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“You are on new diet?”
“Hello to you too,” Shane says dryly.
Ilya grins, stepping closer.
“Answer question,” He reaches out before he can stop himself, his hand lands low on Shane’s stomach, palm splayed. Warm. Solid. The muscle there flexes instinctively under his touch. He skims up, until he is resting one on his shoulder, the other cupping his throat lightly, the hollow of it in his palm.
Shane shivers beneath his ministrations, looking down, watching as his hands make their pilgrimage.
“You came all the way here to critique my conditioning?” Bratty, even while shivering under his careful hands. He cannot wait to have him wet and begging. But first he needs to understand.
“Is not critique,” He presses his thumb into Shane’s trap, lightly kneading the meat there, “You look–” He pauses, searching for the word. “—more,”
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Ilya Rozanov loves to fuck fat women. Shane gains a few pounds for completely unrelated reasons.
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28 Apr 2026
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“I’m falling in love with… someone.”
“Do you like it?”
“I kinda hate it. But it’s nice. When it’s nice, it’s… nice.”
or; Shane comes out to someone. He’s high on painkillers, but he doesn’t name names (not that he has to) and Dr Frances Yu takes HIPAA seriously.
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23 Apr 2026
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The straps were thin against his skin. His chest was not completely flat under it, his rounded pecs filling out the fabric a little, the navy-stripe cotton lay flat against his pectorals with the lace framing his tiny bit of cleavage.
Ilya dresses Shane up, despite his resistance.
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- Part 3 of dissolve (and i'll be closing my eyes)
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22 Apr 2026
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Ilya watches his fingers fiddle with it. “Hear what? Hear us sleep?” he scratches behind his own ear, helpfully. “I snore so loud?”
“No, Ilya, they can hear us not sleep,” Shane leans forward, searching Ilya’s face. Almost. “What we do before we sleep.”
And Shane knows he gets it, because his whole face lights up, and Shane isn’t really in the position to appreciate it fully because the context is just not allowing him to. And it makes him feel worse. “Ah, that!” Ilya is laughing, and he presses down on Shane’s neck more solidly, shaking him around a little, almost proud if Shane had to guess.
or, Shane's roommates can hear him and Ilya when they have sex, and it becomes a problem
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20 Apr 2026
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“That’s not-” Shane starts, but he stops himself. Ilya tilts his head slightly in question, but Shane bites the inside of his cheek and then shakes his head slightly, cheeks flushing. “I do trust you,” Shane says.
“But not with your car?” Ilya asks. “You are afraid I will drive all the boring out of it?”
Shane rolls his eyes.
“It’s a good car-” He starts in another refrain of one of his favorite summer songs.
Ilya rolls them and pins his boyfriend under him before he has to hear about four wheel drive and gas mileage again.
There are far better uses for Shane’s mouth, after all.
(in which ilya learns that being a passenger in the car knocks shane tf out)
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09 Apr 2026
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Ilya is not pretty. This is a fact.
Hollander calls him Lily, but that doesn't mean anything.
He does not think about either of those things, and he does not want anything, until he does.
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Ilya's pov for 'a lily by any other name'Series
- Part 2 of flower language
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06 Apr 2026
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ring my bell by luminvies
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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“Is there anything else I can help you with tonight?” Shane says with a grin. Something flashes in Ilya’s eyes.
“I would think so,” Ilya says contemplatively before yanking Shane forward by the collar of his shirt, his luggage rolling uselessly to the side as he pushes Shane further into the room. The door shuts with a tremendous slam.
Ilya’s mouth closes on Shane, hot and insistent as they stumble through the foyer to the beds, both of them laughing a little breathlessly while Ilya gets his hands on the ridiculous suit Shane has to wear for his job.
“Sir, I’m just a bellboy,” Shane protests, or pretends to protest, in between Ilya licking into his mouth.
Ilya is a regular at the hotel Shane works as a bellboy at. None but Shane can figure out why he keeps returning.
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03 Apr 2026
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Irina is a fascinating, tragic figure. She occupies more space than she should in Yuna’s mind, but she occupies more space than she should in all of their lives: the giant black hole at the center of their family.
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03 Apr 2026
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Oh, the shame that sent me off from the god that I once loved (Was the same that sent me into your arms) by toxyjin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Mar 2026
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Joining the MLH had been his sole goal since losing his mother. He needed to get away from his father, his stepmother, and his brother, and hockey had provided him with the chance to escape.
It had still been overwhelming. He had to learn the language, had to adapt to the different culture, and deal with the pressure and expectations that came with being the number one draft pick. Don't get him wrong — Ilya loved every second of it, thrived in the fame and spot light. He quickly established his outrageous image, and while his critics gasped in shock whenever he opened his mouth, he had the skills to shut them up.
Ilya Rozanov became a star, a legend.
And nobody would suspect his pain, his heart aching for his mother's love, his father's approval, his brother's support.
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Five times Ilya was haunted by the memory of his family + the one time he wasn't
This work is part of an ongoing series. It can be read as a standalone but I wouldn't recommend it. Please read the tags!
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- Part 3 of Then maybe it's time to wake up, yes?
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02 Apr 2026
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“No one else knows of these,” Ilya tells him, and there it is, that glint of possessiveness in Hollander’s eyes. It makes Ilya’s head reel. And it is why he doesn’t hesitate to say, “I could mark you just like that. If you want.”
“Would last longer than bruises,” Ilya continues. “Maybe forever.”
