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Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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Shane leaves professional hockey before locker room homophobia and contractual obligations can destroy him.
Somehow, inexplicably, he winds up on the Savannah Bananas, an exhibition baseball team.
He coaches skating for kids in the off season.
For the first time in years, Shane has fun again.
(He doesn't think about Ilya Rozanov or those two nights they shared together)
(He doesn't give Rozanov his number when, years later, they reunite)
(Except actually he does)
(It's the best thing he's ever done)- Language:
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This story is so much fun! I love the way the relationship develops, I love the way Shane processes his departure from the NHL, and I love the premise of the entire fic. What a great read!
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a sound is still a sound around no one by dykeries
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Shane lifts one eyelid again to look at Rozanov. His eyes are red-rimmed. Like he’s been crying. “Why…why aren’t you in Boston?”
Rozanov’s brow furrows. “Why would I be in Boston?”
“You, you’re captain. Raiders. Boston.”
The room is silent except for the beeping of monitors.
In 2023, Shane takes a bad hit on the ice. When he wakes up, the last thing he remembers is a tuna melt.
There’s a lot to get used to.
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making me effortlessly cry and giggle from the same paragraph
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For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.
Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?
At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
"What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
"One question,"
"And why did you miss it?"
"I misunderstood—"
"You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
"No, sir."
"Then do better."That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.
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warning; the alternative ending is painful. couldn't make it through. but great fic overall.
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THIS IS SOOOO GOOD, THE ALTERNATIVE ENDING MADE ME CRY
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Sparks Wyll Fly by draculastarion for smallhorizons
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
14 Feb 2024
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“Disappointed because I didn’t want a cutesy court romance?” He mocks. “I’m too old for that fairytale shit, sweet thing. Grow up.”
Wyll’s face burns hotter. “You’re the one acting like a child! You can’t treat me like I’m—like I’m less than you because I didn’t jump into bed straight away! Not everything is about sex!”
“Of course it is.” Astarion's face has become carefully blank. “Even if you’re the one acting like you’re better than me because you want a chaste romance. You’re so full of shit. I can see it all over your face when you look at me.” He presses a hand to the centre of Wyll’s chest, over his rapidly thrumming heart. “You want to hold me down and fuck me until I cry, just like anyone else.'' His voice is pure venom, poisoning Wyll’s very thoughts.
Making him flush hot with a horrid mixture of shame and arousal. “No, I—”
“Oh, my sweet.” Astarion is pitying him. He taps Wyll’s temple. “You can’t hide from me; I’ve been in here.”
A confrontation in the Shadow-Cursed Lands ends in a way neither Wyll nor Astarion anticipated.
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Deliver us from evil by nopaintjustpain
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
26 May 2026
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My pride stings a little at being so underestimated by a species that couldn’t even outrun a particularly determined turtle if their life depended on it. Look, I’m no Sha’Carri Richardson, but I’m pretty proud of my seven-minute mile. I worked hard for it. I haven’t been able to handle myself like this since I was... well, since I left Earth.
“Y’know what? Let’s settle this once and for all. I could use an endurance test anyway. Good for my cardio.”
Dr. Bones perks up. “You’ll do a demonstration?”
“Absolutely. Give me two rest days and a warmup, then I’ll show you what the average human athlete can do.”
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AKA, Grace doesn't consider himself much of an athlete, but he's no slouch either. And he's got the physical prowess of his whole species to represent!
The xenobiology team, on the other hand, is horrified to learn what a 'persistence hunter' is.
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- Part 2 of Ave Maria
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Edge of Darkness by ForFucksSakeJim for TheKingOfSorrow
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek
23 May 2026
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After a near‑fatal birth, Jim wakes to Spock, their son, and a future he never expected.
Healing is slow.
Love is slower.
But baby makes three.Series
- Part 5 of KiScon 25 Request Fills
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When John Price's… partner went MIA, presumed KIA (hoped KIA) on a mission to take down the Zaragoza cartel in Mexico, Price had eventually been forced to come to terms with the fact that he was never going to see him again. He'd done the work to accept that, to stop letting it consume him, to start living his life again, without the man he'd been sure he'd spend the rest of his life with.
A decade later, while he's on a new mission to take down Zaragoza, Price is faced with a ghost from his past, a zombie maybe would be a better description; Simon certainly hauls himself out of the grave like one. Simon doesn't remember him, Simon doesn't even seem to remember English anymore, let alone who Price is to him…
…was to him.
And so starts Price's new mission, the only one that will ever matter again: to get Simon back from Roba's brainwashing, to convince him he's a person, to convince him he's safe, to help him live again when his brain has been turned inside out.
To help him remember.
He has to remember.
All those memories can't just- they can't just be gone.
Right?
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Noah never expected to find his mate.
He definitely never expected that mate to be a rogue.
Max is an alpha rogue, powerful and dangerous, everything Noah was raised to fear. When the bond between them refuses to fade, Noah is forced into the one place he never thought he'd survive: a rogue sanctuary deep in the forest.
But rogues aren't what he thought they were.
Between a quiet child who refuses to leave his side, a pack of outcasts slowly beginning to trust him, and a mate who clearly hates how much he wants him...
Noah is starting to realize something dangerous.
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Chapter 30
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"In sickness and in health," were the wedding vows that Ilya and Shane exchanged almost a year ago, surrounded by the people who loved them. Sooner than they imagined, that promise was put to the test when an accident changed the trajectory of the players' lives.
Shane is forced to retire early. The player sees his world crumble as he loses what he loved most in life, and Ilya is by his side, ready to lift him up, ready to make Shane understand that not all is lost.
