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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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“It was in 2013. The first time, we were in that stupid apartment of yours in Montreal. So many pillows, you hired someone to decorate. I knew it was your first time, like that, with anybody. I wanted to make it good for you so badly. I’d thought a lot about it. I’d planned for it, like I never would have for anybody else I’ve been with. I didn’t expect— I didn’t realize how right it would be. I wanted to stay, I wanted to stay in that bed forever just to hold you.”
“Holy shit,” Shane says.
Ilya sighs, glares at him. “You have got to stop saying that in response to my romantic declarations. Is bad for my nerves.”
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“Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”
Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.
Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”
“You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
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Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret. -
you'll be mine (and I'll be yours) by theprinceandagcd
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jan 2026
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Ilya hums, playing the card he's been considering for this entire conversation. “We could make more interesting, yes? A bet.”
“A bet,” Shane repeats, eyes flashing. “Like what?”
The reporter cuts in. “What about wearing the other player’s jersey?”
They both turn to her, and Shane says, “Like, the loser wears the winner’s jersey?”
“Maybe at the next game in a couple of months?”
“Is a good idea,” Ilya muses, nudging Shane’s elbow. “You will look better in my jersey than in Montreal jersey.”
Shane makes a low noise, his eyes holding a bit of a spark when he looks back to Ilya. It’s what Ilya was hoping for—the tiniest crack in the mask. He can see a hint of exasperated affection around the corners of Shane’s eyes, a little bit of fire burning just beneath the surface. It sends a thrill down Ilya’s spine, and he wonders if Shane will be snarky when Ilya gets him naked tonight.
“That’s not happening,” Shane replies, shaking his head. “Because you’re not winning.”
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“…This is what he likes, isn’t it?”
Joe nods, still staring at the screen like a man possessed. “I don’t understand it, but this is what Booker needs,” he whispers, scrubbing at his tired eyes with his fingertips. “This is what he needs and he keeps ending up in the hospital because he doesn’t have anyone who will do it the way he deserves.” There’s a sharp edge of determination in his husband’s voice that Nicky can’t ignore and Joe’s eyes burn a little with passion when he finally looks at Nicky. “We need to do something.”
Nicky lets out a heavy breath and slips a hand over the older man’s thigh. “Do you think it has to be us?”
“I don’t know. Maybe.”
After picking Booker up from the emergency room for the third time in four months, Joe and Nicky stage an intervention of sorts. The ultimatum: the next time Booker needs whatever he needs, he has to come to Joe. Nicky knows that this is the only way it can be—the only way to move forward safely—but something in the back of his mind tells him that they're going to get a lot more than they signed up for.
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“I think I just had a very good idea.”, Nicky says, head on Joe’s chest, back pressed against Booker’s front.
“What is it, love?”, Joe asks, voice full of sleep and comfort.
“I think both of you should be inside me at the same time!”
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A whump fanfiction series that is actually, secretly, a fix-it.
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Booker had imagined his penance very differently. He’d been planning seventy or so solid years getting drunk in Paris, wallowing in his own guilt – nothing new there, he’d been doing that for two hundred years already – and then taking the final thirty to get his shit together enough to be…something, when he met the others again. Less detestable, maybe.
Quynh had put paid to that notion, and he’d been hungover, unshaven and miserable when he’d seen them again.
Unfairly, Joe has shaved since Booker had last seen him. To throw people off their trail, to keep anyone from recognizing him, to keep Merrick’s people from recognizing him, and Booker swallows that down miserably with the rest of his shame. The torment of Joe looking like that, younger and sharper and more furious with Booker than ever, is nothing Booker doesn’t deserve.
Nicky still hasn’t even spoken to him.
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Jackie
No offence but this is not what I expected from Shane’s girlfriend.Lily (Shane)
I know he is so boring and I am so funLily (Shane)
But opposites attract is the saying, no?Lily (Shane)
Also I am not girlfriendJackie
Why not!!Jackie
Sorry that was nosyLily (Shane)
Is okayLily (Shane)
Is complicatedLily (Shane)
But I cannot let him go because he gives head like championJackie
Girl!!!!!!(spreading the jackie & ilya bestie gospel!)
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- Part 10 of ways they didn't find out
- Part 4 of the unexpected besties of the MHL
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hot mics and hotter rivalries (or how i learned to stop worrying and let my boyfriend out us on national television) by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander is going to murder his agent.
And he means that literally. Because his agent is the reason he’s currently wearing a hot mic during Hockey Night in Canada. Against the Ottawa Centaurs. Against Ilya.