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- Part 1 of Through-and-Through
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01 Apr 2026
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of a certain age by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Mar 2026
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“Wait, I could totally see that,” Connors says. “She wears reading glasses and he’s, like, obsessed with them. Sometimes on the road, he calls her from the bathroom and I hear him begging her to put them on.”
“The glasses! I heard that too.” Shit, it must be a fetish, right? She doesn’t just happen to be old. Rozy likes that she’s old.
Or: Cliff figures out why Ilya’s keeping his Montreal girl a secret. She’s not a girl at all...she's an elderly woman. Or maybe an elderly man?
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31 Mar 2026
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Over the course of the three days, there are plenty of opportunities to tell Shane about Moscow.
There’s dinner the first night. They’re having pasta and salmon and Ilya’s whining about the amount of chicken and beef they’ll have to eat now that bulking season is approaching. Shane says well, they’re high protein foods. Like Ilya isn’t also a professional athlete who’s been doing this for just as long as he has. That’s not what he shoots back, though. He says, lamb is a great source of protein but we never have lamb. Okay, good lamb’s hard to find. You know what has lamb? Pelmeni! We should get Russian take out sometime soon, Shane says. I’ve always wanted to try. And always means nothing in this sentence, because always is only as long as they’ve known each other for.
Forget about take out, Ilya could say then. The best pelmeni can only be found in the motherland. Russia, Moscow! I am going there in ten days for a box of my dead-dad’s things and maybe, my dead-mother’s suicide note. But of course, he doesn’t.
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31 Mar 2026
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“I don’t know Hayd, he’s been really nice to me,” he shrugs, “We have stuff in common, it’s always fun to hang with him, and he even does my econ assignments without me asking, which I still think is over the top but–”
“Ilya Rozanov does your what?”
or: Shane sucks at Economics, and Economics major Ilya goes out of his way to help.
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30 Mar 2026
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i knew i'd curse you for the longest time by thatdayisjustnogood
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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Shane: Curse & Hex Removal Spell by SpellsfromNastya
Rose: ???
Shane: Trust me
Shane: Just get it
Rose: Why?
Shane: You are probably cursed.
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Ilya's Etsy witch reviews get exposed.
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- Part 1 of Ilya "Twitter Menace" Rozanov
- Part 1 of Nastya the Etsy Witch
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29 Mar 2026
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Tour de Force by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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Shane had told his manager, verbatim, that he “trusts her judgment” to pick the opener for his first ever world tour.
Her “judgment” shows up to soundcheck with a parking ticket in his hand and a crimson hickey on his neck. Her “judgment” is Russian DJ, Ilya Rozanov.
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28 Mar 2026
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“The Foundation’s Instagram post should already be up,” Shane continues, pulling his phone from his pocket. “And I can share - “
Several things happen quickly before Shane can finish the thought.
“David,” Yuna says sharply, her voice echoing in the empty hallway, and Shane jerks his eyes to her before looking where she’s looking, to where Ilya has staggered against David, who shoulders his weight without flinching. Like he expected it.
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Shane and Ilya hold a press conference to announce The Irina Foundation. Ilya is fine, until he's not.
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27 Mar 2026
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“Adventurous,” Ilya said, smiling sharply.
“Shut up.”
“This is unlike you.”
“Shut up.”
Ilya did, pulling open the sealed cardboard slots instead and upturning the box over his palm, not all that careful considering its contents were glass, letting the bottle fall into his hand.
“Shit, Rozanov,” Shane said, exasperated. “I was going to return it.”
“Oh, no, you will go broke now?" Ilya popped the cap off the perfume and sprayed it at Shane.Shane Hollander finds a hobby.
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- Part 3 of perfect from now on
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27 Mar 2026
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poison oak (some boyhood bravery) by riceenthusiast for berrystrawbs
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Mar 2026
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Drunkenly, Hayden had confessed that he wished they'd gotten along sooner and Shane had turned his big, brown Bambi eyes at him in full force, and said he'd thought they always had.
He must've made a face because Shane had rushed to assure that, either way, Hayden had never treated him like the others did and neither of them had the words for it but they both knew what he meant.
They'd ended up crying about the power of friendship or something equally moronic because Ruby and Jade were on a My Little Pony kick and alcohol made them emotional.
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or: hayden pike, growing up, and his friendship with shane hollander (in all the ways he failed and all the ways he didn't)
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26 Mar 2026
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Here is what everyone thinks of you. It’s exactly what you feared. It might actually be worse.
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24 Mar 2026
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the anatomy of a bird heart in slow decay by electrocardia (polyclonally)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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“I used to be so mad that she was gone sometimes, but it’s okay. I forgive her. I would forgive her every time.”
Something in Yuna’s eyes fractures, like a bird bone under the sole of a shoe. “Your mother is very lucky, then.”
“Yuna,” Ilya says, and he tries very hard to not look at Shane, to not see the unforgiving, enduring hurt in his eyes when he looks over at his mother, so far away from her that he can’t come home, even though he desperately wants to. He looks at Yuna instead, and somehow, even as he braces against the ice-cold concrete and lets the sound of the whistling wind settle in his ears and has been looking at her for a long time now, he finds himself entirely unprepared for familiar Yuna’s eyes will be when she turns her gaze from the distant streetlamp to him. “You’re very lucky too.”
Shane Hollander is a ghost with a comatose body that won't work, unable to move on because his mom won't come visit him. Ilya Rozanov is the only person who can see and hear him, and against all odds, this is still a love story.
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24 Mar 2026