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Five Times Ilya Acquired a Family Member, and One Time They Acquired Him. Canon, shmanon.
Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
22 Feb 2026
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A loosely connected series of GhostSoap fics based on my own headcannons, through the course of their relationship. They won't necessarily be posted in order, but they will be ordered chronologically as they are posted. Based on prompts for whumptober, angstober, and flufftober, there will be a lot of whump, hurt/comfort, and some spice later on. Heed the tags!
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- 146,247
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- 30
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- 112
Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
28 Jan 2026
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"Ilya had loved him through his worst moments. Ilya had helped him find a therapist when he’d collapsed on the floor of their hotel bathroom after losing a particularly brutal game, scratching at his chest. Ilya had held him, even when Shane yelled at him because there was panic crawling under his skin and he felt as though it might claw its way out. Ilya had told him it was okay; that it didn’t make him a bad player to resent the spotlight sometimes, that it didn’t make him a bad teammate to hate the team when they were too loud and too drunk and too physical, that it didn’t make him a bad person to need space to breathe. Ilya saved him.
And look what you give him in return. You’re a shitty husband, Shane Hollander.
You don’t deserve his last name."
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content warnings: discussion of mental health, depiction of a panic attack, depiction of invasive medical procedure, depiction of violence (generally non-graphic), use of hate speech, depiction of a hate crime
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- English
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- 33,828
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 640
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- 7,954
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- 2,439
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Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
25 Jan 2026
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Home Ice Advantage by taywrites11
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
- Words:
- 58,907
- Works:
- 2
- Bookmarks:
- 1,324
Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
25 Jan 2026
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I'm Reading Your Lips (You're Speaking My Language) by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”
“Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.
“No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”
“Go fuck yourself.”
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Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.
And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?
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- Part 1 of Competition is Better With a Friend
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- English
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- 30,455
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 2
- Comments:
- 1,792
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Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
20 Jan 2026
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After the longest season of his career, Ilya retreats to the cottage with Shane, expecting rest, recovery, and a month of stolen peace. Instead, exhaustion lingers. Small things feel wrong. And the body that has always carried him through pain begins to falter in ways he can’t explain.
As concern grows and outside eyes begin to notice, the life Ilya and Shane have carefully built—careers, borders, futures—starts to feel fragile. When a medical crisis shatters their summer before answers arrive, love is no longer something they protect quietly. It becomes something they fight with.
A story about what happens when the body speaks before you’re ready to listen, and the people who refuse to let you face it alone.
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- Part 1 of The Quiet Fight
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- English
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- 55,275
- Chapters:
- 30/30
- Comments:
- 442
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- 3,984
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- 1,367
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Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
19 Jan 2026
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The Rozanov Hollander Family Chronicles by perachdavida
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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- 67,852
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- 13
- Bookmarks:
- 113
Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
30 Nov 2025
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It’s kind of a shame someone that talented is that big a douche.
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- 461,401
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- 175
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- 495
Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
27 Nov 2025
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A love story between Harry, an astrophysics student with a traumatic past, and Draco, a wealthy law student resisting his family's expectations. They fall in love between late-night study sessions, courtroom battles, and the quiet ache of healing—learning that love isn’t always enough, but it’s a damn good place to start. Their journey is filled with tenderness, music, and whispered confessions, but also the weight of trauma, family legacies, and the ghosts that refuse to stay buried.
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- 477,627
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- 10
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- 99
Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
30 Oct 2025
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Lavender Husbands by TheBobblehat
Fandom Batman - All Media Types, Constantine: The Hellblazer (Comics), DC Comics, DCU, DCU (Comics), Superman - All Media Types
07 Feb 2026
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When Clark Kent is brainwashed by a new strain of kryptonite, he believes that Bruce Wayne is his dearly devoted husband. As any evidence of the contrary could kill him, Bruce needs to play along, and ends up opening Pandora's Box.
Now they are taking the leap for real, but it's hardly smooth sailing. Between supervillain plots, revenge, and parent-teacher conferences, the World's Finest heroes may not be up for their most challenging fight yet.