Ilya, who has no filter. Ilya, who thinks workplace professionalism is a hilarious suggestion for other people. Ilya, who has spent a decade perfecting the art of saying absolutely unhinged things to Shane on the ice, safe in the knowledge that nobody can hear him.
Ilya, who definitely doesn’t know about the microphone.
What follows is sixty minutes of Shane’s life flashing before his eyes while his secret boyfriend enthusiastically discusses their sex life, their broken furniture, and exactly what he wants to do to Shane after the game — all broadcast to millions of viewers.
The problem? Shane can’t get a word in edgewise to warn him.
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- Part 1 of hot mics and hotter rivalries
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always fall (a little short in front of you) by liadan14 for badwolfbadwolf
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020)
26 Dec 2020
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Booker stumbles into the kitchen at five forty-five. There are many things he likes about the modern era. The internet. Vaccines. Indoor plumbing. Jetlag still gets him every fucking time, though.
He’s almost convinced he’s still dreaming when Nicky walks in. More specifically, he’s almost entirely certain he’s having an incredibly embarrassing fully-fledged wet dream when Nicky walks in, wearing nothing but an unbuttoned shirt that almost certainly belongs to Joe and a pair of lacy, sea-green women’s panties.
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let not time deceive you (you cannot conquer time) by Draco_sollicitus
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020)
28 Sep 2020
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Nicolo Genova, or Nicky to his American friends, is just trying to get through his PhD program. He's writing his dissertation on Post-classical homoerotic poetry, but he cannot find anyone who speaks an extinct dialect of Arabic so he can translate a famed love poem by a little known poet, al-Kaysani.
Strangely enough, his friend knows a professor on campus who can translate the poem. What starts as a simple request for assistance on his dissertation blossoms into something that Nicky -- shy, reserved Nicky who abandoned his plans for the priesthood months before ordination -- had never imagined for himself: true love.
What he doesn't know is that Dr. Joseph Jones (his handsome, erudite, kind, lovely Joe) is harboring a secret too large for anyone to believe -- and that secret might just cost them everything.
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Back when he was a soldier in Napoleon’s army, Booker had come to the conclusion that using the back entrance was decidedly unpleasant and definitely not for him.
That is, until Nicky and Joe hear about it.
Inspired by a kink meme prompt here.
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The Ottawa Centaurs go to a bar after a game. There happens to a be a mechanical bull, and everyone puts money on who can last the longest on it. Everyone underestimates just how experienced Shane is at riding.
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Five and a Half Beers and Just as Many Chalupas by Erisenyo
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Nov 2025
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Hollander as an opponent has always been focused and precise and an absolute nightmare for a defenseman, the kind of player you dread facing.
Hollander as a teammate is…well, he’s still focused and precise, and intense about every drill and lift and film session to the point of being more than a little intimidating.
Hollander on five-and-a-half beers and just as many chalupas is something else entirely.
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The Centaurs get to know Shane Hollander.
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All the changes came about my ways by WhimperSoldier
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Dec 2025
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“Do you know one of the players?” One of the girls asked around her friend. “That's cool.”
Before she could think too much about it, Yuna had already said, “He's family.”
“Cool!” The other girl asked pointedly, “You don't look alike.”
“Cassie, you can't just say that!” The other girl hissed and Yuna smiled.
“He's my son.” She said to stop the conversation there.
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Ilya takes a hit and the (many) times Yuna Hollander calls Ilya her son.
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- Part 3 of Heated Rivalry AUs
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We Can Burn Brighter Than The Sun by overlycaffeinatedgalaxy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Dec 2025
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Hollander gestures to where they’re sitting and asks, “This okay?”
Rozanov yells, once more, “Puppies!”--
OR: The Stanley Cup Champion Ottawa Centaurs Do Buzzfeed's Puppy Interview -
The Ottawa Centaurs’ Relationship Chart by leialoo7
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Dec 2025
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Shane and Ilya are thrilled to be on the same team this year but can't resist a little on-ice fighting. The team is very concerned.
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“Great,” Troy muttered. “They’re going to kill each other.”
Across the boards from him, Harris squeaked, “Should we, like, do something? Call Coach? Call–"
“A therapist?” Troy interjected.
“I’m serious!” exclaimed Harris.
“So am I,” said Troy. “Those two have been on opposing teams for their entire professional careers. I don’t think they have any idea how to turn off their competitive bickering. This is going to be an interesting season.”
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I chose you by Justaromanticfool
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Oct 2025
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Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.
Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.
“Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”
Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.