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When Our Long Night Is Done (There Will Be Light) (Neil Perry Is Not Okay) by ConsiderableColors, CriticalColors (ConsiderableColors)
Fandom Dead Poets Society (1989)
- Teen And Up Audiences
- No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
- M/M, Gen, F/F
- Complete Series
04 Aug 2021
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Major Character Death
- Todd Anderson/Neil Perry
- Charlie Dalton & Neil Perry
- mentioned:
- Todd Anderson & Charlie Dalton
- Minor or Background Relationship(s)
- Mrs. Perry & Neil Perry
- Mrs. Perry & Thomas Perry
- Neil Perry & John Keating
- Neil Perry & Tom Perry
- Todd Anderson & John Keating
- Neil Perry (Dead Poets Society)
- Todd Anderson
- Charlie Dalton
- John Keating
- Mr. Perry (Dead Poets Society)
- Mrs. Perry (Dead Poets Society)
- Mentioned: - Character
- Richard Cameron
- Gerard Pitts
- Steven Meeks
- Knox Overstreet
- Other(s)
- The Poets (Dead Poets Society)
- Ginny Danbury
- Chris Noel
- Thomas Perry
- Tom Perry
- Crying
- Suicidal Thoughts
- Implied/Referenced Suicide
- Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
- Implied/Referenced Eating Disorders
- Depression
- Snow
- Spring Awakening References
- Hopeful Ending
- Self-Harm
- Relapse of self-harm
- me forcing my headcanons into the story
- for example:
- Knox draws (fight me)
- cursing
- Fighting
- Verbal Fighting
- Charlie's still a good bro
- Suicide Attempt
- Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
- Guns
- Suicide
- Canonical Character Death
- Kind of graphic descriptions of self harm
- this is not a very happy fic
- Dark Ending
- Internalized Homophobia
- Emotional/Psychological Abuse
- or really strict parenting: you decide
- my vote's on the former
- Near Death Experiences
- uhhh this has a weird writing style but hopefully doesn't suck
- Charlie's a good bro
- Hurt/Comfort
- Emotional Hurt/Comfort
- Angst
- Angst with a Happy Ending
- Panic Attacks
- Anxiety Attacks
- Spiraling Thoughts
- Todd Anderson Is A Good Boyfriend
- Run-On Sentences
- If you're looking for 'Neil has a panic attack and Todd calms him down'
- this is it. This is the fic for you.
- Medication
- Anxiety
- Anxiety Disorder
- Domestic Boyfriends
- mentions of:
- Eating Disorders
- Nightmares
- Therapy
- Todd Anderson Has Anxiety
- Neil Perry Is Depressed
- Swearing
- Verbal Abuse
- Abusive Parents
- Past Suicide Attempt
- Self-Hatred
- Those are all sad tags
- Let's do the happy ones
- Cute Kids
- Childhood Friends
- references
- Charlie Dalton Is A Good Friend
- Cuddling & Snuggling
- Caring
- Recovery
- Healing
- Neil Perry (Dead Poets Society) Lives
- Mental Health Issues
- Mental Illness
- These Are The General Tags
- More Specific Warnings Will Be Before Each Chapter
- Additional Warnings In Author's Note
- Work In Progress
- Touch-Starved
- Possibly A Tad OOC But It's Okay
- Sorry for constantly spamming the dps tag <3
- no beta we die like men
- Hospitalization
- Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
- Mrs. Perry's Girlbossification
- Mr. Perry is a piece of shit so nothing new
- Divorce
- Feminist Themes
- i guess?
- This fic is basically just realizing your husband sucks
- And leaving his ass
- Mother-Son Relationship
- Implied/Referenced Abuse
- Implied/Referenced Hospitalization
- I'm blanking on tags rn bc I'm sleepy but hopefully y'all enjoy <3
- Fix-It
- The Mountain Goats
- Post-Canon
- Dissociation
- Trauma
- John Keating Adopts Neil Perry
- Keating kind of adopts Todd too
- Also sorry but the rest of the poets are basically completely absent from this
- Neil stands up to his father! Spoiler alert: it doesn't go well
- BoJack Horseman References
- I rewatched recently so there's one or two bojack lines- sorry lol
- Extended Metaphors
- Hadestown References
- psst comments fuel me
- Nonverbal Communication
- Abuse
- Victim Blaming
- Internally and done by Neil to himself. He's a bit of an
- Unreliable Narrator
Summary
Welcome to Neil Perry Is Not Okay: the show where I delve into Neil's struggle with mental illness because someone needs to.
The first story, There Will Be Light, is the main story. Most of the one-shots following it are all previously posted versions of certain chapters. Some are extra stories from this universe.
Please pay attention to the tags in these fics, they get real dark real fast. Other than that, enjoy!
Title taken from There Will Be Light from Next To Normal.