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- 435,021
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- 6
- Bookmarks:
- 203
Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
18 Oct 2025
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Burning Red by caffeinatedbasil
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, White Collar (TV 2009)
03 Dec 2025
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Roy Harper is alive.
He’s there, just feet away, fast asleep on Jason's couch, with Lian curled up into his side. It's almost the same position as when she’d jumped into his arms at the ballet studio. She hasn’t let go of him since, even as they’d both eventually fallen asleep on the couch in June Ellington’s generously rented apartment.
Jason hasn’t let him out of his sight. He doesn't move until Roy cracks open his eyes. He blinks slowly, scanning the room, then looking down at his daughter’s still sleeping form nestled into his side. Finally, he smiles.
“Morning, Jaybird.”
Jason could cry.
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Roy is back. Jason is still undercover, but he's not letting Roy out of his sight.
Peter Burke isn't too sure about Neal's new roommate.Series
- Part 2 of Triple Red
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London, 1887: Draco Malfoy, Lord St. Armand, is in want of a wife- and his long-time lover and companion, Captain Theodore Nott, bastard son of the Earl of Shrewsbury, knows just the girl. Miss Hermione Granger, newly created Lady Hermione, is the untamable daughter of an upstart nouveau riche doctor turned business tycoon. After meeting at a clandestine salon, Theo knows Hermione is just the woman for Draco to take to wife- that is, if he doesn't fall in love with her first.
Expect: slow burn, historical intrigue, and polyamorous romance
Historic AU, no magic
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 169,430
- Chapters:
- 27/27
- Comments:
- 336
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- 833
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- 255
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- 33,525
Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
13 Aug 2025
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A handful of 8th year students are back at Hogwarts for their final time, hoping that this year, they will finally get a quiet year.
But what will happen when a simple spell in charms goes horribly wrong and the class ends up with way more than they bargained for?
Babies are on the way and they are coming fast. No one is ready for it, but its happening, and they are all left with no choice but figure out the best way to deal with each struggle. One challenge at a time.
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Six years after Mickey goes to jail, he's released on parole. He does his best to build a "normal" life and a relationship with his son while juggling the scars of his past.
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- 276,189
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- 14
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- 1,504
Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
17 Jun 2025
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At the age of 26, Mickey Milkovich gets his first apartment, his first wifi connection, and his first kiss. How he gets from wifi to kissing is a complicated story.
Mickey is socially anxious. Ian is a frustratingly lovable escort working through an app. Mickey downloads said app. The rest is history.
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- Part 1 of Everything With You
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At nineteen years old, Ian Gallagher’s stuck. Stuck in a minimum-wage job he hates. Stuck in the same boring routine--sleep, wake, work, take your meds, Ian!, try not to lose it day after day after day. But after his little brother introduces him to MICK MILK, a frustratingly hot horror gamer he watches on YouTube, Ian's life will never be the same. ♥️
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- Part 1 of Game Theory
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 421,889
- Chapters:
- 18/18
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- 2,326
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- 5,931
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Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
15 Jun 2025
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I don’t even know how to explain how much I loved this fic
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The way the 141 became more than just a team. Includes Roach!
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- 120,470
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He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.
After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...
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- Part 1 of silver and gold
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An ongoing series where two touch-starved men figure out how to take care of each other in ways that no military field guide ever covered. Thankfully, when you already trust a person with your life, letting them see you at your most vulnerable isn't nearly as hard as it sounds.
Non-sexual intimacy, physical touch, a little angst, and a lot of comfort.
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- 303,730
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- 15
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- 2,092
Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
06 Jun 2025
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favorite series to ever exist on this platform
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In theory, it’s an easy plan of action: Soap heals with Ghost by his side and life goes back to the way it was before. Effortless and efficient, just like how they’ve always handled tough missions.
But with a newly broken brain, pent-up feelings, and a possible medical discharge looming on the horizon, everything is often easier said than done.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 68,563
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Comments:
- 910
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- 1,826
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- 495
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- 34,382
Bookmarked by BewilderedAmI
05 Jun 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
heartfelt, so true to the characters, and just a wonderful read TBH. I love how soft they are for each other.