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    After winning the Stanley Cup, hockey captain Shane Hollander comes out as gay, earning support but realizing he’s never explored his sexuality. Yet, awkward attempts at club flirting and misunderstanding in gay culture lead him to reach out to Ilya Rozanov, a dominant ex-NHL star turned porn actor and professional dom, whose confidence and honesty have always fascinated him.

    Ilya, intrigued by Shane’s sincerity and raw need for guidance, agrees to a professional arrangement as Shane's dom, but sets clear boundaries: honesty, self-truth, and the freedom to stop anytime.

    Their explicit, emotionally charged sessions help Shane discover his submissive desires and authentic self as a gay man, while Ilya lets down his guard and risks genuine connection with another person for the first time since his last abusive relationship.

    As Shane’s game improves and rumors swirl, both men struggle with vulnerability, public scrutiny, and evolving feelings.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    Omega Shane is accidentally bitten and mated by Alpha Ilya in the showers after the CCM commercial, resulting in the end of Shane’s hockey career before it even starts. They get married because there’s no other choice, really.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    In the end, it had been the Yiling Patriarch’s stratagems and his fierce fighting which had turned the tide of the war. He had killed both Wen Ruohan’s sons, and floored the traitor so that Meng Yao could strike the final blow. His status as the strongest warrior on the field had been undeniable.

    Thus, the offer extended to him by the Lan court. Take his place as the Emperor’s consort, the only one permitted to lay hands upon the Emperor, the only one to share his bed with him while he sleeps, unaware and vulnerable. His last, best line of defense.

    Or: Forced by his court to accept a consort, Lan Wangji is certain he has seen enough of the so-called Yiling Patriarch to know what he's getting: an uncouth ruffian. Slowly, he begins to realise that even an emperor's assumptions can be misplaced.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    Three doctors from Pittsburgh Memorial, abrasive Alpha Robby Robinavitch, calculating Alpha Jack Abbot, and anxious Omega Dennis Whittaker, can barely stand each other. Forced to attend a medical conference together as a hospital PR stunt overseas to improve the hospital's image, their plane crashes en route, leaving them the only survivors stranded on an uncharted island in the North Atlantic.

    Thrown together by disaster, they must cooperate in order to survive, confronting both the island’s challenges and their own emotional baggage. Old rivalries and hospital hierarchies dissolve as they share their vulnerabilities, learn to trust one another, and discover strengths and vulnerabilities they never showed at work.

    Isolation, passion, and renewed respects towards each man awaken unexpected attraction. As sexual tension boils over, each man invites intimacy, leading to all three joining together in a loving relationship. Together, as the months pass and rescue seems unlikely, they build a new life, growing food, making a home, and forging a genuine, loving bond.

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    05 Dec 2025

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    A series of sequential Flambert oneshots over the course of their relationship

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    25 Nov 2025

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    Dennis Whitaker has a hard time breaking his "I don't need food habit because I'm broke as dirt" and now people think he has a possible eating disorder. He's fine of course, if only the hitting the floor and having a seizure hadn't happened in front of everyone in the Pitt.

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    20 Nov 2025

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    The day after Neil disappeared in the middle of the night, Kevin called.
    Andrew stared at his phone as it rang. He was in the process of opening a can of cat food, which was a two-handed activity. He set down the can opener and picked up the phone.
    “What,” he said.
    “You were fucking Nathaniel Wesninski?”
    Andrew knew Neil’s real name, and he knew where he had come from. He’d known since the beginning. Neil was a good liar, but he was an obvious liar. Andrew didn't mention any of that to Kevin. Instead, he said, “Who?”

    or: andrew quits smoking, and he goes to the olympics. eventually, neil comes back.

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    20 Nov 2025

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    Wei Wuxian mysteriously goes missing for two days. When he's found, he seems to be completely unhurt... except that he's forgotten everything about Lan Wangji.

    Now Wei Wuxian is struggling to reconcile what he remembers of the past twenty years with what actually happened. At the same time, he finds himself enchanted and confused by the beautiful, devoted man who is trying to win him back.

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    09 Nov 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 75

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    Jean thought he had his work cut out for him, learning how to be a Trojan after so long of being a Raven. Turns out, learning how to be an alpha after a lifetime of thinking he was a beta like all the other Ravens is a little more intense. Luckily, he's got Jeremy as his partner.

    Title from K.O. by Haiden Henderson, which in my mind is exactly how Jeremy Knox would flirt.

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    31 Oct 2025

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    In which Andrew tasks Neil with pondering whether he's ready to have penetrative sex and Neil turns to the Scientific Method.

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    05 Oct 2025

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    He reaches forward and jerks the bottle sideways to send it spinning, hoping against hope it won’t land on one of the alphas. Someone’s going to lose an eye if they try to touch him.

    Of course, because Aaron’s life has always been a huge cosmic joke, the bottle not only slows on an alpha, but the last possible person he wants it to. 

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    Aaron and Kevin were teenage best friends, but they fell apart after Aaron's late presentation as an omega. It's been over a year since they last spoke, but now they're locked in a closet at a Halloween party together for the next seven minutes. Aaron wouldn't exactly call this heaven.

