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They aren’t his family, not in the traditional sense. But the idea that they might be, that they could be, unsettles him more than he wants to admit. It’s the same quiet dread that hit him when Collins said he had helped raise Amy. He doesn’t know why exactly. Maybe because imagining them as a family implies imagining him and Jack as something. And that’s just absurd, right?
Or: Robby has been a quiet constant in the lives of Abbot and his daughter, filling a space that was never clearly named. As they drift into their fifties, he begins to recognize that his feelings for Jack may have deepened into something real and perhaps impossible. Now he’s left wondering if this almost-family could ever truly be his.
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27 Jan 2026
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The black wedding ring on Jack’s finger is Robby’s, a remnant of their failed marriage. Though they’re no longer married, after PittFest, Jack recognizes Robby’s turmoil because he’d struggled similarly after losing his leg.
Scenes from Jack and Robby’s relationship— coming together, drifting apart, and finding their way back to each other again.
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23 Jan 2026
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It’s the spring of ‘97 when Michael Robinavitch is dragged into a gay bar for the very first time.
When he meets Jack Abbot there, the two of them are on the cusp of radically different futures: Robby is about to begin his residency, and Jack is days away from shipping out to the army. They know better than to get attached - know the timing is wrong, the goodbye inevitable - but something tender takes root anyway. Through every deployment, Jack thinks of Robby more than he ought to; through every failed relationship, Robby wonders about what might've been.
Years later, when their paths cross again at PTMH, the past resurfaces — and though they’re older, more jaded, and scarred in different ways, they find themselves pulled towards everything they left unfinished.
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23 Jan 2026
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Michael Robinavitch hasn't thought of soulmates or the associated geese in years. It was one of those things that either happened or didn't. That said Robby wanted one.
Unfortunately the universe has a fucked up sense of humor.
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- Part 1 of Soulmates & Other Consequences
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14 Jan 2026
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Ninth Circle Ink was hardly more than a stone’s throw from the flower shop; Aziraphale knew from past experience that it took less than thirty seconds to go from door to door (forty-five if you had to wait for a car to pass). It had been a perfect arrangement in the beginning, when they were just starting out.
Owning a flower shop across the street from your boyfriend's tattoo parlor is fun and adorable. Owning a flower shop across the street from your ex-boyfriend's tattoo parlor? Not so much.
Now available as a (stunning!) podfic by Literarion!
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- Part 1 of Ink Blots and Forget-Me-Nots
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25 Nov 2025
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(Love) Triangles Have Multiple Centers by frozenpotions
Fandoms: DCU (Comics), Superman - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types
03 Feb 2025
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It starts like this. Clark Kent has a hopeless crush on a woman who's out of his league. Bruce Wayne has a newly-acquired kid he feels ill-equipped to raise. Superman is still finding his feet. And Batman has an unshakeable suspicion that Superman surely can't be all that he seems.
Things can only get more complicated from there.
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- Part 1 of Amatory Polygons
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13 Oct 2025
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The peace in Mos Pelgo had stayed relatively intact, though Cobb’s dealings with the Tuskens were rocky at first, without his Mandalorian intermediary.
His Mandalorian.
Force, he had to stop thinking things like that. Cobb wiped the back of his hand across his brow, taking the sweat accumulated there with it. He’d only known the man for a few days, and yet somehow, months later, here he was, still pining for things he couldn’t have.
Or, Five (and a half) times someone assumed Cobb and the Mandalorian didn't know each other, and one time everyone definitely knew they did.
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05 Oct 2025
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President Lex Luthor gets caught having an extramarital affair
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21 Aug 2025
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In Love With Justice by PlotsOfCoffee
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Justice League - All Media Types, DCU (Comics)
07 Mar 2023
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Batman is notorious for his secretive ways, so when the Justice League meets someone he associates with, they naturally have questions. The questions continue to pile up when it’s clear that Batman is rather. . . close to him.
Or the Justice League thinks Batman and Nightwing are dating.
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- Part 1 of DC Fics
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13 Jun 2025
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Love Is for the Ones Who Love the Work by AwCoffeeNo for Microscopium
Fandoms: The Terror (TV 2018), The Terror - Dan Simmons
07 Dec 2024
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Francis Crozier is a botany professor. James Fitzjames is a curator of tropical birds from the museum across town. Historically, they cannot get along well enough to be reliably in a room together. But recently, James has been granted some additional laboratory space -- right next door to Francis.