Series playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/59qk9vdPr4XpSnys1Q9Rqi?si=jzwpgwZQSgyoCICiA5aYwQ
READ UPDATE ON MY DPS FICS HERE: https://www.tumblr.com/considerablecolors/719711975073054720/hiii-i-recently-started-one-of-your-fics-the?source=share
- Words:
- 80,705
- Works:
- 10
- Bookmarks:
- 42
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Stay With Me, Hold My Hand (There's No Need To Be Brave) (Spies Are Forever) by ConsiderableColors, CriticalColors (ConsiderableColors)
Fandom But just barely- it's a quick cameo lol, Our Flag Means Death (TV), She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018), Spies Are Forever - Talkfine/Tin Can Brothers, The Solve It Squad - Tin Can Brothers, Wayward Guide for the Untrained Eye (Web Series)
- Teen And Up Audiences, Mature
- No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- M/M, Gen, Multi, F/F, Other
- Series in Progress
10 Jun 2024
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Owen Carvour/Agent Curt Mega
- Owen Carvour & Tatiana Slozhno
- Esther/Gwen/Keith/Scrags (The Solve It Squad)
- Gwen/Keith Swanson
- Barb Larvernor/Tatiana Slozhno
- Barb Larvernor & Agent Curt Mega
- Agent Curt Mega & Tatiana Slozhno
- Agent Curt Mega & Mrs. Mega
- Minor or Background Relationship(s)
- Cynthia Houston/Mrs. Mega
- Cynthia Houston & Agent Curt Mega
- Owen Carvour/Agent Curt Mega (Background)
- Agent Curt Mega & Owen Carvour & Barb Larvernor & Tatiana Slozhno & The Informant
- Owen Carvour & Barb Larvernor
- Owen Carvour & The Informant
- Owen Carvour & Cynthia Houston
- Owen Carvour & Mrs. Mega
- Tatiana Slozhno & Mrs. Mega
- Barb Larvernor & Mrs. Mega
- Barb Larvernor & Tatiana Slozhno
- Implied Barb Larvernor/The Informant
- Mentioned Agent Curt Mega/Owen Carvour
- Agent Curt Mega
- Owen Carvour
- Barb Larvernor
- Background & Cameo Characters
- Cynthia Houston
- Tatiana Slozhno
- Minor Characters
- Esther (The Solve It Squad)
- Gwen (The Solve It Squad)
- Keith (The Solve It Squad)
- Scrags (The Solve It Squad)
- Cluebert
- The Deadliest Man Alive (Spies Are Forever)
- Mrs. Mega (Spies Are Forever)
- Other(s)
- The Informant (Spies Are Forever)
- Dr. Baron Von Nazi
- Btw The Informant is named Ellis in this
- Original Characters
- Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies
- Owen Carvour Lives
- Au where Curt finds Owen earlier but Owens still traumatized yknow
- Angst
- Hurt/Comfort
- Grief/Mourning
- Implied/Referenced Torture
- Miscommunication
- Chimera tortured Owen yknow how it is
- Curt's grieving yknow how it is
- Touch-Starved
- Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
- Not Really Character Death
- Dissociation
- Hugs
- Fix-It of Sorts
- Whump
- Owen Carvour has BPD
- Fix-It
- Angst with a Happy Ending
- Banana Incident Fix-It
- Canon-Typical Violence
- Near Death Experiences
- Explosions
- Blood and Injury
- jumping out a window
- Wait that's not a tag? Shocking
- Hospitalization
- Crying
- Cuddling & Snuggling
- So much hurt. But so much comfort.
- Panic
- Emotional Hurt/Comfort
- Agent Curt Mega Has ADHD
- Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria
- Self-Esteem Issues
- Reassurances
- Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
- AU where Owen and Tatiana are partners in Chimera
- Falling For Your Target
- Gay Panic
- Fluff and Humor
- Flirting
- Tension
- homoerotic rivalry
- so nothing new there lol
- Mutual Pining
- a bit of polari
- Himbo Agent Curt Mega
- Alternate Universe - College/University
- First Meetings
- Hijinks & Shenanigans
- Owen is an acting major
- Curt is a forensics major
- Cynthia is out for blood
- Bipolar Agent Curt Mega
- Nerd Owen Carvour
- soft curt mega
- starts angsty but god its so soft i promise
- Disabled Character
- Disabled Owen Carvour
- Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
- Trauma
- Inner Dialogue
- Character Study
- Massage
- Non-Sexual Intimacy
- Vulnerability
- i think this is legit one of my fav things ive written? wack
- au where curt talks owen down during the staircase scene
- and they're learning to trust each other again
- Trust Issues
- Physical Disability
- Emotional Baggage
- Mental Health Issues
- Recovery
- Healing
- internalized ableism
- Introspection
- Welsh Owen Carvour
- Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
- Crossovers & Fandom Fusions
- Curt and Owen are undercover as teachers at the SIS's school
- They/Them Pronouns for Esther
- The Solve It Squad are qpps
- Cluebert is just a normal dog in this so he doesn't talk. Sorry cluebert stans
- Humor
- Hey where tf is the SIS fandom? this tag is so barren wtf
- Found Family
- Queerplatonic Relationships
- Might write more
- might leave this as a oneshot- only time will tell
- Alternate Universe - She-Ra Fusion
- Pre-Relationship Spyentist
- Characters are canon age
- not the age of their she-ra counterparts
- Brainwashing
- Child Abuse
- Child Soldiers
- I mean it IS a She-Ra AU.... So....
