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no babe, i’m just waking up by bchxrlie
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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His head ricochets off the plexiglass so hard, his helmet visor cracks and he crumples to the ice, unmoving…
The crowd gasps as Shane heaves and the medic that was directly in front of him quickly moves aside as he vomits onto the rink. Ilya’s blood runs cold as he watches.
It turns to ice when Shane starts convulsing.
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The hit from Marlow was more than a concussion and a collarbone fracture. Ilya now has to learn how he can best support Shane, right under David and Yuna’s noses.
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26 Mar 2026
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I understand now by TheQueenoftheAbyss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
25 Mar 2026
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He knew what that meant. Knew the tip of the scales past their delicate balance, from 'passive' to 'active'. He had never in his life felt this before, not this clearly, not so defined in his very being. Ilya had thought he had understood, before, what his mother had done and what had led her to it. He knew now, staring out through the glow of the house to the dark garden, that he had not.
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Ilya begins to experience active suicidal ideation for the first time. When he crashes Shane helps, he always does, but Ilya is hiding behind lies, and Shane cannot save him from what he cannot see. And Ilya won't ever let him see this, not as long as he can help it.!This fic contains description of suicidal thoughts/ideation including suicidal planning and graphic descriptions of the aftermath of suicide!
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25 Mar 2026
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The Worth of You by Latigra
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is in a horrible accident right before the playoffs start and Shane Hollander reacts in a normal and rational fashion.
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25 Mar 2026
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Raising Shane by Bloodweaver
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Mar 2026
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Something was wrong. A wave of protectiveness swept up within him before he stamped on it hard, unleashing a powerful strike at the goal on the assist automatically. He didn’t even bother to look to see if it went in, his eyes reorienting themself to where Hollander was shrugging off a medic.
It was his Dom side, he knew. Latching onto someone it thought was his and wanting to save them from the world. But Hollander wasn’t his. He was a fun hook up, and interesting company once you got to know him a bit, but not his.
Ilya hasn't seen Hollander since Vegas, and the first time they meet on the ice, months later, Hollander's playing is awful. Ilya's a Dom, a high level one, but as far as he knows Hollander's a Null, no designation. Doesn't need headspace. Doesn't Scene. Doesn't Drop.
But Hollander is Dropping. Has Dropped. And no one else seems to notice. So Ilya steps in without really thinking things through.
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I know no hockey. I have seen the TV series, read The Long Game, and this is something that came out.
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18 Mar 2026
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Game Day by Tara_A_Begginer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Mar 2026
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It’s Shane and Ilya’s first game.
Everyone thought they knew what to expect.
They were wrong!
This continues Shane and Ilya's story as they recover from their experience in Regina. Always growing stronger together.
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- Part 2 of Young Love and Hockey
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17 Mar 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
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17 Mar 2026
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A Stranger at my Table by Tara_A_Begginer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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Two years ago in Regina, something went terribly wrong in a locker room after a Worlds Junior Hockey game.
Shane Hollander and Ilya Rosanov lived.
What followed was surgery, memory loss, months of recovery, and the slow discovery that the two boys who played against each other were not quite the same ones who survived.
Now it’s June 2009:
• Yuna believes she lost her son that day in Regina.
• Shane isn’t sure who he is anymore.
• Ilya, who remembers even less, is the only person who seems completely certain that the two of them will figure it out together.
Now the future has come knocking.Series
- Part 1 of Young Love and Hockey
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14 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov? Ok. by Cleoptrix
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Mar 2026
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Everyone is born with the first words their soulmate will say to them tattooed on their body. It’s considered polite to try to make your greetings unique, to avoid any potentially life-altering, terrible miscommunications.
Ilya Rozanov is not polite.
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14 Mar 2026
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Love Languages by authorohb
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Mar 2026
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When Ilya suffers an injury on the ice, his teammates and husband initially worry about his survival. Then he's left unable to communicate with his husband, or pretty much anyone else in Canada. He has to regain all his strength while those around him struggle with a language barrier, grief, and worry. Oh and the hockey season (& media circus) rages on whether they like it or not.
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14 Mar 2026
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This is heaven and I'd die for it by Deerlie_03
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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For one, singular, blissful moment, nothing is wrong when Ilya wakes up.
And then the bubble pops.
With something less like a pinprick and more like a gunshot.
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After Ilya is outed he has to deal with being the only openly queer player in the league, being Russian, and being in love with Hollander even after he ran away all at once. It sucks. He does it anyway.
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- Part 1 of The body aches when you tell it to quit
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- English
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- 5/5
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12 Mar 2026
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Ilya slows as he approaches Shane’s bedroom door, not wanting to wake him if he’s asleep, but his light is on. Ilya gently opens the door to rumpled bedsheets, nearly on the floor, seemingly kicked off in haste, lamp still casting a warm glow over the room. Ilya’s eyes flit towards the en-suite bathroom. He can’t make his body move. But everything’s fine. He’s just being a weak, traumatized little wreck. He’s not your mother, Ilya.
or
Ilya Rozanov really did end up dating his mother.