[Pinch hit for Fall Fitzier Exchange 2024]
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31 Mar 2025
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In candlelight, his chest didn’t look half so wretched. He could imagine that the newly slender outline of his waist was attractive, not emaciated. Without thinking, he pulled the counterpane off his bed and wrapped it around himself. If he cinched the fabric tight around his waist and let it fall loosely over his hips and legs, it almost looked as though he had a lady’s silhouette.
Back in England, James’s body resists recovery and his distinctly unbrotherly affection for Francis goes unreciprocated. He distracts himself with a new wardrobe and dreams of reinventing himself again.
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31 Mar 2025
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Francis Rawdon Moira Crozier is always in love. He suspects most people are deep down; he just has the rotten luck that it shows.
(or a short history of his stupid, stupid heart)
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02 Mar 2025
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“Daniel isn't dead!” Jack yelled. “I know he isn't!”
Carter looked at him with such pity; he couldn't fucking stand it. “Sir, I know he's come back before, but… there was no Ascension, no Asgard, no Nox, no sarcophagus. He got hit with two zats. There's no coming back from that.”
He slumped into a chair; he ran a hand over his face. Two zats, yeah, but they'd heard the third. They just hadn't stuck around to watch.
Carter sat gently next to him. “What makes you think he's still alive, sir?”
Goddammit. He put his head in his hands. What didn't?
“I've been having these dreams.”
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13 Jan 2025
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“Why don’t you lie down with me, Francis?”
Francis’s eyes snap to James again. James’s eyes are closed, still, one hand lazily indicating the pillows next to him in an invitation that borders on—that borders on—
“I won’t bite. Don’t have the teeth for it anymore, I’m afraid.” James smiles a half-smile, satisfied but close-mouthed, and Francis feels guilt like a hot spike driven into his guts. He laughs, weakly. James opens his eyes at the sound.
Francis seeks refuge in the pipe.Francis. James. An opium den. They try to make the pieces fit.
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08 Jan 2025
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In the aftermath of Sir John's death and Francis' involuntary leave of absence from the office, James reaches out to Francis by email; a correspondence begins. And doesn't stop.
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06 Jan 2025
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I Am Not Christ; This Garden Is Not Eden by Lywinis for bearfeathers
Fandoms: The Terror (TV 2018)
28 Sep 2024
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James Fitzjames awoke on the Enterprise and was very sure that he was dead.
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24 Dec 2024
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Dual fill: for Day 11 of Carnivale and the prompt "a long winter's night", as well as the kinkmeme prompt for "accidental voyeurism." On the day the ships depart, James sees something he shouldn't in Terror's Great Cabin.
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- Part 11 of from partridges to pear trees
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20 Dec 2024
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untitled (perfect lovers), 2019, mixed media, london by caravaggiosbrushes
Fandoms: The Terror (TV 2018)
29 Aug 2021
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Sometimes there is nothing pretty in art.
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When Francis Crozier, a conceptual artist with a long and successful career, is invited to the Franklin Art Gallery to put up a solo exhibition of his artworks, the last thing he expects is to find James Fitzjames, performer artist and Instagram phenomenon, there, ready to work with him.
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fitzier artists AU, modern AU, written for the Terror Big Bang challenge 2021Series
- Part 1 of untitled (the fitzier artists AU)
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18 Dec 2024
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to unite with him i must turn idolator by Tyiswriting for icicaille
Fandoms: The Terror (TV 2018)
26 Nov 2024
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November 13th 1851
2 Kensington Park Mews, London.Dear James,
James would you believe me the morning that your letter reached me the dogs howlled your name and the birds too at my waking.I had thought–Peace. I will come. Expect me there.
Your Francis.
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17 Dec 2024
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A Whole Lot of Fuss Over Nothing by 20thcenturyvole for salt_tooth
Fandoms: The Terror (TV 2018)
15 Dec 2024
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In 1850, James Ross' expedition to the North Pole is welcomed home by his old friend Francis Crozier. This would be the perfect time to announce his retirement and make Francis the new leader of the expedition, alongside Ross' second, James Fitzjames.
Perfect, that is, if Crozier and Fitzjames could talk to each other without starting a fight.
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16 Dec 2024