- Owen Carvour & The Deadliest Man Alive Are Different People
- Fights
- Fluff and Angst
- Lovers to Enemies
- but i mean they get back to lovers eventually. it is she ra after all
- Complicated Relationships
- Alternate Universe - Non-Magical
- You don't need to know she-ra to read this. Might be spoilers though
- War
- Betrayal
- Bittersweet Ending
- This covers the first two eps of the she-ra series btw
- Post-Canon
- Mother-Son Relationship
- Family Feels
- Agent Curt Mega Loves His Mother
- that should be a tag smh
- Minor Character Death
- Pre-Canon
- Soft
- it's subtle but it's there
- Period-Typical Homophobia
- Implied Homophobic Violence
- Implied Sexual Content
- Non-Graphic Violence
- Non-Graphic Sexual Content
- I promise none of it is described like at all
- I'll make that a tag dammit
- Trust
- Pre-Russian Affair
- The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known
- Bipolar Disorder
- Depression
- Implied/Referenced Suicidal Thoughts
- we're gonna make that a tag boys
- the word bipolar isn't used because it's the 50s but. that's what he's got.
- Classic "Curt doesn't shoot Owen and they go home" AU
- Soo much ptsd Christ
- Implied/Referenced Character Death
- Breakfast
- Cooking
- Metaphors
- Food as a Metaphor for Love
- HOLY SHIT THAT'S A TAG? INCREDIBLE.
- Communication Issues
- Owen said I refuse to talk about my feelings but I will bake
- I feel like Owen fics should come with that tag. Just like as a given
- Flashbacks
- Chimera tortured Owen in this
- Aftermath of Torture
- Don't think it's TOO explicit
- but just in case
- During Canon
- Vignette
- Developing Relationship
- Secrets
- Missing Scene
- Queer Themes
- Torture Tango (Spies Are Forever)
- The Staircase Scene (Spies Are Forever)
- Doing This (Spies Are Forever)
- Ohhh yeah baby we're doing scene rewrites in this bitch
- Friends to Lovers to Enemies to Friends to Lovers
- Just like god intended
- 5+1 Things
- Internalized Homophobia
- sorry :(
- It's minor if that helps
- The moral of this fic is that everything is Eisenhower's fault
- Missions Gone Wrong
- Kidnapping
- Non-Consensual Haircuts
- consensual haircuts
- It's About the Parallels
- Haircuts
- Caretaking
- Triggers
- Basically Curt is tortured and has a bad association with haircuts
- And Owen helps him out :)
- Hairstylist Owen Carvour
- Sure that's a fucking tag now ig /lh
- The danger of secondary locations
- He just really loves the wizard of oz ok?
- I cannot believe it took me almost 6000 words to write a haircut. I got REALLY invested in this.
- Panic Attacks
- god curt i'm so sorry
- Mostly Fluff
- Domestic Fluff
- Hyperfixations
- Languages and Linguistics
- Jealousy
- Jealous Owen Carvour
- But he's fighting it lol
- Infodumping
- Listening to Infodumping
- playful rivalry
- Rivals to Lovers (Implied)
- Sure that's a tag
- Death
- Dreams and Nightmares
- Fate & Destiny
- Alright this one is weird just strap in
- Basically Owen's relationship with death
- Extended Metaphors
- Imagery and Symbolism
- ........eventually
- Implied/Referenced Suicide
- prose
- dark themes
- Texting
- Chatting & Messaging
- Canon Compliant
- Canonical Character Death
- Crack Treated Seriously
- Angst and Humor
- Ambiguous/Open Ending
- it ends with the first bit of the staircase scene so u can believe owen lives if u want
- also not so bad reprise is not in this like at all
- von nazi is barely there bc i hate him. this is prolly the only time he will ever appear in my fics
- i guess?
- Platonic Relationships
- Male-Female Friendship
- Agent Curt Mega is a Good Friend
- But there's no mention of Owen so he could totally be alive in this jsyk
- Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
- It's brief and unintentional but it's there
- Platonic Cuddling
- me when. when they're friends 😭.
- VERY quick emeto warning- nothing happens tho
- Implied/Referenced Murder
- Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
- Implied/Referenced Dehumanization
- Aka Tatiana's past :(
- fuck heteronormativity
- The besties are hugging
- Love Languages
- acts of service
- Tenderness
- my usual Curtwen stuff yknow
- Treating Wounds
- Sharing Clothes
- Packing Lunches
- Holy shit did you know McDonald's was a thing in the 1950s? I love researching for fics
- Fidgeting
- Hair Braiding
- memory problems
- Communication
- Yearning
- god i love writing soft curtwen
- Absent Parents
- Daddy Issues
- Curt I'm so sorry bud you're getting whumped a lot today
- Pining
- First Kiss
- Pre-Relationship
- Love Confessions
- ahhhhh
- Politics
- anti-government
- Government Agencies
- Owen said the system is fucked and I said so true bestie
- Running Away
- Propaganda
- Moral Ambiguity
- Basically comparing Owen and Curt's views on their agencies
- With a dash of ROMANCE because I can't not write Curtwen
- Injury
- patching up each other's wounds
- Worry
- Arguing
- Discussion of Death
- Sleepy Cuddles
- Domestic
- brief use of a homophobic slur
- Neurodivergent Themes
- Toxic Masculinity
- Bullying
- Minor use of slurs and derogatory language
- Loneliness
- Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
- Friendship
- Online Dating
- Secret Identity
- Mistaken Identity
- Chimera Owen Carvour
- Lies
- Awkwardness
- Agent Curt Mega Has Daddy Issues
- Agent Curt Mega Loves His Mom
- Cynthia knows Boston accents because she is dating Mrs. Mega send tweet
- Minor Angst
- Basically Curt is like a thirteen year old child of divorce
- Who's mom just told him she's seeing other people
- Family Bonding
- Curt and Cynthia care about each other. They're just bad at showing it
- Mrs. Mega Is An Angel
- Curt and his gay moms own my whole heart ok?
