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Hyacinthus, loved so madly by yamuraihas
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
24 Dec 2025
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The first line addresses the recipient, but the name had been scored out so harshly Zanka can feel the indents through the back with a pass of his thumb. The first word is most certainly Dear, and he can just about make out an a and what falls between an m and an n in the next one, but anything else is a lost cause.
My name has an a at the start, his thoughts supply, there's an n next to that.
His rational side doesn't bother to brush it off as a simple coincidence, and he feels his heart stammer in his chest.
After leaving his window open to sleep, a mysterious love letter finds its way into Zanka's hands. The name of whoever it's addressed to is unintelligible, but that doesn't stop him from getting his hopes up, especially when the contents start to sound strikingly similar to Jabber's words from the past.
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13 Feb 2026
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Don't pick up the pieces (just leave them for now) by Snufflefluck
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
08 Jan 2026
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Coming to a decision, he steps closer, stooping down to wrap his arms around Jabber’s knees and lifting the raider in one swift motion, throwing him over his shoulder before he begins stalking off. Jabber makes a weird, indecipherable sound as he’s heaved upward, something that might have been an excited squeal.
“Whoa!” He yelps, flailing a bit as he tries to look at Zanka, despite the awkward positioning. “Where are you taking me, Zan-Zan?” He couldn’t sound more excited about this development if he tried, and the thought has Zanka snorting quietly to himself.
“Somewhere we can battle, obviously. I’m not fightin’ ya outside a’ cleaner HQ.”
“Why not? You afraid of havin’ a little audience? Or is it that you don’t want them to watch the way we fight?” The raider’s voice glides down Zanka’s spine, slow like syrup, and he says the word ‘fight’ as if it meant ‘fuck’, which promptly empties Zanka’s mind of nearly all its thoughts.
Or, five times Zanka picks up Jabber, and one time something comes of it.
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13 Feb 2026
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Because Mankira isn't nothing, she's not a weapon. She's history, she's survival, she's a soul. The piece of his soul that, through everything, through the gap people failed to bridge, got sharpened instead of shaved.
Zanka talks to her like she's precious, like she's worth that shred of gentleness. And it…it feels a little like Zanka is talking to Jabber himself.
Jabber doesn't know how to act.
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Zanka incorporates Mankira into his morning routine. Jabber copes with the mortifying ordeal of being known.To be loved is to be seen.
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- Part 18 of Janka Fics
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12 Feb 2026
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Zodyl's aware that there is no loyalty amongst the Raiders. If they cooperate, it's more of a convenience. So he's never really thought of Jabber as loyal; he lingered around by his own volition.
It seems this time, Jabber's made his mind to part ways. Not to join the Cleaners, but to join a Cleaner.
// Through Zodyl's perspective, the moment Jabber makes his mind to join the Cleaners— or, rather, to go after Zanka.
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09 Feb 2026
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”Whatcha got there?” Enjin asks, a small smirk tugging at his lips. Zanka gives one long, slow blink, and glances at the drink his fingers are loosely wrapped around.
“…a smoothie.”
Riyo bursts out laughing. The noise startles Jabber awake, and his head knocks into his jaw. They both groan in pain.
Or, Jabber and Zanka in the aftermath of one of their battles.
Or, or, a comment on my last fic used this meme—so I wrote it entirely around that
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09 Feb 2026
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Hard work beats genius. Zanka is gonna tattoo that onto the sorry fuckin' hide of everyone who's ever doubted him, and he's gonna start with Jabber fuckin' Wonger. He's gonna prove he's nothing like that guy, or his shithead family.
(The rush he feels at the sight of blood, at the sweet sound of agony, doesn't mean a thing.)
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06 Feb 2026
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Enjin notices it first, eyes going wide and unable to look away. Zanka doesn’t say anything, just lets him get an eyeful of the ten, pretty silver rings decorating his fingers and pretending that they’ve always been there, that they belong there.
Zanka takes good care of vital instruments. It’s why he’s considered the best at handling them, after all.
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03 Feb 2026
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It was merely curiosity that led him to this predicament. A stupid idea like many others he ever had that popped up out of nowhere while staring at Mr. Bad Attitude stupid dazed expression long enough to actually start to think he looks cute; He just wanted to see how Zan-Zan will look wearing one of Makira’s rings to save the mental image for later when alone at the comfort of the Raider’s base. How could he have predicted she would choose to get stuck like this!?
Jabber fucks around and finds more about himself than he could ever want to know.
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- Part 1 of Janka? More like JUNK ain't I right fellas?
- Part 1 of You hold the organs keeping me alive
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29 Jan 2026
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Summer isn't over yet by preferably_monkey
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
27 Jan 2026
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Zanka blinks slowly. His brow furrows and his voice comes out angry when he asks, “Ya mean that?”
…“What?”
“I said, do you mean that?” Zanka slowly lowers Assistaff and stands up straight. His face is guarded and Jabber….
Jabber is beyond confused.
“Do I mean what?”
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Jabber is a man of desires, and Zanka, above all else, is what he desires most.
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27 Jan 2026
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The car pooling, she thought, represented this blurring of boundaries: not quite work but not quite personal life, either. If somebody asked her if she ever saw Langdon outside of the hospital, what should she say?
Mel and Langdon car pool to work.
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27 Jan 2026
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27 Jan 2026
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27 Jan 2026
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The pinnacle of romantic declarations is, of course, violently throwing it down on the training field.
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27 Jan 2026
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Frank Langdon gets divorced and doesn’t really know how to act after that.
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- Part 1 of Into the Wagner’verse
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27 Jan 2026
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Zanka stands before his reflection, looks at the dread cuffs in his tassel earrings— a gift from Jabber.
He is unsure if he should keep them on or not.
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26 Jan 2026
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Whether you're a new user who is overwhelmed by how AO3 works or whether you're someone trying to find that fic they loved so they can reread it again, I hope this work can assist you in your search!
Note: Please do not post your own work on AO3 asking for help finding a fic. That's against the Terms of Service for the site and it could end up with you getting a warning on your account. Even if you plan to delete it later, if your post gets reported you'll still get warned.
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- Part 7 of How to AO3
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11 Jan 2026
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Jack Spicer discovers that the Red String of Fate is real, just in time for Chase Young to unknowingly sever their bond.
He has two options- He can tell Chase Young that they're soulmates, and he can live while knowing that Chase hates him, or he can die.Dying seems easier.
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28 Dec 2025
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“We hear that His Excellency might be married by summer’s end,” the merchant’s wife says and Wei Wuxian freezes, his heart in his throat. “The Gusu Lan sect has been buying enough red silk and brocade that the merchants in Caiyi can’t satisfy the demand.”
He feels himself grow brittle inside, like a flick of a finger to his temple might make him shatter. His ears are ringing.
“Who’s the lucky bride?” he asks despite himself. His tongue sticks to the roof of his mouth.
Or: The story of a marriage.
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- Part 1 of long way home
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- 7/7
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13 Dec 2025
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Cold, abject horror washes over Trent as he stares at his phone screen, as the dots connect and the mortifying picture is made clear.
He has accidentally texted Ted Lasso. And Ted Lasso has texted him back.
Or, a story of how two people find each other and encounter the spark.
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- Part 1 of circles and triangles
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- 5/5
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13 Dec 2025
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20 little snippets of Luffy and Law's life of pirating, written for the 10 days of Lawlu 2020 and 2022
All stories work as stand alone, but they form one universe, although not in chronological order.
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13 Dec 2025