered a single text, a single call, not even the one Shane had sent at 2 AM after too little inhibition and too much loneliness, the one that just said please. Radio silence. Complete and total ghosting, like Sochi never happened, like his apartment never happened, like Shane giving himself to Rozanov in a way he'd never done with anyone meant absolutely nothing.

    (Or, Shane decides to put a bandaid on a bullet hole and this is how it goes down.)

    Now including bonus chapters!

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “Hollander? You are still here?” Rozanov called, breaking the TV static silence filling Shane’s head. He blinked. 

    “Uh. Yeah, just leaving,” he answered, surprised by how steady his voice sounded. Good, that was good. He knew he couldn’t show Rozanov any weakness if he wanted to keep coming back.

    But did he want to come back if it made him feel like this?

    “Door is too heavy? Or I fuck you too good, you cannot move legs,” came Rozanov’s taunting response. Shane could practically see the tilted smirk on his face, cigarette smoke wafting around his freshly-showered curls. 

    “Fuck off, Rozanov,” Shane muttered.
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    Or, I wrote something to add to the pile of subdrop!Shane in Vegas fics because legally by law I had to

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “My sweet Shane, my god, so good for me. Be patient and you’ll get everything you want tonight. I’ll make sure it takes.”

    “Why is that so hot, what the fuck?” Shane groans but keeps a tight hold on him.

    “Because you love me.” He replies and Shane pulls back from him to look in his eyes. “And I love you. And if I did knock you up everyone would know that you're mine.” He whispers against his lips before kissing him. “Ask me for what you want.”

    “I -” Shane stops and thinks, his head cloudy with pleasure, “I want you to put a baby in me. When we’re married.”

    ie. the hollanov wedding night fic that no one asked for but I know we're all thinking about.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    “You don’t have to.” Ilya whispers.

    “What?”

    “Love me. You don’t have to. To say it, you can move on, you can find someone better, you don’t have to.” he says. “I am. . . not good.” he settles on after trying to find the right words in his mind.

    *Alternate ending to episode 4*

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    25 Jan 2026

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    The moment their eyes met again, Finn felt like the world was spinning off its axis. This was nothing compared to seeing him on the battlefield, where his curls were hidden by his helmet, his defined features left to the imagination; only those unmistakable blue eyes were irrefutable proof that he was there, with him.

    That, and the unmistakable color of his wings.

    or Dane and Finn's reunion isn't how either of them expected and that might be a good thing.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    After the failed coup d'état, the wedding, the vows, and the celebrations, Finn keeps waiting to wake up, because surely this bliss is a dream.

    Dane has all night to prove it’s real.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.

    “Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.

    And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.

    Just once. Just a single nod.

    Why did he have to nod?

    “Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”

    “Of course.”

    Of course.

    “Was it better?”

    “Yes.”

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    Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    After the lawsuit, Buck’s still on the outs with most of the team, despite being back a month and apologising almost daily. Waking one morning, and knowing it would be a rough day, Buck relishes with the knowledge that he’d be left alone and treated worse than a probie… except someone’s out with flu and Bobby reluctantly puts him back on calls for the day as a last resort. Something that should make him feel on top of the world ends up feeling like another punishment. Vowing not to let the weight of the day get to him, he tries to keep his head down, only for their first call, Buck’s first in months, end up being one that forces him to relive his past and he reveals things about himself he’d kept secret for ten years.

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    17 Oct 2025

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    Sometimes before you and the love of your life can be together, you need to grow as people on your own. That’s why love takes longer for some, and why love can seemingly happen in a day for others.

    The story of Cody and Randy is a 3 year journey, starting from Cody's debut in the WWE. It's filled with a lot of laughs and tears, but most importantly, a lot of growth, in a very sitcom-y like adventure, as Cody navigates dating men for the first time and life on his own, and Randy navigates his complicated feelings regarding friendship, love, and himself.

    But all of it is a little bit easier to navigate as long as they have each other.

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    04 Aug 2025

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    Tim tells Lucy she should have reported him for suicidal ideations based on what he said at the quarantine house. She fights back, but instead of sticking with him decides to ask for a new TO. Grey reassigns her to Nyla Harper. Tim quickly realizes what he's lost professionally. Then he starts to realize what he's lost personally. Season 2 and 3 AU canon divergence.

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    17 May 2025

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    2 months after the lawsuit, Bobby finally lets Buck out on a call, where he gets hurt. Scared of being pulled from calls again, Buck tries to hide the injury.

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    31 Mar 2025

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    After Goose Maverick is lost, and he can't handle moving on. Everyone tells him he's not guilty, but he can't help but feel so anyway. He works after hours to make the pain go away, but nothing helps.

    Then Slider does some things to him.

    Then Iceman tries to save him.

    But nothing really helps.

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    18 Feb 2025

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    Buck made a mistake. Only it wasn’t a one time thing. It happened a second, and third time too. It’s not like he’d gone back for it, but it always ends up the same way, with his therapist crawling into his lap.

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    “It wasn’t like that,” Buck tries. It sounds weak.

    “You went there for sex?” Eddie turns to glance at him, eyes raised questionably.

    “No, of course not,” Buck shakes his head.

    “Then it was wrong,” Eddie repeats. He dips his head, forces Buck to look at him. “How many times, Evan?”

     

    (Post Lawsuit AU/Missing scene post grocery store)

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    10 Nov 2024

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    Billy smirks at him, white teeth glinting: “Finish up, why don’t you? You’re making me regret choosing you to cheat off, King Steve-”

    “Don’t. Call. Me. That.”

    “Okay....” Billy says, mock sweet. “How about... princess?”

    (Or: Steve doesn't know if he hates or loves the pet names; all he knows is that Billy confuses him.)

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    08 Sep 2024

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    After the lawsuit, Buck and Eddie are casually sleeping together. Eddie tells himself it doesn't mean anything more than that. An unexpected incident at work brings up something Buck thought he'd long buried behind him and makes Eddie re-evaluate his feelings for his best friend.

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    08 Sep 2024

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    “Take your time,” Carla said sternly. “Don’t rush this because you’re worried, Buck, do you hear me? Any change in your scent could just set him off.”

    “Yes, thank you, I know how to deal with Alphas,” he drawled.

    “Yes, but Eddie’s not just another Alpha and I think it’s time we acknowledged that.”

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    28 Apr 2024

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    There's a text from Ron telling Tom he's given up for the night, a photo attachment of the other man's hand with a chilled bottle of beer in front of his TV, playing what Tom thinks is one of the Batman movies he only half remembers.

    Tom replies with a thumbs up and then moves to lock his cell when a drop-down notification nearly makes his eyes bug out of his skull.

    New Match!
    Maverick: what's a guy like you doin on an…

    [Mr. Swipe Right, but Ice's POV]

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    26 Feb 2024

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