- Thanksgiving Dinner
- There are literally no elements of Thanksgiving here
- Just need an excuse for them to eat dinner
- Misunderstandings
- Apologies
- Period-Typical Sexism
- Both are minor don't worry
- on GOD I'm gonna make these two communicate
- Alternate Universe - Our Flag Means Death Fusion
- Like seriously there be dead ppl
- Ft Curt as Stede
- Owen as Ed
- Tatiana as Lucius
- The DMA as Izzy
- And Artemis and Paul as Curt's kids because I ran out of ideas alright
- Pirates
- Pirates are a metaphor for queerness tee hee hee
- Alternate Universe - Pirate
- THIS IS MY 69TH WORK. NICE.
- Future Fic
- Fluff
- Tooth-Rotting Fluff
- Birthday Fluff
- Feels
- Like so minor I prommy this is a very happy fic
- Celebrations
- This fic is basically just the embodiment of that feeling of like.
- Hey. We made it. We did it. We're here and we're happy and we're together
- So be prepared for emotions lmao
- Comfort No Hurt
- Team as Family
- POV Owen Carvour
- Love
- just... love
- Bonding
- Like there's only two romantic relationships
- but Curt Owen Barb Tatiana and The Informant are all a little in love
- Platonic polycule 👍
- Curt and Owen are married btw
- And Owen calls Mrs. Mega mum
- Owen's love language is once again acts of service
- Owen Carvour Has OCD
- it's about the (vin diesel voice) FAMILY
- (kinda)
- Bittersweet
- Owen Carvour loves Agent Curt Mega
- Much To His Disappointment
- Photographs
- Listen Owen's having a rough go of it in this
- fun fact this is the third time I've used a puzzle metaphor in an Owen-Centric fic
- Denial of Feelings
- based on @Szollibisz's tumblr post
- minor one-sentence mention of von nazi
- Dark
- Child Death
- (not described graphically at all)
- Violence
- Murder
- chimera
- god this is not a happy fic
- Heavy Angst
- in which the author stops blorbofying for a minute
- and acknowledges that these characters did bad things
- Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
- Does that tag apply here?
- Owen was tortured by Chimera AU
- Self-Harm
- Fire
- Burns
- Suicidal Thoughts
- Alternate Universe - Werewolf
- based off of @teethworm's au on tumblr
- Light Angst
- Agent Curt Mega Needs a Hug
- POV Second Person
- Lowercase
- now a multichapter drabble series!
- Other Additional Tags to Be Added
- Post-Banana Incident (Spies Are Forever)
- Uppercase
- once again Owen's love language is acts of service
- once again Curt's hyperfixated in linguists and languages
- Awkward Flirting
- basically the equivalent of the "oh my god did you call me baby" convo
- Chimera Curtwen AU
- Dubious Morality
- (one scene in chapter four)
- Bathing/Washing
- Selective Mutism
- Curt's having a hard time here :(
- Nonverbal Communication
- It's quick and unintentional but it is there
- Curt: has trauma related to bathing
- Owen: would a bath help?
- and lots of it!
- These tags are dark but it's actually very soft and full of comfort I swear
- Owen loves Curt very very much
- The Feeling Is Mutual
- Unresolved Tension
- Rewrite
- Basically the goal was smth happier than canon
- But still realistic enough for the show
- Was that goal achieved? Who knows
- Screenplay/Script Format
- Though mixed with a bit of typical prose in the stage directions
- bc i couldn't help myself
- AU where Curt drags Owen into redemption after the staircase scene
- Letters
- Diary/Journal
- Internal Monologue
- Kinda?
- Brief reference to suicidal thoughts (chapter 5)
- Spies Are Forever Bingo 2022
- Hopeful Ending
- Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
- Tatiana has a mix of both in this
- (unintentional)
- Blood and Violence
- Childhood Trauma
- This is about Tatiana's childhood so you know. Not very happy
- References to Macbeth
- And by that I mean entire scenes from Macbeth are quoted here
- Motherhood
- Slice of Life
- not much to tag this as honestly. just a simple family fic :)
- Mrs. Mega is named Diane in this btw
- Autistic Barb Larvernor
- Autism
- Overstimulation
- Insecurity
- fear of missing out
- Unhappy Ending
- im warning y'all now lol
- Codependency
- Trauma Bonding
- that's not a tag??? laaaame
- classic owen goes with curt at end of staircase scene au
- Abandonment
- they both love each other. and they are trying so hard. but they need therapy
- mentioned self harm and suicidal thoughts
- rly can't emphasize enough that this is sad lol
- Lovers to Enemies to Jesus Christ
- i swear they're not ooc they're just traumatized
- Alternate Universe - Rock Band
- dude! we're getting the band back together!