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Thunder in My Bones by Archer_V_Deadman
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
02 Aug 2023
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Tommy Innit, known mostly as Red Thunder, the golden and beloved sidekick of Dream, has been doing his best to be the best he could ever be.
He'd been training under Dream's wing, and honestly couldn't have asked for anything better! Except-He's suddenly asked by the Sleepy Bois Inc (one of the best hero groups in the country, his idols) to join them on one of their missions, and he's almost screaming in joy. Almost.
But why do they keep insisting that Dream has been treating him wrong when the man had just wanted to make him better?
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Tommy temporarily joins the sbi hero group and finds out he might have been hurt more than he realized- Language:
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The morning started like any other. This morning routine was something Ilya was happy to get used to. Now that he and Shane were out to the public and playing on the same team, he couldn’t be happier. The calm domestic bliss in Shane’s cottage was exactly what he needed to balance out the chaos that had been his life before Shane.
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Ilya has a slip-and-fall incident.
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Shane should be here right now, should be in Ilya’s house. Ilya should be teasing him about being picky while going through delivery options for food on his phone. Shane should be discovering that Ilya has ginger ale in the fridge and the protein bars Shane mentioned liking in an interview in his pantry. He should be making out with Shane on the couch, sneaking a hand into his pants, teasing him about whether they can beat the deliveryman and arrive before he does. Shane was supposed to spend the night tonight, the Montreal team not set to leave until tomorrow afternoon because of potential bad weather in the morning. Shane should be fed and showered and ready to curl up in bed with Ilya tonight.
But Shane is in a hospital.And Ilya is here.
He pulls up Jane in his phone again. He presses call.
“Hey, you’ve reached Shane Hollander-”
Ilya closes his eyes and lets Shane’s voice roll over him.
(canon divergence in which shane getting injured happens during a game in boston) (...which means shane then gets to go home with ilya to recover)
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“I can be your family,” Shane offers, and despite the slight waver of nerves in his voice, his hesitance, apparently, about how Ilya will take this, there’s so much earnestness there, too, that Ilya’s eyes burn, his breath catching in his chest. Shane’s hand reaches up, resting on his cheek gently. “If you want.” --
Ugh they're so cute I wanna throw up.
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clap when you land by quietafterdusk
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Apr 2026
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AU — The Centaurs’ plane crashes. No deaths are reported, and that should be a relief.
Ilya survives. He just isn’t waking up.
As Shane waits, the world continues on, and he’s forced to confront just how fragile their life truly is.
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Every step of the way by Angelwithwingsoffire, DaniWib for SpringSprague, TheGhostWriter313
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Oct 2024
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After the tsunami that devastated Los Angeles, Athena goes to the rescue after a report of people in need of help. To her horror, she finds Christopher and Buck stranded amidst the wreckage of the city. And Buck’s leg is pinned — the same leg that had only just healed from being crushed by a ladder truck.
As time runs out, Buck is being crushed all over again, and Athena faces an impossible choice. With Christopher watching, she must decide: do the unthinkable, risking Buck’s career as a firefighter forever, or hesitate — and let the man beloved by the 118 die in front of the boy who might as well be his son?
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Bread, Baking, and Other Disasters by 1000PaperCranes
Fandoms: Transformers: Rescue Bots, Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers - Aligned
07 Aug 2019
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Midwinter Morning is on the horizon. And Dani finally discovers… She. Can't. COOK.
In other news, Kade fights physics, with predictable results, and Cody just refuses to stop growing up.
EDIT: I left off an entire section of chapter 23! Oi! It's there now. SORRY!
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bad case of lovin' you by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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“Okay, give me five minutes. This patient will not take long.”
Luca nods in thanks and scurries off to busy himself in the meantime. Ilya huffs another sigh, shaking his head as he finally pulls up the digital chart.
Shane Hollander
Age: 27
Height: 177.8cm
Weight: 88.5Kg
Temp: 36.6
BP: 118/75-Patient presented with syncope, nausea and vertigo.
-shane hollander comes into ilya rozanov's ER, two months after they had a wild one-night stand)
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Love!!!
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He reaches for Buck, their fingers intertwine
And that’s when the whole car lurches.
A violent yank hits his harness as Ravi and Chim’s line system reacts. Buck is ripped backward toward the surface, his hand losing Eddie’s.
“No!”
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“There’s no tension!” Ravi yells. “Cap, there’s nothing on Eddie’s line!”
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After a rescue call leaves Eddie critically injured, Buck finds himself holding together everything Eddie holds dear
Waiting for Eddie to wake up might be the hardest rescue Buck has ever faced.
Featuring Buck vs Eddie's parents in later chapters
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winners-verse by pressuretoparty
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Set after season 1.
Shane and Ilya try this dating thing for real.
Slice-of-life explorations on sex, rivalry, and looove.Now complete!
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When Robert was young, he was cursed to never again live as a human. The course of his life changes from that point on, and his humanity seems impossible to regain.
Until he meets a rescuer with a heart of gold under his loud, prickly front.
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Reclamation by Hollanozation
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 May 2026
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Six years ago, Shane was taken in a raid and bonded to the wrong Alpha.
Six years of forgetting, of breaking.Now Ilya has him back.
“The mark…” Ilya’s voice remained quiet. “What they put on you can be overwritten. I found a cure. Your body still carries our original bond underneath it. I can bring it back. Bring you back.” He paused, letting the words settle. “But it won’t be easy. Your instincts will fight it. Some days will feel impossible.”
“What… what do you mean?”