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11 Mar 2026
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The Knife You Turn Inside Yourself by 4242424242424242424242424242424
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Mar 2026
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They're soulmates. They're out to the world, for better or worse. Ilya is safe and learning to heal. Everything should be good.
And yet.SEQUAL to Safer in Chains than to be Free
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- Part 2 of This is Love
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- English
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- 12/12
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11 Mar 2026
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I wanna break the silence, but it is so beautiful by Louksalike
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Mar 2026
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"I was asking him," Ilya pointed out.
Okay, maybe that sounded a bit passive aggressive, all things considered. It did not seem to bother Rose, though, as she answered right away:
"He's not gonna answer you."
"What? Why not?" Ilya asked, genuinely confused. Rude, he thought. His eyes went from Rose to Shane, his brows frowning.
"He just doesn't talk."
"Oh."
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Shane has selective mutism along with his autism and Ilya desperately wants to get to know him.
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10 Mar 2026
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Sea-turned Eyes by Victor_Delia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov was a nobody. Cursed with slowly killing nature around him ; he fled his land, fled his home, and fled the father that never saw him as his.
But as he makes the desperate attempt to get to the Lost Islands, the truth dawns on him ; how long can he truly escape his father's men ?Shane Hollander is a honourable Student of the Reyjek Academy of Sea Magic. When he is not studying, he works in the Museum of Magic of his hometown - his life is under perfect control.
Until he meets a boy with a thick accent... and a weird behaviour around plants ?---
AKA the Hollanov AU no one asked for except me <3Bookmarked by integrity
08 Mar 2026
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Tactical Advantage by unlikelychild
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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Shane: Hi. This is Shane Hollander.
Lily: ???
Shane: From the bar? You left me your number.
Shane: This is Lily right?
Lily: Sure.
Lily: Hello Shane.
Shane: Hi.- Language:
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08 Mar 2026
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“Alcohol is a blood thinner, you realize. You shouldn’t be giving him that.”
“Well, we just cut his fuckin leg off, so we figured he deserved a little treat,” Marlow snapped.
Ilya blinked. He stared down at his leg. Wrapped in a torn jersey and tied off with a belt. Also, it ended just past his knee.
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or: The Boston Raiders plane goes down sometime in November, 2016
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03 Mar 2026
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Yes Sir by EmuWithATopHat
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Mar 2026
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Ilya refused to break his eye contact. He saw Shane’s anger, the fire behind his eyes, it was all too familiar. Shane continued talking, “I need you-” He pointed at Ilya, his hand just inches from Ilya’s face. Ilya flinched aggressively but refused to break eye contact.
“Do it,” Ilya said through his teeth, cutting Shane off.
Shane faltered, “What are…” his eyes scanned Ilyas face. Realization hit him like a truck. He quickly stumbled back away from his husband.
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Shane doesn't realize how Ilyas PTSD affects him and takes a fight too far- Language:
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01 Mar 2026
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Shane is cursed as a child so that he may never remember anyone he meets. He wakes up remembering nothing. Ilya Rozanov is the rival he can't forget: even when he does. A story told in endless firsts.
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27 Feb 2026
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you were a vision in the morning (when the light came through) by wambachumba
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander says Ilya Rozanov's name out loud the first time they meet, and Ilya's world bursts into color.
The stars demand Shane and Ilya be together, and so they will be :).
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- Part 1 of saturated sunrise: soulmates au
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26 Feb 2026
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“I have a surprise for you all, if you’ve been good boys and girls.” Ariana gestured across the lawn, where pink X-shaped crosses now dotted the landscape. Handcuffs dangled from the top of each.
“Two, if we’re being technical. Islanders, please welcome our new bombshells! They will be giving you a very warm welcome. If you’re chosen, that is. Have fun…”Shane's wrists pulled against his restraints, heart thudding. A finger ran over his lips, shushing him. Then two hands appeared, tracing his body, warm and firm over his exposed skin. Shane panted, dizzy and delirious. Through the haze, he started smiling. He was straight. He was actually straight. Irrefutably hard as hell for some sexy new bombshell.
A hand traced Shane’s jaw, almost tender, and their hips pressed together again for just a moment. Shane’s mind stuttered, his own hardness meeting…something else.
Warm breath wafted into his ear. “I will give you some time to ah, calm down, yes?”
Shane jerked back, hitting his head against the cross with a loud curse.
The voice was Russian. Vaguely familiar. And unmistakably male.~shane goes on love island. ilya enters as a bombshell. gay chaos ensures. ~
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22 Feb 2026