- Agent Curt Mega Loves Bruce Springsteen
- congrats that's the headcanon now
- Someone dies but no one we care about!
- Feral Owen Carvour
- we let him go batshit. as a treat.
- Revenge
- Foreshadowing
- Owen Carvour Is A Little Silly Goofy :)
- Airplanes
- Flying
- No not the exciting one. The other one.
- Airports
- Travel
- Agent Curt Mega Being a Dumbass
- Owen Carvour Being A Karen
- new tag submission thanks
- oh god it's been so long i don't remember how to tag
- tbh i kind of read them as queerplatonic here :) tati my aro lesbian queen
- but u can read it however u want (just not romantic or i hex you /j)
- Taking Down Chimera (Spies Are Forever)
- Playwriting
- Original Character(s)
- Good Friend Tatiana Slozhno
- Backstory
- tati lore... it gets sad- it contains tws for
- Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
- as well as typical canon tati warnings such as
- Blackmail
- this really isnt quite as dark as it sounds it is more comfort than hurt i swear
- is rediscovering what it means to be human a tag guys
- Dehumanization
Summary
A collection of hurt/comfort, au, and fix-it fics for Spies Are Forever. Enjoy.
None of these fics are related, aside from containing the same headcanons for characters (adhd & bipolar Curt, bpd Owen, welsh Owen, etc.)
Series title taken from I Will by Mitski.
- Words:
- 90,809
- Works:
- 39
- Bookmarks:
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I Don't Forgive You (But Please Don't Hold Me To It) (Owen Carvour Vs. Vulnerability) by ConsiderableColors, CriticalColors (ConsiderableColors)
Fandom Spies Are Forever - Talkfine/Tin Can Brothers
- Teen And Up Audiences
- No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- M/M, F/F, Gen, Other
- Series in Progress
21 Oct 2022
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Owen Carvour/Agent Curt Mega
- Cynthia Houston/Mrs. Mega
- Agent Curt Mega & Owen Carvour & Barb Larvernor & Tatiana Slozhno & The Informant
- Owen Carvour & Tatiana Slozhno
- Owen Carvour & Barb Larvernor
- Owen Carvour & The Informant
- Owen Carvour & Cynthia Houston
- Owen Carvour & Mrs. Mega
- Owen Carvour
- Agent Curt Mega
- Background & Cameo Characters
- Barb Larvernor
- Tatiana Slozhno
- The Informant (Spies Are Forever)
- Cynthia Houston
- Mrs. Mega (Spies Are Forever)
- Btw The Informant is named Ellis in this
- Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
- Hurt/Comfort
- Angst with a Happy Ending
- soft curt mega
- starts angsty but god its so soft i promise
- Disabled Character
- Disabled Owen Carvour
- Owen Carvour Lives
- Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
- Trauma
- Inner Dialogue
- Character Study
- Touch-Starved
- Massage
- Non-Sexual Intimacy
- Vulnerability
- i think this is legit one of my fav things ive written? wack
- au where curt talks owen down during the staircase scene
- and they're learning to trust each other again
- Trust Issues
- Fix-It
- Whump
- Physical Disability
- Emotional Baggage
- Mental Health Issues
- Recovery
- Healing
- internalized ableism
- Owen Carvour has BPD
- Introspection
- Welsh Owen Carvour
- Pre-Canon
- Soft
- it's subtle but it's there
- Period-Typical Homophobia
- Implied Homophobic Violence
- Implied Sexual Content
- Non-Graphic Violence
- Non-Graphic Sexual Content
- I promise none of it is described like at all
- Cuddling & Snuggling
- Reassurances
- I'll make that a tag dammit
- Fluff and Angst
- Trust
- Pre-Russian Affair
- The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known
- Nerd Owen Carvour
- Classic "Curt doesn't shoot Owen and they go home" AU
- Soo much ptsd Christ
- Implied/Referenced Character Death
- Canon-Typical Violence
- Breakfast
- Cooking
- Metaphors
- Food as a Metaphor for Love
- HOLY SHIT THAT'S A TAG? INCREDIBLE.