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    02 Oct 2025

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    Neil was panting, lips red and swollen from the earlier harshness of Andrew's own. His head was tilted back, Andrew's position knelt at his feet giving him a perfect view of the long line of his neck.

    Andrew couldn't be embarrassed by his desperation to get Neil's pants off. He needed to get his dick in his hands, needed to feel its warmth, the way it would harden in his hands.

    He needed to see Neil's face, honest and overwhelmed in pleasure when he finally put his mouth on him. He practically salivated at the thought.

    Andrew finally ripped Neil's boxers down to the sound of his stuttered breathing, only to freeze in place. There was a large patch of unruly hair, darker and longer than Andrew's had ever been, but that wasn't what gave him pause.

    "Andrew?" Neil murmured in confusion.

    Andrew inhaled sharply, the closest thing to regret he'd ever felt welling up from deep in his bones. Here was someone who trusted him, who understood him, who was quite possibly the most attractive man Andrew had ever seen, and he wanted Andrew. Except Andrew had no idea what to do with the fact that Neil didn't have a dick.

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    20 Sep 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 71

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    Kevin remembers warning Jean off of men by using Jeremy’s story. He remembers killing his own attraction where it grew. He remembers staying awake at night, silently trying to carve the love out of him with Riko just a few feet away, asleep. He remembers using Thea in an attempt to fix himself.

    All of that was for nothing, because now Kevin is sitting between Jean and Jeremy, who are together. Sitting in front of Jean, and struggling to breathe normally with his body so close, radiating heat like a neutron star, a hand always moving back to Kevin’s hip. All of it was for nothing, because Jeremy is right there, so competent and strong and fucking kind. He won’t stop checking to make sure the ropes are comfortable, glancing up to smile every few moments like Kevin is even worthy of it.

    ———

    AKA: Jeremy and Jean practice their rope-tying on a visiting Kevin, who’s silently losing his fucking mind.

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    25 Aug 2025

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    “You don’t have to be here for this,” Jeremy warns. “You can sit in the living room while I take care of him. It may take a few hours though, if you factor in knotting time.”

    “I am deeply confused.”

    “About what?”

    Kevin stares. “You let Jean knot you?”

    Jeremy frowns at him. “Yeah. Why wouldn’t I?”

    “You’re an alpha.”

    “So?”

    “Isn’t it—Doesn’t that…feel weird?” Kevin stutters out. He stands near the door looking ready to bolt. Fiddling with his hands, he’s awkward in a way Jeremy hasn’t seen from him before.

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    AKA: Jean’s first rut after bringing Kevin into their relationship. Jean’s respect for Jeremy does not translate to how he treats Kevin.

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    17 Aug 2025

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    The two shadow men dragging Jin Rulan toss him to the floor of the cell and he immediately sits up, spitting and furious and drags the gag from his mouth with his own bound hands.

    “What the fuck do you think you’re doing!? Do you know who I am!? Just you wait till my uncles hear about this!!”

    “Oh I’m sure they’ll be just heart broken.” The man in black steps forward into the doorway of the cell and one of the shadow men steps forward to place a stool behind him so that he can settle, grinning, onto it. “Unfortunately if you want them to find out anything you’re going to need a tongue for talking or fingers for writing, and well…” The man flips his knife casually from one hand to the other, “You won’t be leaving here with either one.”

     

    OR the Mo manor arc gets fucked up when Mo Xuanyu and the Lan juniors get abducted and it causes Wei Wuxian's return to go VERY differently.

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    13 Aug 2025

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    Wei Wuxian wakes up in his original body four years after he died. Confused but determined, he searches for Lan Zhan to find out what happened. As his journey progresses, his desire to see Lan Zhan and tell him how he really feels becomes overwhelming. But will his love be reciprocated? And will whatever happened in the last four years affect their future?

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    Canon-divergent AU where Lan Zhan is an emotional mess and Wei Ying makes Lan Zhan use his words. It's the happy ending we all wanted, but with the heartbreaking romance we never fully got.

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    12 Aug 2025

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    When Wei Ying’s underwear are down to his calves, Lan Zhan says, “I think you could last for a long time.” / Wei Ying gets eaten out.

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    10 Aug 2025

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    Wei Ying is a simple man. He just wants to come out to his best friend turned newly-minted boyfriend, get his dick sucked, and perfect his deepthroat game, in that order. Getting married and adopting a million babies afterward is optional but highly preferred. Lan Zhan just wants to know what the hell is happening, but he really can’t complain about the sheer volume of blowjobs he’s getting.

    In which Wei Ying sucks his way into coming out to his own boyfriend.

     

    Updated with art 10 August 2022

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    10 Aug 2025

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    After years of comfortable marriage, Lan Wangji starts to appreciate some new changes in Wei Ying's body.

    Written for Lan Zhan Week...ish 2022!

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    09 Aug 2025

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    Neil flees the Nest broken and tortured, his future a string of uncertainties. He never intended to survive, let alone find a reason to stay.

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    07 Aug 2025

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