- Complicated Relationships
- Communication Issues
- Owen said I refuse to talk about my feelings but I will bake
- I feel like Owen fics should come with that tag. Just like as a given
- Flashbacks
- Chimera tortured Owen in this
- Owen Carvour & The Deadliest Man Alive Are Different People
- Aftermath of Torture
- Don't think it's TOO explicit
- but just in case
- Love Languages
- acts of service
- Tenderness
- my usual Curtwen stuff yknow
- Blood and Injury
- Treating Wounds
- Sharing Clothes
- Packing Lunches
- Holy shit did you know McDonald's was a thing in the 1950s? I love researching for fics
- Agent Curt Mega Has ADHD
- Fidgeting
- Hair Braiding
- memory problems
- Communication
- Yearning
- god i love writing soft curtwen
- 5+1 Things
- Absent Parents
- Daddy Issues
- Curt I'm so sorry bud you're getting whumped a lot today
- Pining
- First Kiss
- Pre-Relationship
- Developing Relationship
- Love Confessions
- ahhhhh
- Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies
- Future Fic
- Fluff
- Tooth-Rotting Fluff
- Birthday Fluff
- Feels
- Minor Angst
- Like so minor I prommy this is a very happy fic
- Found Family
- Celebrations
- This fic is basically just the embodiment of that feeling of like.
- Hey. We made it. We did it. We're here and we're happy and we're together
- So be prepared for emotions lmao
- Emotional Hurt/Comfort
- Comfort No Hurt
- Team as Family
- prose
- POV Owen Carvour
- Platonic Relationships
- Friendship
- Love
- just... love
- Bonding
- Queerplatonic Relationships
- Like there's only two romantic relationships
- but Curt Owen Barb Tatiana and The Informant are all a little in love
- Platonic polycule 👍
- Post-Canon
- Curt and Owen are married btw
- And Owen calls Mrs. Mega mum
- Owen's love language is once again acts of service
- Owen Carvour Has OCD
- it's about the (vin diesel voice) FAMILY
- AU where Curt drags Owen into redemption after the staircase scene
- Letters
- Diary/Journal
- Angst
- Internal Monologue
- Kinda?
- Brief reference to suicidal thoughts (chapter 5)
- Spies Are Forever Bingo 2022
- Hopeful Ending
- Heavy Angst
- Unhappy Ending
- im warning y'all now lol
- Ambiguous/Open Ending
- Codependency
- Trauma Bonding
- that's not a tag??? laaaame
- classic owen goes with curt at end of staircase scene au
- Abandonment
- Self-Esteem Issues
- they both love each other. and they are trying so hard. but they need therapy
- mentioned self harm and suicidal thoughts
- rly can't emphasize enough that this is sad lol
- Lovers to Enemies to Jesus Christ
- i swear they're not ooc they're just traumatized
- Arguing
- Unresolved Tension
Summary
The Owen Carvour vs. Vulnerability saga.
Title taken from Kyoto by Phoebe Bridgers.
Enjoy!
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- 19,056
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- 7
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I Don't Wanna Know Who I Am (Cause Heaven Only Knows What I'll Find) (The Bard System) by ConsiderableColors, CriticalColors (ConsiderableColors)
Fandom The Witcher (TV), Wiedźmin | The Witcher (Video Game), Wiedźmin | The Witcher - All Media Types
25 May 2024
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia/Jaskier | Dandelion
- Minor or Background Relationship(s)
- Jaskier | Dandelion/Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg
- Yennefer/Piper
- (past)
- Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon & Jaskier | Dandelion
- Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon & Eskel
- Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon & Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia
- Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia & Jaskier | Dandelion
- Geralt has different relationships with different alters ofc
- Jaskier | Dandelion
- Dandelion - Character
- Julian
- Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia
- Yennefer z Vengerbergu | Yennefer of Vengerberg
- Piper
- Geralt (Mentioned) - Character
- Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon
- Eskel (The Witcher)
- Eskel doesn't even need to be here he's just my favorite :)
- Roach (The Witcher)
- Dissociative Identity Disorder
- First Meetings
- Basically the scene where Jaskier meets Geralt
- But Jaskier is the host of a system
- idk what else to tag uhhh
- Pre-Relationship
- Jaskier | Dandelion Loves Geralt z Rivii | Geralt of Rivia
- Pining Jaskier | Dandelion
- Fluff and Humor
- No angst here. This system fic is fluff only bc the DID tag needs that desperately.
- Implied Sexual Content
- It's just a few jokes. Nothing explicit dw
- Edit: can't believe I have to say this but ableist comments will be deleted on sight
- Multiplicity/Plurality
- Post-Episode: s01e06 Rare Species
- Episode: s02e04 Redanian Intelligence (The Witcher TV)
- The scene where Jaskier and Yennefer reunite but Jaskier is part of a system
- Makes more sense if you read the first part lol
- Angst
- mentioned ableism
- mentioned alcoholism
- Aftermath of Mountain Breakup
- I promise this isn't as angsty as it sounfs
- Pining
- Ableist comments will be deleted do not test me
- Hoo boy here we go
- Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon & Jaskier | Dandelion Friendship
- Protective Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon
- Good Big Sister Cirilla Fiona Elen Riannon
- this will make so much more sense if you've read the rest of the series
- Hurt/Comfort
- Emotional Hurt/Comfort
- Fluff and Angst
- Angst with a Happy Ending
- Sibling Bonding
- Found Family
- Witcher Family (The Witcher)
- Kaer Morhen (The Witcher)
- Soft Eskel (The Witcher)
- FUCK TWN ESKEL ALL MY HOMIES HATE TWN ESKEL
- So this fic centers around Ciri and a little in Jaskier's system
- But I'm also going to tag
- Age Regression/De-Aging
- Non-Sexual Age Play
- (god i hate the age re tags on ao3)
- Because people in those circles will probably enjoy this as well
- As always ableist comments will be deleted on sight so have fun trying
- Child Abuse
- In one section that is marked clearly and skippable just in case ❤️
- Yennefer is not in this one I'M SORRY YEN NATION
- Game-Canon Eskel (The Witcher)
- also I have no idea how Witcher potions work I'm making this all up
- Rebuilding The Keep
Summary
A series exploring The Bard System. AKA, an AU where Jaskier is the host of a DID system.
Any ableist comments will be deleted on sight. Otherwise, please enjoy!
Series title taken from It's Alright by Mother Mother.
- Words:
- 4,568
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- 3
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- 23
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Carpe Diem, A Battle Cry (Are We All Too Young To Die?) (Dead Poets Society) by ConsiderableColors, CriticalColors (ConsiderableColors)
Fandom Dead Poets Society (1989)
- Teen And Up Audiences
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, No Archive Warnings Apply
- M/M, Gen, F/F, Multi
- Series in Progress
18 Oct 2021
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Major Character Death
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Charlie Dalton & Neil Perry
- mentioned:
- Todd Anderson/Neil Perry
- Charlie Dalton/Knox Overstreet
- Steven Meeks/Gerard Pitts
- John Keating/George McAllister
- Todd Anderson & Charlie Dalton
- Minor or Background Relationship(s)
- Richard Cameron & Neil Perry
- Todd Anderson & Richard Cameron
- Mrs. Perry & Neil Perry
- Mrs. Perry & Thomas Perry
- Neil Perry & John Keating
- Neil Perry & Tom Perry
- Todd Anderson & John Keating
- But as far as one-sided crushes we have:
- Charlie Dalton/Neil Perry
- Knox Overstreet/Neil Perry
- Steven Meeks/Neil Perry
- Neil Perry/Gerard Pitts
- Neil Perry/Richard Cameron
- Todd Anderson/Charlie Dalton/Steven Meeks/Knox Overstreet/Neil Perry/Gerard Pitts/Richard Cameron
- Include Cameron you cowards
- Neil Perry (Dead Poets Society)
- Charlie Dalton
- Mentioned: - Character
- Todd Anderson
- John Keating
- Mr. Perry (Dead Poets Society)
- Mrs. Perry (Dead Poets Society)
- Richard Cameron
- Gerard Pitts
- Steven Meeks
- Knox Overstreet
- A McDonald's Employee
- Mr. McAllister
- Original Male Character(s)
- Other(s)
- The Poets (Dead Poets Society)
- their parents are mentioned
- Chris Noel
- Ginny Danbury
- Thomas Perry
- Other Character Tags to Be Added
- Tom Perry
- Suicide
- Canonical Character Death
- Self-Harm
- Kind of graphic descriptions of self harm
- this is not a very happy fic
- Dark Ending
- Internalized Homophobia
- Emotional/Psychological Abuse
- or really strict parenting: you decide
- my vote's on the former
- Near Death Experiences
- Suicidal Thoughts
- uhhh this has a weird writing style but hopefully doesn't suck
- Charlie's a good bro
- Suicide Attempt
- Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
- Guns
- Relapse of self-harm
- me forcing my headcanons into the story
- for example:
- Knox draws (fight me)
- cursing
- Fighting
- Verbal Fighting
- Charlie's still a good bro
- Swearing
- McDonald's
- innuendos
- Crack
- Crack Treated Seriously
- Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
- Arguing
- Please read this i promise you'll at least tolerate it
- Pokemon
- undertale - Freeform
- Yugio
- These are all mentioned I'm not just spamming tags
- I swear
- Crying
- Implied/Referenced Suicide
- Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
- Implied/Referenced Eating Disorders
- Depression
- Snow
- Spring Awakening References
- Hopeful Ending
- Rare Pairings
- Time Skips
- 1950s
- please read this
- Really you can interpret this as platonic
- Theres only one or two explicitly romantic scenes
- Canon Compliant
- Pre-Canon
- During Canon
- 1930s
- Hurt/Comfort
- Emotional Hurt/Comfort
- Angst
- Angst with a Happy Ending
- Panic Attacks
- Anxiety Attacks
- Spiraling Thoughts
- Todd Anderson Is A Good Boyfriend
- Run-On Sentences
- If you're looking for 'Neil has a panic attack and Todd calms him down'
- this is it. This is the fic for you.
- Medication
- Anxiety
- Anxiety Disorder
- Domestic Boyfriends
- mentions of:
- Eating Disorders
- Nightmares
- Therapy
- Todd Anderson Has Anxiety
- Neil Perry Is Depressed
- Verbal Abuse
- Abusive Parents
- Past Suicide Attempt
- Self-Hatred
- Those are all sad tags
- Let's do the happy ones
- Cute Kids
- Childhood Friends
- references
- Charlie Dalton Is A Good Friend
- Cuddling & Snuggling
- Caring
- Recovery
- COVID-19
- Corona Virus - Freeform
- Pandemics
- social distancing
- Quarantine
- Isolation
- Touch-Starved
- Loneliness
- Heavy Angst
- Angst With Some Comfort
- Bad Parenting
- I'll warn you now this is pretty damn sad
- Insomnia
- Mental Health Issues
- video calls
- Angst and Hurt/Comfort
- Alternate Universe - Reincarnation
- Reincarnation
- Dark
- Existential Angst
- Existentialism
- Temporary Character Death
- Not Really Character Death
- Ambiguous/Open Ending
- Additional Warnings In Author's Note
- If you're really open-minded it is technically canon compliant
- Post-Canon
- This might be the darkest thing I've ever written?
- love that for me
- Please Read This I'll Love You Forever If You Do
- Soulmates
- Disability
- Physical Disability
- Chronic Illness
- Chronic Pain
- Chronic Fatigue
- Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
- 2 4 6 8 Projection Is Really Great
- Future Fic
- Alternate Universe - Future
- New York City
- It's quick but it's there
- (mentioned) - Freeform
- Ableism
- Wheelchairs
- Mobility Aids
- Light Angst
- supportive boyfriends
- Neil and Todd are grown up and live together in nyc and write and act bc I SAY SO
- 5 Times
- 5 Things
- 5+1 Things
- Sympathetic Richard Cameron
- Implied/Referenced Character Death
- Implied Sexual Content
- Not at ALL explicit- don't worry
- Neurodivergent Steven Meeks
- Sensory Overload
- sensory issues
- Slice of Life
- Ghosts
- Character Turned Into a Ghost
- Mild Blood
- Dark Comedy
- This Is Somehow Both Pro-Cameron And Anti-Cameron
- So Anyone Can Enjoy! (Hopefully)
- Like Cameron Is Written As Sympathetic
- But Todd Is Kind Of A Dick To Him
- So yeah
- Weird Ghost Logic
- Abandoned Work - Unfinished and Discontinued
- Sorry all :(
- Healing
- Neil Perry (Dead Poets Society) Lives
- Mental Illness
- These Are The General Tags
- More Specific Warnings Will Be Before Each Chapter
- Work In Progress
- Possibly A Tad OOC But It's Okay
- Sorry for constantly spamming the dps tag <3
- no beta we die like men
- Hospitalization
- Mrs. Perry's Girlbossification
- Mr. Perry is a piece of shit so nothing new
- Divorce
- Feminist Themes
- i guess?
- This fic is basically just realizing your husband sucks
- And leaving his ass
- Mother-Son Relationship
- Implied/Referenced Abuse
- Implied/Referenced Hospitalization
- I'm blanking on tags rn bc I'm sleepy but hopefully y'all enjoy <3
- Fix-It
- Fluff
- it's literally nothing but fluff
- Autistic Todd Anderson
- Autistic Neil Perry
- Stimming
- Infodumping
- Neil's special interest is Shakespeare
- Todd's is poetry
- Autism Spectrum
- Neurodiversity
- Midsummer Night's Dream References
- George Eliot too
- I can't believe there's no angst in this tbh
- Sleepy Cuddles
- Napping
- Autism
- Social Media
- Tumblr AU
- Online Relationship
- Online Friendship
- Todd runs a poetryblr
- Neil runs a mental health/shakespeare blog
- they fall in love
- Slow Burn
- A hopefully nuanced take on the internet and toxic communities
- Like it's critical of Tumblr but like. Beyond "these kids are on their phones too much"
- Other Additional Tags to Be Added
- POV Alternating
- previously titled "hard times"
- sorry :(
- The Mountain Goats
- Dissociation
- Trauma
- John Keating Adopts Neil Perry
- Keating kind of adopts Todd too
- Also sorry but the rest of the poets are basically completely absent from this
- Neil stands up to his father! Spoiler alert: it doesn't go well
- BoJack Horseman References
- I rewatched recently so there's one or two bojack lines- sorry lol
- Extended Metaphors
- Hadestown References
- psst comments fuel me
- Nonverbal Communication
- Abuse
- Victim Blaming
- Internally and done by Neil to himself. He's a bit of an
- Unreliable Narrator
- Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies
- Fluff and Humor
- Crushes
- You know that trope where everyone in the friend group has a crush on the same person at some point?
- this is that
- But Neil is fucking dumb and doesn't know
- Neil's just too nice of a friend. He doesn't know better.
- Blushing
- So much blushing
- Group Chats
- But really. Is it even a queer friend group if you're not all a little in love with each other?
- Brief mention of throwing up
- Birthday Fluff
- The Deskset Two: Electric Bungaloo
- Valentine's Day
- Valentine's Day Fluff
- Polyamory
- Puppy Piles
- Presents
- Tooth-Rotting Fluff
Summary
All of my Dead Poets Society fics in one place! Enjoy >:)
Fics are unrelated unless started otherwise
Title taken from Carpe Diem by Green Day.
READ MY UPDATE ON DPS FICS HERE: https://www.tumblr.com/considerablecolors/719711975073054720/hiii-i-recently-started-one-of-your-fics-the?source=share
- Words:
- 107,997
- Works:
- 22
- Bookmarks:
- 18